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Tuesday, March 29, 2005. Got back more results. Gt an O for physics wif only 1 hr of study in the morning in da bus. Now dats sth haha. Gt a C for maths. A lil' disappointed cos i worked quite hard at it. Anyways, it's time to look forward to the midyrs' in 13 wks. Wondering whether i shud haf gone for cip at nus during the hols. Heard dat it was rather slack. Cud haf gotten some real easy cip hrs. On the other hand, i may juz find it so unethnical n walk off. Wadeva it is, deres only 1 mth left. Have u ...
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Sunday, April 30, 2006. Under the nightsky sparsely populated with stars,. I laid silently in my shellscrape. Even though i had enough,. My mind stubbornly refused to give me a break. Above me my buddies were moving around. Some were trying to find their way to the peeing point in the darkness. Others were trying to keep their voice level down. I was just trying to hold back my tears. Saturday, April 29, 2006. Field camp is finally over! What a long time(2 weeks) away from home. As if i even cared. That ...
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006. A sense of anti-climax belatedly setting in? Having to start all over again. Don't i just hate all this. Happy belated birthday valla. Happy birthday in advance yimin. Sunday, June 18, 2006. Friday, June 16, 2006. Doesn't "sebastian" from "she's the man" remind you of argentina and barcelona wonderkid leo messi? I've been watching many comedies lately,. Some nice while others bullshit. They provide lots of laughs. They are my kind of shows, especially rom-coms. Against serbia and ...
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Friday, July 29, 2005. Things are really getting outta hand. Nth i do seems to be right. How i hate myself. Today went to creative customer service centre. Sent my faulty mp3 player for repair. I left wif a brand new mp3 player n earphones. Kudos to creative tech n sim wong hoo for this kind gesture. Haha but i guess its necessary as creative is losing market share. They gotta provide gd customer service. Sunday, July 24, 2005. Some dreams live on in time forever. Those dreams you want with all your heart.
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Saturday, August 06, 2005. Things are really getting out of hand. But who can truly understand. It's been like this since time began. I need a helping hand. To clear this major exam. If only u can. But a broken heart is not easy to mend. To me u are God-sent. To you im not worth a cent. While i'm so bland. Want to be with you every second. But i'm scared to offend. Guess i shall have to be content. That we can only be friends. Wednesday, August 03, 2005. Today is a sad day. Hate things to stay this way.
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Sunday, April 24, 2005. Cell is fun haha. U guys absolutely rock my world yeah. I have found a table for grad nite. Finally. although im not really close to the ppl in s14 but at least im goin. Dats better den missing the whole event. Im getting really careless at number ball. And im really paying for my mistakes. Not sure whether im goin this week as they wanna play lan which i seriously have no interest in. So we shall see la. Academically wise, dere was a meet the parents session ytd. It feels so weird.
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005. What I thought wasn't mine. Was one of a kind,. When I wanted to cry. I couldn't cause I. Gomen nasai for everything. Gomen nasai, I know I let you down. Gomen nasai till the end. I never needed a friend. Like I do now. What I thought wasn't all. Was a delicate doll. When I wanted to call you. And ask you for help. Gomen nasai for everything. Gomen nasai, I know I let you down. Gomen nasai till the end. I never needed a friend. Like I do now. What I thought was a dream. I wil...
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Sunday, May 28, 2006. This is getting ridiculous. Im failing in everything i do. All my aims, goals and aspirations. They are falling by the wayside. If not for my pathetic standing broad jump, i would have gotten a silver. Too late for ifs now. Nobody wants me around their campus. Not in singapore at least. No room for mistakes on 14 june. Pride is at stake. Nowhere left to hide my face if i dun get through it. All of my ambitions, hopes and plans. I lay them in your hands, Father. What do i do now.
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Sunday, August 27, 2006. Which one should i get next week? Saturday, August 26, 2006. Face is as red as a lobster now. Doing soc under the hot sun today was no joke. Running and clearing obstacles and running and clearing obstacles. Sunday, August 20, 2006. Suddenly everything surprising is happening. Tiffany just got attached on thursday. Michelle's bro is getting married after knowing a china girl for barely a month. I mean, he should probably get to know her better before making such a major decision.
