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Searching for the White Rabbit
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Thursday, June 4, 2009. I cant even look into her eyes and see that same beautiful little girl that was there a few weeks ago, its just blank. Shes so frightened. I'm so frightened. I cant even tell her whats going on, she doesnt understand. And i cant know what shes thinking or what she wants. How fucking cruel is this world. What did i do to deserve this unbearable pain? Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Invercargill, Southland, New Zealand. I dont even know who i am anymore. View my complete profile.
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Searching for the White Rabbit
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Friday, July 10, 2009. Just when i think i have the strength to help me get through the days, i wake up and its all gone. The mood has changed and i feel sick to my stomach. I'm just not strong enough and im sick and tired of acting like im fine and coping really well. Its exhausting. When im alone all i do is cry and that is sad. July 10, 2009 at 6:41 PM. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Invercargill, Southland, New Zealand. I dont even know who i am anymore. View my complete profile.
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Searching for the White Rabbit
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009. Wow, i cant believe i wrote that much. Feels good to get ot out though. Nothing much else is happening in my life. I have my 12 week scan next Monday and my boyfriend gets out of jail the day after. My tummy is huge already! Im sending you and Madison a HUGE virtual hug and well wishes for your appointment next week. July 1, 2009 at 2:48 AM. Wow There was so much emotion in all of those words. I started crying while I was reading it. Its different then what you have written before...
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Searching for the White Rabbit: June 2009
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009. Wow, i cant believe i wrote that much. Feels good to get ot out though. Nothing much else is happening in my life. I have my 12 week scan next Monday and my boyfriend gets out of jail the day after. My tummy is huge already! Saturday, June 13, 2009. Thursday, June 4, 2009. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Invercargill, Southland, New Zealand. I dont even know who i am anymore. View my complete profile. Beautiful Things Can Come From The Dark. Gledwood Vol 2 (Main blog).
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Searching for the White Rabbit
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Thursday, July 30, 2009. Not make it all harder and make me feel like i need to please everyone else. I am so sick of trying to be happy for other people. If i wanna lie in bed and sleep all day and stay up all night im going to do it. I dont want to socialise with other people or leave the house to do normal things. why should i? I dont feel normal at all. i dont even feel part of this world anymore. oh well hopefully this blog is a little more anonymous than it was. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).
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Searching for the White Rabbit: July 2009
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Thursday, July 30, 2009. Not make it all harder and make me feel like i need to please everyone else. I am so sick of trying to be happy for other people. If i wanna lie in bed and sleep all day and stay up all night im going to do it. I dont want to socialise with other people or leave the house to do normal things. why should i? I dont feel normal at all. i dont even feel part of this world anymore. oh well hopefully this blog is a little more anonymous than it was. Sunday, July 12, 2009. A million tha...
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Searching for the White Rabbit: Not as depressing...
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Thursday, July 9, 2009. A million thanks and hugs to Melody and Victoria who left me the sweetest comments :) you guys are such amazing people to leave sweet words for me, let alone actually give a shit about someone you dont know lol! It means alot to know people out there really do care xoxox. I tickled her tummy and beeped her nose and she let out the tiniest wee sound but it was a laugh for sure! Thats what keeps me going through the day. xoxox. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Melody Lee is Damned.
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Searching for the White Rabbit
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Saturday, June 13, 2009. Things will get better. I know that you are in a bad place right now, but you should be grateful for the beautiful person that you are and the beautiful person that is growing inside of you! Please update and write about how you are doing. Im sending good vibes your way. June 27, 2009 at 2:17 AM. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Invercargill, Southland, New Zealand. I dont even know who i am anymore. View my complete profile. Beautiful Things Can Come From The Dark.
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Searching for the White Rabbit: Rest in Peace Peach xx
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Sunday, July 12, 2009. Rest in Peace Peach xx. Probably but it was quite nice. I feel like im stuck in limbo, living someone elses life and just floating along. Normal things seem wierd to do. like driving a car or eating or anything like that. The outside world seems so strange and harsh to me. It really is like a limbo. i better go get some sleep, i havent slept in a long time. Goodnight Madison, i love you :). Oh honey, I cant tell you how much my heart hurts for you and your family. I fully agree wit...
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