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December 2016 – Open Journal

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The chronicles of a 19 year old's aimless antics. Kindness. Jesus. Altruism…. On Not being Selfish. December 13, 2016. In my eyes it goes something like this…. Friendship- I’ll listen to you if you’ll listen to me. Relationship- I’ll give you sex and listen to you if you’ll give me sex and listen to me OR I’ll listen to you if you give me sex. Fuck buddy- I’ll give you sex if you give me sex. Jesus Jesus, this sounds like the story of Jesus. But that’s not the answer, I don’t believe....8221; Maybe that&...

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Open Journal – Page 2 – the chronicles of a 19 year old's aimless antics

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The chronicles of a 19 year old's aimless antics. I Spend Money and I Don’t Look Back. December 16, 2015. March 7, 2016. I am living very irresponsibly by the words of Eddie Money, although I probably won’t wake up in a Cadillac. I do not have rent to pay, as I’m still living at home. My mother fills my car with gas occasionally, so why is buying Christmas presents bothering me so much? I keep thinking, okay, now I’ve spent about a months worth of pay. December 15, 2015. March 7, 2016. Whether it is my b...

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I’m A Sexist, Raciest, Bigot: Comfronting My Own Biases – Open Journal

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The chronicles of a 19 year old's aimless antics. I’m A Sexist, Raciest, Bigot: Comfronting My Own Biases. January 26, 2016. October 25, 2016. 8216;She’s getting violent’: Miami doctor suspended after attack on Uber driver. Obviously it was a male doctor. He must have gotten suspended for attacking this poor female driver. I wonder. Then I watched the video. The women was heavily intoxicated. Surely she was not driving in that state. So, she must have. Don’t they make enough money? You may not be as bias...

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PinkBalloons – Open Journal

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The chronicles of a 19 year old's aimless antics. I am a freshman in college (ehm, community college) trying to find my purpose. Kindness. Jesus. Altruism…. On Not being Selfish. December 13, 2016. In my eyes it goes something like this…. Friendship- I’ll listen to you if you’ll listen to me. Relationship- I’ll give you sex and listen to you if you’ll give me sex and listen to me OR I’ll listen to you if you give me sex. Fuck buddy- I’ll give you sex if you give me sex. Jesus Jesus, this sounds like the ...

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Dainty & Strong – Open Journal

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The chronicles of a 19 year old's aimless antics. September 26, 2016. December 12, 2016. The girl I long for a man to see is sweet. She is physically delicate and perfect in every way; pliant and graceful. She is a little frightened of the world. Her innocent ambitions consist of only to be safe and cared for. To be alone is frightening. Lacking physical strength is the root of feeling vulnerable which is something I strongly do not desire in my daily life on any level. However, this otherwise undesi...

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Kindness. Jesus. Altruism…. On Not being Selfish – Open Journal

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The chronicles of a 19 year old's aimless antics. Kindness. Jesus. Altruism…. On Not being Selfish. December 13, 2016. In my eyes it goes something like this…. Friendship- I’ll listen to you if you’ll listen to me. Relationship- I’ll give you sex and listen to you if you’ll give me sex and listen to me OR I’ll listen to you if you give me sex. Fuck buddy- I’ll give you sex if you give me sex. Jesus Jesus, this sounds like the story of Jesus. But that’s not the answer, I don’t believe....8221; Maybe that&...

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The Weddings are Weird and Women are Weak – Open Journal

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The chronicles of a 19 year old's aimless antics. The Weddings are Weird and Women are Weak. December 20, 2015. March 7, 2016. This past weekend, a friend of my brother’s got married and I attended the wedding. Not only was it surreal to think people so close to my age are getting married, it was bizzare watching the wedding. Aside from that, I generally hold women in contempt for their purpose as baby-making machines. This wedding brought those thoughts to the forefront of my mind. She was dressed up wi...

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Chewing, Slurping, and Misophonia – Open Journal

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The chronicles of a 19 year old's aimless antics. Chewing, Slurping, and Misophonia. January 17, 2016. October 25, 2016. I squeeze my hands and press my legs against the bottom of my chair, bracing myself as if preparing for some kind of internal combustion to occur. Holy good mother of god, he still has three pieces of broccoli left. The good news is I am back in class, so as soon as I am done eating, I can excuse myself to study. This is not currently a psychiatric disorder. In fact, this article.

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My Father’s Time of the Year – Open Journal

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The chronicles of a 19 year old's aimless antics. My Father’s Time of the Year. December 27, 2015. March 7, 2016. Since I was little, the holiday season has ignited a congenial and playful side in my father. Throughout the year, when he was home, his interactions with us children were didactic and parental in nature. At Christmas time however, he became a much happier, child-friendly parent. So much so, that our mother would actually let us spend time with him alone. Chewing, Slurping, and Misophonia.