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And now, for something completely different | Eve's strange applesauce
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Eve's strange applesauce. And now, for something completely different. But six months after my last post, things have turned in a pretty different direction. When I started this blog, I thought I was going to write the heartbreak of a bizarre affair off of me. I would not have guessed I’d still be in love with H today. I hoped to have the whole thing in my rearview mirror by now, to be moved on, possibly happy with someone else. 3 thoughts on “ And now, for something completely different. Liked by 1 pers...
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Heartbreak | Eve's strange applesauce
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Eve's strange applesauce. I was fine. I was so fine that I quit smoking almost two weeks ago (after having smoked since 15 yrs old) and started running. I was offered the chance to write a book about one of my most interesting subjects last week. He wanted to drop off something. I was. Having a conversation. With myself. No man’s land →. 7 thoughts on “ Heartbreak. 14 July 2015 at 20:58. I’m so sorry you are hurting. I’m thinking of you today. You seem so wise for 33! Liked by 1 person. Thank you OWNM, I...
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No man’s land | Eve's strange applesauce
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Eve's strange applesauce. No man’s land. I’m in no-man’s land. It’s a bit of a wobbly experience: I’m getting more and more peaceful and determined about having let H go. I’m actually able to accept no future at all with him right now. That’s a huge improvement for me: it’s the difference between being depressed or living. But I’m a bit overwhelmed with my own life right now. As I returned home from my 9th audio running class (five minutes of running without pause for the first time! 29 July 2015 at 11:43.
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Eve's strange applesauce | Page 2
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Eve's strange applesauce. A visit from H’s brother. He came barging in my office at a monday afternoon. Not usual. But not that strange either, I know H’s brother well. ‘Everything allright? 8217; I asked casually. ‘No, not at all’ he replied, and he looked upset. I thought there may be something wrong with him and his pregnant girlfriend, so I worriedly asked ‘What is it? 8216;No, you and H’ – he still looked very upset. 8216;What about us? 8217; I asked. Did something bad happen? Why are you so upset?
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The Shambles Continue as Does My Heartbreak | momandotherwoman
https://momandotherwoman.wordpress.com/2015/04/14/the-shambles-continue-as-does-my-heartbreak
I am a married mom of 3 and I became the other woman. The Mental Processing →. The Shambles Continue as Does My Heartbreak. How can I still have so much love for someone that isn’t willing to do what it takes to be with me? How can I be so unimportant to him? The dark days only get darker. 3 thoughts on “ The Shambles Continue as Does My Heartbreak. April 14, 2015 at 2:49 pm. It’s hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel when you are in the thick of it. My 3 year relationship ended in jan...Relatio...
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How ’bout Some Music? | Isle of A Man
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Isle of A Man. My journey from adultery to repentance and forgiveness by God's grace. Was it Worth It? Where I’ve Been →. How ’bout Some Music? January 30, 2015. Recovering adulterer and husband of an awesome wife who has given me a second chance. Sinner and Christian, saved by grace alone. I cuss a lot. View all posts by Anonyman →. This entry was posted in Music. And tagged house music. Where I’ve Been →. How ’bout Some Music? May 18, 2015 at 1:13 am. Hi Isle. I just nominated you for a Liebster aw...
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Having a conversation. With myself | Eve's strange applesauce
https://evesapplesauce.wordpress.com/2015/06/25/having-a-conversation-with-myself
Eve's strange applesauce. Having a conversation. With myself. Hey, you been. Yeah, I feel sad and lonely and can’t stop thinking about H. I love him. And I go from thinking about him to reading blogs and pondering the meaning of marriage, love, fidelity and relationships in general. I haven’t eaten a decent thing since sunday and I wonder whether it’s sadness that makes my inside feel so dark and empty or hunger. Uh, if you look at it that way…. Hours later: I’m done! Finished my story in time and feel b...
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The Mental Processing | momandotherwoman
https://momandotherwoman.wordpress.com/2015/04/15/the-mental-processing
I am a married mom of 3 and I became the other woman. The Shambles Continue as Does My Heartbreak. Staying in my marriage and fighting more than I have for something my heart doesn’t truly feel may not ever fulfill me or bring me inner peace. I’m afraid if I stay I may in a few years still feel something is lacking and begin looking elsewhere again to fill my empty soul. I don’t ever want to experience being the cheater again. 2 thoughts on “ The Mental Processing. April 15, 2015 at 5:14 pm.
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Self-Love | AOW
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Another Other Woman – Same Story. April 22, 2015. Acceptance. I’m not good at this concept. Obviously. If something is. To change, then how or why would I accept that it isn’t going to change? Quitting isn’t in my nature. Isn’t that what we are taught as children and what we try to teach our own children? In the world of blogging, I have made friends with other Other Women, fellow bloggers whose stories were as painful as my own. Guess what? I waited longer than they waited. I tried so hard. I be...I was...