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Tuesday, November 29, 2005. Im back from camp everyone. I feel totally horrible.( :. Til the extend of breaking down n crying. I failed horribly as a leader in the camp. My asst leader complain to other group members tt this camp is boring. Very nice of her rite (:. Was very out of place. In my own group. My senoir saw me. Forced out a smile, den walked away. How much do she like me i wonder. Muz be alot tt she had to force out a smile. I utterly disappointed ( :. The games may be fun but. I wan them all!
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Friday, July 30, 2004. Sighhs. im still thinkin. thinkin of wad 2 do.wad shld i do. im hurt. m i? Re u takin me 4 granted? Im troubled. im confused. or m i askin 2 much from u? Y do i feel n think tt way? Or m i juz jealous? Did u lie 2 me? I duno. i hope tt u haf nt. i hope tt u would be readin this now. but i noe u wont be. n i dun think tt u will. will u? Sighss. do u even care wif i exist now? Thursday, July 29, 2004. Is like. fine. im jealous huh? Sighss. u re busy these few days n i haven bene ...
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Thursday, October 28, 2004. I juz now called deborahhhh. Didnt sound like him. Den ltr i think n think n think. Hu else can it be? Muz be himm la. Den i ask deb. Lucky wen call him hero. If nt gonna call him huay huay. Wad a gurly name! Hmm i like herculess. Sometimes might call him herculess. Guess he got used to the changes. But think hes still afraid of me. Hopefully he will like both me n wen.=D. Still cant forget himm. Shld i tell deb? But is like. diao? Shld i give her my pass? Wana thank the LORD.
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004. Im max the teddy puppy n fish. Hes too obessed wif wen tt he forget to feed me. A maths is tough. But i cant b bothered to do any hmk. Neither do i bother to listen in class. I need to study soon. Cause i promise the Lord tt! Go call dawn koh. Saturday, December 11, 2004. Ystday nite was the gb anniversary dinner. Had lots n lots of fun! We took TOO MUCH food. Actually we didnt noe whole table sharing. So each person took one plate. Of wad we n our frens wana eat. I also duno y.
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005. Im pissed as well as hurt. Were the last person i tot would haf brought such a great disappointment to me. You noe how much it takes for me to take the fact. Were the one tts doin this to me. I was a fool all along. I was the one lying to myself all along. Thinkin tt i was alright. I tot you would no longer leave me der. But i was wrong. I shall b strong n never let this affect me. Cause im used to it. Stop taking me for granted. Never going to trust you again. I dun get it.
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Monday, May 30, 2005. I DIDNT NOE I WAS SOMETHIN U COULD ALWAYS COMPARE WIF. A BIG BIG DISGRACE TO U. Since u tink tt way. Y dun u juz disown me. THANKS FOR SAYING IM USELESS. KORKOR ISNT USELESS EITHER. Hatred in my heart. Sunday, May 29, 2005. I noe im suppose to b happy. Probably cause i juz watched mulan. I seriously arent happy at all. Im suppose to spend time outside wif him la. Even not outside but spend time. Yet he isnt here wif me. Reminds me of the song Almost Here. It isnt any of our fault.
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Monday, February 20, 2006. Amazing how much weird dreams i can ever have. When i dont even, remember about them in the day? Hah and, yes im smiling to myself because of this sweet thing someone has done for me. Thanks again,(: well, that person certainly cheered me up and encouraged me with those words,. And when i was smiling to myself at the thought of it while singing the anthem. Lessons are as usual. Someone please deprive me of sleep, and psycho me in thinking school is interesting and fun. That day...
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005. N i noe tt i cant control ur eyes. Cant stop wad u wana see. Becos i noe tt even when ur infront of me. U wana look at them. I noe tt behind me n not wif me u would definately look at them. I noe i shldnt said those stuffs. I duno y did i did tt. Maybe it were those reasons i told u. Im pulling it back into my life. I expect u to make me happy. But if u get pissed off wif me. Den i guess u probably destoryed ur chance. Made a decision to really walk away. Cant stand it anymore.
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Sunday, February 27, 2005. Its hurtin me deep inside. Maybe if im a retard it would b much more better. I would b so happy. There isnt a need to worry at all. I really dun understand. Y is my mum like tt. Can she b juz more understandin? Thinkin tt shes always right. We r always wrong. She only noes how to say tt we dun understand her. Does she understand us. Frens arent more important den family. But they play a huge n big role in everyones life. Y doest she juz trust her frens. Wads wrong wif tt. Wedne...
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Thursday, March 31, 2005. I love u not. I love u not. I cant stand it any more. I haf been thinkin bout this ever since i duno when. I hate to think bout this. But i really dun like this. This is wad i haf been sayin ever since last nite. I owe all my fren an explanation. But after this thin. I tink its time to clarify things. I need to tok to u bout alot of things. U haf feelings for me. But is tt the same as like? I duno wad i wan ur answer to be. Im confused at my own thoughts n feelings. Do i wan u?
