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haze: Insanity

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The craziest part of being crazy is that normal people come to you telling their crazy secrets. And you wonder who's crazier. At least you are honest about it. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).

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haze: 3/1/08 - 4/1/08

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Make up Diary II. Make up Diary II. Stress for no apparent reason. I havent been this distressed for a long time. I made a move that is both stupid n foolish. I know its not gonna happen, i know i m stupid for doing it. And yet i go n do it. Very good. serves me right. II my MAC book pro crashed. When my windows crash. i will rejoice and think that yay! I can finally upgrade this junk. But my MAC crashed. nothing could ever prepared me for this day. Everything is inside. lovely photos, my hard work.

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haze: 3/1/09 - 4/1/09

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The Dot Dot Dot trauma. It would be stupid. Update to all people who were/is in my life. The Dot Dot Dot trauma. Have you ever have an online chat where there is a reply like this. Let me tell you how it turns me off. My first ex used to dot dot dot his shit when he is pissed bout me. Everytime he does that, its like the arrival of the god of war and I know that somehow, someway. in some retarded sense I cannot comprehend. i pissed him off. N in return. it turned me off. Coffee. Smokes. Books. It would b...

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Free time Render: March 2013

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Back to basics - revise and reorganized. Tuesday, March 12, 2013. The 0ne's T2o's and Thr33's. I started getting into 3D modeling in the year 2008 and now its 2013, that's a good long 7 years of experience, i often imagine what i have done and improve through out the years. and why not compile it in 1 big super duper post! Pew pew pew pew pew pew! My very first 3D scene woopie! Too much of a space geek that time ( and still is now! Next stop is my early assignment for modeling a camera. Other Places to Go.

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haze: 12/1/08 - 1/1/09

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Kakiis : A Moment with your Kakiis. Kakiis : A Moment with your Kakiis. Its a cool website where you can connect with all your friends! They are holding a contest. Can get to win a freaking Mac Book Air. Thats the video contest! I am just hoping that they will see how much fun we had when we shot this in Putrajaya. So I am opting for the Photography Contest! I couldn't possibly do it at BlushBerry. So I am doing it here. You can find out more here. I am such a good friend. Our Post Graduation Photo.

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haze: 1/1/09 - 2/1/09

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Why so many thank yous. Beginning of the end. DEFINE THIS PIECE OF CODE. 1 feeling of being imprisoned. 2 surrounded by people who dislike me. 3 if i m unable to be who i am. 4 when my efforts are not being appreciated. 2 proving others wrong. Why so many thank yous. Oi tan. i got ur MSN MSG! Why so many thank yous. the definite reason is that i m such a lousy friend but I have so many freaking amazing friends. Don't send me anymore touching msgs already. i m breaking down liao fuck wei. To cling on when...

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haze: 10/1/14 - 11/1/14

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No longer need to impress. Here we are again. No longer need to impress. I used to never take a photo without makeup. Dressed to shock and heels are a must. My hair has to be done and I have to hold a solid conversation. I guess I no longer need to feel reassured of who I am to the public. I no longer want to impress with my physical appearance. And I just want to be comfortable. One thing that never change, I still feel like I am the coolest. However, it's a good place to be. Peaceful and happy. I didn'...

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haze: 10/1/09 - 11/1/09

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What can be done. Night of Temporary Highs. What can be done. Now that i finally realized. The person I really am. I guess if I am written in fiction. I would both hate and love my character. Perhaps that's the problem. the fact I could still love this kinda character. I am addicted to people. their faces. Their imperfections. yes this is my first point. And loved them all. Hence i loved to talk about them. I do not have secrets. perhaps at young, my all was already bared. to everyone. Of a perfect smile.

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haze: 4/1/09 - 5/1/09

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Bridge over troubled water. Paging. paging for Haze Long. if you are Haze Lo. All children disappoint their parents. We often say "We do not get to choose who our parents are". But in fact, they do not get to choose who their children will be. Some parents don't give a fuck. Most parents just want the best for us. Some parents can't wait for us to leave the house. Most parents just want to cage us forever. We are never perfect and never will be. So forget the Stepford family that you are trying to portray.