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Nothing Seems to Satisfy: quod_medestruit
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Nothing Seems to Satisfy. Something has to change. Boredom's not a burden. Constant over stimu-lation numbs me. And I wouldn't have. It any other way. Nothing seems to satisfy. I don't want it. I just need it. To feel, to breathe, to know I'm alive. Finger deep within the borderline. Show me that you love me and that we belong together. Relax, turn around and take my hand. I can help you change. Tired moments into pleasure. Say the word and we'll be. Well upon our way. Nothing seems to satisfy. Wednesday...
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no exercise: quod_medestruit
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Do any of you *not* exercise? I don't.At all. I lose all my weight by fasting or restricting. I'm far too lazy to exercise. lol. Post a new comment. We will log you in after post. We will log you in after post. We will log you in after post. We will log you in after post. We will log you in after post. Post a new comment. Post a new comment. Nothing Seems to Satisfy. Follow us on Facebook. Follow us on Twitter. 1999 LiveJournal, Inc.
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Not bad: quod_medestruit
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Today was a good day. I fasted all day. I consumed only coffee, 8 cups, which according to Fitday is 28 calories, and burned 113 calories today just walking to and from class and doing some occasional crunches. Therefore, today I've consumed -85 calories. =). I feel like I look thinner. I'm waiting until tomorrow morning to weigh myself again, but earlier today I was 138, and yesterday morning I was 141. So that's good. I plan to be 135 (at least) by Friday. Fasting as long as I can, baby!
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I can't keep that speed, I can't generate that frequency...: quod_medestruit
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Soul Coughing 16 Horses. I can't keep that speed, I can't generate that frequency. Well, yesterday was not exactly good. I mean, I had my vegetable soup like I planned, and it definately helped my cold a LOT. I'm so so so. Glad it's going away. But, since I'm getting my period soon, I had massive chocolate cravings yesterday, which sucked. And on top of that I drank last night. Beer. Even though Wendy's is like, my biggest weakness, and I ended up telling him to just get me a Diet Coke. =). And I want to...
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Fucking fat failure: quod_medestruit
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I binged so fucking badly Saturday night, no purging, and it just ruined everything. I don't even want to talk about it. 1 bowl of Strawberry Yogurt Cheerios some skim milk. 2 mini Famous Amos Choc. Chip cookies. 1 vanilla latte Caribou Coffee granola bar. 4-5 Fat Free pretzels. A Shrimp Skewer Salad from Applebee's [it was the healthiest meal on the menu at 210 calories and 2g of fat under the weight watchers section]. I don't even know how many calories I consumed before my salad for dinner.
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Wtf???: quod_medestruit
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The Who Baba O'Riley. Okay, so what the fuck. Is up with my body, seriously! First I succumb to the "munchies" and eat a bunch of fucking chips. And promptly after, lose three pounds. And then I fast for an entire fucking day and a half and lose NOTHING. And today I end up breaking my fast with. A salad and a bowl of chicken noodle soup,. Losing all control and eat:. 1 Butterfinger Crunch bar [250cal, 13g fat]. 1 packet of Wheat and Cheddar snack crackers [190cal, 9g fat]. HOW THE FUCK DID THAT HAPPEN?
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I feel wonderful: quod_medestruit
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No Doubt It's My Life. Today's going to be a good day. I just feel like it will. I only have two classes this morning, my two favorite classes, and then I'm done at noon. After that my friend is in town from her college, so we're probably going to hang out. She initially suggested that she take me out to lunch, but after asome quick and panicked thinking, I came up with the idea that we simply go get coffee =) According to CeruleanButterfly.com, an Iced Caffe Latte is only about 100 calories. OH I took p...
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New Member: quod_medestruit
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ED-NOS with anorexic tendencies. 150 To Be Completed By:. 140 then 130. then 120. just as thin as i can be. Lindsay Lohan (in her super skinny days), nicole richie. Post a new comment. We will log you in after post. We will log you in after post. We will log you in after post. We will log you in after post. We will log you in after post. Post a new comment. Post a new comment. Follow us on Facebook. Follow us on Twitter. 1999 LiveJournal, Inc.
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I've been fasting all day, 25 hours so far. I plan on going as…: quod_medestruit
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Think thin everyone and good luck! Post a new comment. We will log you in after post. We will log you in after post. We will log you in after post. We will log you in after post. We will log you in after post. Post a new comment. Post a new comment. Nothing Seems to Satisfy. Follow us on Facebook. Follow us on Twitter. 1999 LiveJournal, Inc.
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Neeeeeewwww: quod_medestruit
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Eating Disorder: Ed-Nos with anorexic tendencies. STGW: 125 To Be Completed By: October 15th. LTGW: 115 To Be Completed By: november 5th. Favorite Thinspiration[s]: Mary-Kate Olsen, Nicole Richie, thin people. idk. Here is a picture of me taken less than a month ago. Now that I have all of that out of the way. Today was pretty much useless. I would have done better had I not gotten out of bed at all. I ate SO much today. Dannon light n fit - 60 cal. Lean cuisine - 180. Fudge bar - 35. Post a new comment.
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