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火曜日, 5月 30, 2006. Someone just humiliated me. I'm sorry that my chest is too small! But I can't help it. God made me the way I am and I won't change a single thing. But it did hurt when he commented, " Ha! My chest is bigger than yours! Why am I so hurt? Why do I care if people laugh at me? Dammit. That hurt a lot. I won't say who he is because it is much too humiliating, and I think that I've been through enough humiliation tonight. 月曜日, 5月 29, 2006. I do try my best! Like, quiet time! It improves your ...
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金曜日, 11月 25, 2005. 1 A fabulous pair of Manolo Blahniks. 2 The Lowe stuffed lion (It's called Leo! Oh pretty please. I will love you so much! I'm sure my love is worth more than $551 =D). 3 The polar bear charm bracelet from swarvorski. 4 The polar bear necklace from swarvorski. 5 The footprint necklace from swarvorski. 6 A haircut from Toni and Guy (Or was it Tony and Guy? 7 Any nice accessory from Mio at Wisma. 8 The stringy orange chain from Mio. 9 An i-pod nano. 10 A new laptop. 36 A grand piano.
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日曜日, 2月 26, 2006. Would you believe me if I told you that God spoke to me through someone else today? I know that it sounds completely unbelievable, but it's true. Pastor Rusty couldn't possibly have known about my pain, my worries, my feeling of misidentity and loss. It just isn't possible! How incredible is that? The Lord healed my back. My back with it's unknown problem! Plus, this guy just deserted his crutches and started walking without help during the service! 土曜日, 2月 25, 2006. Without him the wor...
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土曜日, 7月 29, 2006. Last night, at about 11.32, I received a message. Woohoo. lucky me. Here's what it said: I just read your blog. Get your facts right. I asked you if you had the points because I did and wanted to share. (Link it to the post just before this one). Ever heard of this guy called Charles Xavier? Or maybe this girl called Jean Gray? Aren't they just the coolest people! I mean. They can read minds! Gasp* Anyway, the point is, I can't. Oh how unfortunate I am! Or maybe. Please correct me i...
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月曜日, 9月 26, 2005. I wander in this world alone. With no hope, with no future. Everything I see is dark. Even my mind, even my heart. I put in so much effort, blood and sweat. And yet, I get nothing, nothing of worth. What is the point of it all? It only brings pain, it only brings tears. My heart hurts, my head aches. When will I be free? My mind echos "Never.". Is the only answer death? Death is unadvoidable, and it can be hastened. People go to hell for this sad crime. I am doomed for eternal hell.
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日曜日, 12月 31, 2006. I want to sit down somewhere and cry. Or strangle the person who caused it. Or both. This is extremely infuriating. I need to blame someone! Like shreds lying around or a distinct smell. But there is none. Except for a single sparkly midnight blue with a scratch on it. *thoughtful face* BUT ARGH! The point of doing jigsaw puzzles it to feel the sense of achievement and satisfaction of putting in the final piece. *Nod nod* BUT NOW I CAN'T. God, this is so annoying/sad/a waste of money.
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土曜日, 12月 31, 2005. It's 11.50 pm. 2006 is like *gasp* ten minutes away! It's like the moment everyone's waiting for, the countdown. And I'm sitting at home, typing rubbish and wishing that all this new year madness would go away and leave me alone. I mean, what's so nice about the new year? I really don't see it! Well, 'cept for the fact that it's the year I turn 16. The year which I can finally get a boyfriend! Argh* I don't wanna go back to school! I haven't even completed all my homework yet! They cou...
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金曜日, 3月 31, 2006. Madam Rohana is possibly the most irritating teacher ever. Like, ever! 1 *Jeannette whips out a black marker and starts scribbling on the table*. 2 *Me, being curious, looks over*. 3 Saw : I miss her and I love her but she won't go out with me. 4 Jeannette wrote "LOSER" next to it. 5 Laughed at the table. 6 Heard Madam Rohana say :" Aileen! What did I do? Tell me. I didn't even laugh very loudly! All I said was, "Ha! And I got yelled at to get out. Unreasonable no? 木曜日, 3月 30, 2006.
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水曜日, 2月 28, 2007. Waves* I survived the bus ride! You know, it's only over here that I started caring about the weather and what time to walk to the bus stop. I'm so organised! Mummy would be proud! Beams* But the buses are so annoying! If I take 342, I walk a shorter way, but the bus only comes once every hour. But if I take 72, or 75, I have to walk up the freaking hill. Bah. Choices, choices, choices. So many choices! Ana is so かわいい! Vampire Knight 4 and Ouran high 9 is out too! 火曜日, 2月 27, 2007.
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月曜日, 10月 31, 2005. 2 Your nickname: Leen? 5 Zodiac Sign: Gemini. 6 Male or Female: female. 11 Screen name: i have many. 12 Hair color: black with natural brown highlights. 13 Hair long or short: short. 15 How do your nails look: on the short side. 17 Do you have a crush on someone right now? 18 Do You Like Yourself: not really. 20 Think You're Attractive: not really. 23 Righty or Lefty: Righty. 24 First Rollercoaster: at 14! 25 First cell phone:nokia 8250. 26 First best friend(s): Des. 56 Watching: the m...
