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<3: April 2009
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Saturday, April 4, 2009. I Didn't Know Him. I didn't know him that well,. But somehow I feel connected. The words he wrote, the pain he felt,. Are familiar on my mind. I didn't know him that well,. But thoughts of him still make me cry. He seemed so normal, full of life. An act, I can relate. I didn't know him that well,. But he lives in me. Our thoughts, fears and pains are as one. We would understand each other, but he is gone. I didn't know him that well,. But maybe I know more than I thought.
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<3: June 2009
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Thursday, June 25, 2009. The poison conquers your brain. We stand suffering silent pain. A darkened lie so true. All along somewhere we knew. Behind the stone wall you hide. Standing guard over ridiculous pride. It's not you, we are aware. Even so, It's just not fair. Angry words meet angry tones,. Beating us down with heavy stones. Hopeful we wait for an end. Knowing all too well the beginning trend. Pain and frustration breed heavy tears,. Weighing down in tired years. Has left us now for heaven above.
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<3: September 2009
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Saturday, September 19, 2009. I'm supposed to write this for you,. But no ink leaves the pen. It just doesn't seem real. This situation we're in. I had a notion of forever. But forever doesn't seem to fit. I find everyday a challenge,. Racing against time and death. I fear losing,. You never knowing how I feel. But I love you. And that's for real. I can't wrap my mind around it. I'm just not ready for you to go. You need to read the words,. They sit echoing in my head,. Lacking literal ability,. Perfecti...
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<3: January 2010
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Monday, January 18, 2010. One Word on Life. A comfort to ease the mind. A. Something that should never change. Maybe a. To conceal the pain that's real. Well it's not so pleasant. Are stories for the dreamers with. Existing simply to keep us moving, but. It sings a different song. With. That chains us down, making us. Because things aren't always as they seem. Just how did we get here? Constantly hurt by the ones we. A lie in itself, a falsity of hope creating. And we all hold it, carrying the. 1171: Run...
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<3: ~Goodbyes and Unhappy Endings~
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Sunday, January 23, 2011. Goodbyes and Unhappy Endings. Feelings for you were forgotten,. Pushed back into the depths of my soul. But tonight it all came undone,. When the end of us became real. I tried to hide the fact that I still cared,. Desperate to convince even myself. Visions of those memories shared,. Blinded by words of goodbye. Left standing here all alone again,. I took for granted our rocky past. A relationship full of heartache and sin;. Not every story has a happy ending. New blog, friends.
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<3: March 2010
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Sunday, March 21, 2010. Battle of a War. Tonight is a battle,. Fighting memories of you. Feeling so alone,. Remembering times old and new. Life is a war,. And casualties we shall face. But it's only some nights,. I'm haunted by your face. Yesterday was fine,. And tomorrow will be too. But that doesn't stop tonight's heartache,. A final breath greets a new. One celebrates, the other is blue. For one the ending marks the other's beginning. The future holds passion and winning. The moment is a road of glory.
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<3: January 2011
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Sunday, January 30, 2011. I'm tired," she said,. As her head fell to the cold tile. Once strong and brave,. She had fought so long. This is not life. Will they miss me? A strange fear,. For a dwindling soul. But still a nagging thought,. For the lonely mind. Well this road is new,. Some have maps,. But others just hope for more. Anything better than this. Posted by Lexie Grant. Thursday, January 27, 2011. Lost in My Mind. It's a lonely world,. Probing the dark,. Desperate for more,. Than the quiet night.
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<3: December 2009
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Friday, December 11, 2009. A Letter To My Best Friends. I'm gonna miss those gi rls,. The two who know me best. Finding such great friends,. I'm luckier than the rest. It wasn't too long ago,. When we met back in snow. Friendship came easy,. And we swore to never let it go. Amy helped me from the start,. Packing in bags of shoes,. While talking and laughing,. Eating away those homesick blues. Lauren kept me company,. On the other side of the room,. With all of her funny stories,. Year one went by fast,.
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<3: January 2009
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Monday, January 26, 2009. All I need was someone or something,. Nothing came, no one was there. It was just me, scared and alone. You should have known, you should have cared,. All I ever believed in has failed me. The pain of past and present crushes my hurting heart. The world is cold and dark,. How do I go home, when I don't know what home is? The search seems hopeless, the way is dark, and I am lost. Lost, hurt, and alone, it's just me and the pain,. I've been trained to be tough on the outside.
