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From Doing to Being: Highly Sensitive AND Sensation Seeking: Finally an Explanation
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From Doing to Being. Thursday, January 20, 2011. Highly Sensitive AND Sensation Seeking: Finally an Explanation. I finished reading The Highly Sensitive Person and had many great realizations. Even reading it, there was still a feeling that I was an outsider within that group. It explained my sensitivity, but not my roller-coaster ride. If I'm all the way on the far end of the sensitive spectrum (meaning my nervous system picks up more than most people), why wasn't I very cautious? Having both traits mea...
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From Doing to Being: Cocoon
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From Doing to Being. Sunday, February 27, 2011. It feels a bit like being buried in heavy marshmallows with an air hole to breath through. Tonight was so peaceful and it reminded me of how far I've come since the first time this happened, sometime in September or October. Initially, I was completely panic stricken. My worst nightmare come true…immobilized in my body with no distractions. Trapped with myself! I felt the terror of facing death like I'd never known existed. I have a body, which goes through...
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From Doing to Being: December 2010
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From Doing to Being. Monday, December 20, 2010. I've been trying to hone my listening skills, or intuition, as some might call it. Some confusion has arisen since I went to a medical intuitive. He said I have active Epstein Barr Virus, fried pituitary and adrenals and my body was "depressed", even though I don't feel mentally depressed like I have in the past. Do I take naturopathic medicine for these things, or continue with the Chinese herbs? Wednesday, December 15, 2010. Time is an illusion anyway.
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From Doing to Being: January 2011
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From Doing to Being. Thursday, January 20, 2011. Highly Sensitive AND Sensation Seeking: Finally an Explanation. I finished reading The Highly Sensitive Person and had many great realizations. Even reading it, there was still a feeling that I was an outsider within that group. It explained my sensitivity, but not my roller-coaster ride. If I'm all the way on the far end of the sensitive spectrum (meaning my nervous system picks up more than most people), why wasn't I very cautious? Having both traits mea...
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From Doing to Being: April 2011
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From Doing to Being. Wednesday, April 27, 2011. A lot happens in 2 months. Most of March my baseline energy level was much higher and I somehow thought I was crawling out of my cocoon. WIth my increased energy came residual anger, frustration, impatience…all the familiar friends I thought were left behind in my life as a caterpillar. Then April came. Then out of the mush comes an entirely new creature, with wings! If it means I get wings, I sure hope so. Then the new me, "it's ok to feel everything, just...
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From Doing to Being: The Calm After the Storm
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From Doing to Being. Saturday, June 25, 2011. The Calm After the Storm. I had a month of tears that came from clear blue skies like torrential sheets of rain. There was nothing my brain could find as their source. Instead of running away with umbrella in hand, I laid down in the grass and let them cleanse me. Maybe they were old tears I'd been running from and when I finally stopped and allowed them time, they rose to the surface. So the big mystery…what will this next 9 year cycle bring?
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From Doing to Being: Softening
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From Doing to Being. Wednesday, April 27, 2011. A lot happens in 2 months. Most of March my baseline energy level was much higher and I somehow thought I was crawling out of my cocoon. WIth my increased energy came residual anger, frustration, impatience…all the familiar friends I thought were left behind in my life as a caterpillar. Then April came. Then out of the mush comes an entirely new creature, with wings! If it means I get wings, I sure hope so. Then the new me, "it's ok to feel everything, just...
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From Doing to Being: November 2010
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From Doing to Being. Tuesday, November 30, 2010. I cried because I didn't want to put the dark side of me out in public for all to see. Why not? Because I never have before and it's scary. What if nobody loves me? Well, I already know that's a ridiculous idea. What if I'm totally alone? I already know that is true and impossible. We are all one. We are all separate manifestations of the same infinite. After meditating I was reading A New Earth. Monday, November 29, 2010. It's amazing how much can happen ...
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From Doing to Being: February 2011
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From Doing to Being. Sunday, February 27, 2011. It feels a bit like being buried in heavy marshmallows with an air hole to breath through. Tonight was so peaceful and it reminded me of how far I've come since the first time this happened, sometime in September or October. Initially, I was completely panic stricken. My worst nightmare come true…immobilized in my body with no distractions. Trapped with myself! I felt the terror of facing death like I'd never known existed. I have a body, which goes through...
