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Do you see?: November 2010
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Monday, November 15, 2010. So it's back to silence. Hey The comments have stopped. How.normal. Like how its been ever since I started a blog. I read Step by wicked step by Anna Fine yesterday (till 5am since I had insomnia). Like people said, it's pretty good. If you compare it to all the other lame English lit. novels we've been forced to eat for the past four years. It started off very cheesy. Good enough to not bore you I guess (human: admit it, hypocrite, it was quite touching; in a sad way). And I'v...
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Do you see?: August 2010
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Tuesday, August 31, 2010. Oh how my low self esteem throws me,. Into the dark pools,. Of misery and hopelessness,. I'm allowed a respite,. Only to be sent back down,. Like a pitiful nerd,. Whose bullies often shove his head,. Into the wash room's throne. The stuff I'm usually attracted to at first sight are usually the ones that fit my tastes/style/what I'm looking for the best. But due to some circumstances, I didn't buy them, and thus my regrets list gets longer. A few words that would describe the sty...
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Do you see?: April 2010
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Wednesday, April 28, 2010. Not in a good mood today. Well, I was, until that. Happened. After that. Happened, my mood just went downhill like a rock rolling at um.some degree of velocity, sorry, I hate my physics. Anyway, you know my mentality's kinda shaky, right? The so-called ghosts in my head won't leave me alone! I'm really, really disturbed this time. I didn't expect that small event. That I can't do what she. Said because it sets off a 'crazy' trigger in me? If I cried in front of her. It's glossy...
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Do you see?: March 2010
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Tuesday, March 30, 2010. This life is just too peaceful. To others'. All I ever have to worry. And my discreet, hidden mental issues. That mean dust to anyone. Otherwise, nothing. I go to school. Through the next 5 hours (if not, net surf). Wake up, do homework. And go to sleep. Again The process repeats. Itself the very next day. And the day after. And the day after that and so on. Heck, I don't even have tuition (whether this is good or bad, I dunno). Sigh*I need to buy so many things: socks. I think I...
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Do you see?: September 2009
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Tuesday, September 29, 2009. Yep, I think you are. Cuz this post ain't suppose to be here. Never did I like the idea of impending doom. Or eerie calm weather just before a hurricane. I do like the 'calm before the storm', but the calm before a hurricane is something else. Last week, I watched The Day After Tomorrow. I know its old, but I never got the the chance to watch it before. Now I'm so grateful I watched it. You know why? I'll be starring in The Day After A Week. Get to star in it too! To Grow wit...
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Do you see?: September 2010
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Saturday, September 25, 2010. What if there's no light at the end of the tunnel? So I've been cooking up a plot for a short story I wanted to write recently. It has something to do with life and death (cliche? So it had me thinking about the afterlife. There are so many versions of the afterlife that I'm not sure which version is true anymore (which version is true to me anyway). Occasionally, I see this quote posted on my friends' blogs, Facebook, twitter or wherever they can post:. If they believe ther...
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Do you see?: June 2009
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009. I guessed 2 deaths. Correctly. When Mr. Allen. Wanted to announce the death. Of ya-kno-who, before he said anything I was thinking, " omigosh. Like, did somebody die. And then he said someone really died. Oo Secondly is April's. Departure . Same thought. Happy when the humans ruined. We humans.are so. destructive. First cut down forests. Ant colonies, tadpole habitats, mosquitoe. Imagine, those innocent. Up there and its little kids. Still in bed sleeping. I may be called Dusky.
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Do you see?: July 2010
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Friday, July 23, 2010. I realized I had low self-esteem this year. And it's falling deeper fast. Now any word that makes me doubt myself even a little can throw me into a pool of emotional turmoil. Low self-esteem affects millions of people worldwide, and that may make it sound like something so ordinary it's not really your concern, but it's seriously no fun when you're the one with it. Simple. Ignore the problem/run away from it. My drug, aka internet, makes it more bearable. I see myself as:. Each sit...
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Do you see?: May 2010
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Sunday, May 30, 2010. My brother caught ten caterpillars of various colours and sizes from the garden yesterday. They're were kept in a small aquarium with leaves. Then they got so hungry last night, they became hyperactive (or enraged and crazy). Well, or so I thought. Next morning, I noticed the decrease in activity and. Uhumisn't this just like one of those 'friends stranded on an island' scenes? Or some story from some horror movie you've seen somewhere before. Survival of the fittest, I guess. I mad...
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Do you see?: November 2009
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Sunday, November 29, 2009. Long rests and its side-effects. I know the long. Holidays are indeed boring without any vacation. Plans But I can't say that I haven't been enjoying. Them I got to watch. Movies and many interesting animes, read. Many books and mangas and relax. Without the worry of upcoming exams. I can escape. Into my very own reality. There for as long as I like. There's also no one. Bsides my small family). Be the 'sanctuary' I told you all about a few posts back. Of going back to school.