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Lotus - surviving life & remaining pure to urself: Just a thought
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Lotus - surviving life and remaining pure to urself. Monday, May 09, 2011. I am just too lazy to blog these days; and given the confidential nature of my work, I have to be careful what I write here. And doing the infectious disease on-call is still pretty exciting for me. I start to get the hang of the usual malaria/TB stuffs/meningitis and encephalitis stuffs, fever of unknown origin but there are still rare ones like chikungunya (I was like chicken what? Posted by Lotus at 2:09 PM.
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Lotus - surviving life & remaining pure to urself: April 2005
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Lotus - surviving life and remaining pure to urself. Friday, April 29, 2005. For the past few days, I have been feeling highly stressed, highly charged, full with anxiety. Also, been sleeping like a baby. Sleep like there is no tomorrow. I should stop being such a worrier, shouldn't I? Fucking hell. Sebelum ni tak pernah pun. Bloody hell. Exam in 3 1/2 weeks.SHit. Posted by Lotus at 2:40 PM. Friday, April 22, 2005. Let's take an example - patient requesting abortion:. On religious ground - I oppose.
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Lotus - surviving life & remaining pure to urself: October 2004
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Lotus - surviving life and remaining pure to urself. Saturday, October 30, 2004. Started audit today. For the first time I did full time shift (13 hours straight in Accident and Emergency and Trauma) of PRHO/medical SHO job at Newham University Hospital. Its bloody tiring, but I really enjoyed the day. I truly enjoy the day on basis of:. I do care about patients. Posted by Lotus at 4:36 PM. Thursday, October 28, 2004. More medical talk - please read. The unfavourable side of this news is the "cure" is ob...
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June | 2009 | When Fate and Love Collide
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When Fate and Love Collide. Musings, Writings, Ramblings -whenever Fancy strikes. Archive for June, 2009. An Explanation and An Apology. June 22, 2009. First comes the justification. Needless to say, my results raised quite a few eyebrows, esp from my dad (High S and C with a synthetic I). Now comes the explanation. I find myself most content sitting in my room with a book, or playing poker online, or just watching River Cottage recorded on my Astro Max. It IS self pity, I know, and I hold it back for as...
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January | 2011 | When Fate and Love Collide
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When Fate and Love Collide. Musings, Writings, Ramblings -whenever Fancy strikes. Archive for January, 2011. January 13, 2011. I had not updated in over 12 months. I suppose blogging is something of a habit – once you get into it, you can’t stop. And once you get out of it, you can’t keep up. But I felt compelled to record the last 12 months for posterity. I left the interview close to tears, never having been so traumatised in my life. I realised quickly that even if I was offered a job, working und...
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The Crash | When Fate and Love Collide
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When Fate and Love Collide. Musings, Writings, Ramblings -whenever Fancy strikes. An Explanation and An Apology. June 5, 2009. In the midst of exams, being sick, juggling expectations, I give up. On fighting, on caring, on life. I find that when you get onto a speeding bullet train like the one I’m on, it’s impossible to get off. And so you just pray, that when the crash comes, you’ll survive it somehow. Because you’ve just right run out of steam to try and save yourself. Leave a Reply Cancel reply.
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First Week of 2009 | When Fate and Love Collide
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When Fate and Love Collide. Musings, Writings, Ramblings -whenever Fancy strikes. Laquo; Sink, Swim, Sink. First Week of 2009. January 11, 2009. Well it’s barely past the gate, and already 2009 isn’t looking too great. It always hurts when you find out someone lied to you. It’s worse when it’s your friend. And it cuts even more when this person claims to be your best friend. Or rather you theirs. But a brunch meeting today, with a dear friend helped me put things in perspective. This friend and I, we...
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Almost a New Year | When Fate and Love Collide
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When Fate and Love Collide. Musings, Writings, Ramblings -whenever Fancy strikes. Laquo; An Explanation and An Apology. Almost a New Year. December 26, 2009. It’s been such a long time since my last post. Many things have happened, yes indeed. And yet, nothing much has changed, when you go down to the crux of the matter. In any case, I am writing this just to get my ‘toes’ wet, so to speak. This is what you call trying to cure Writer’s Block – the most fiendish of afflictions! Leave a Reply Cancel reply.
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December | 2009 | When Fate and Love Collide
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When Fate and Love Collide. Musings, Writings, Ramblings -whenever Fancy strikes. Archive for December, 2009. Almost a New Year. December 26, 2009. It’s been such a long time since my last post. Many things have happened, yes indeed. And yet, nothing much has changed, when you go down to the crux of the matter. In any case, I am writing this just to get my ‘toes’ wet, so to speak. This is what you call trying to cure Writer’s Block – the most fiendish of afflictions! Blog archives for December, 2009.