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anxiety – too polar
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Why do you hate yourself? Focus on your worthless life. One Year Without Adderall. You worthless drug addict. My Queer Poetry Blog. The Beautiful Heartbroken Soul of Jupiter. My story with bipolar disorder. Follow too polar on WordPress.com. I’m going to fucking make it better. October 22, 2016. October 22, 2016. On Thursday I had another appointment with my psychiatrist, it is almost a biweekly event. I don’t believe medication can or will provide me a desire to live. That scares me. Adderall gave me ho...
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crashing – too polar
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Why do you hate yourself? Focus on your worthless life. One Year Without Adderall. You worthless drug addict. My Queer Poetry Blog. The Beautiful Heartbroken Soul of Jupiter. My story with bipolar disorder. Follow too polar on WordPress.com. Choosing Happiness – You’re Welcome. October 4, 2016. October 4, 2016. 8220;Happiness is a choice, she said. Thanks, of course, I lied. What I actually meant? Fuck you. If you believe that, you don’t know real depression, fuck, you have no idea. Sad? Hate, Apathy and...
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die – too polar
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Why do you hate yourself? Focus on your worthless life. One Year Without Adderall. You worthless drug addict. My Queer Poetry Blog. The Beautiful Heartbroken Soul of Jupiter. My story with bipolar disorder. Follow too polar on WordPress.com. Drug addict faggot die. February 25, 2016. February 26, 2016. I’ve been reassigned to a new office at work. This office is pretty isolated. You know what is fun? The amount is all Adderall. The amount I took? Been doing good and then of course I allowed a gap i guess...
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Missing Anxiety – too polar
https://toopolar.com/2016/10/31/missing-anxiety
Why do you hate yourself? Focus on your worthless life. One Year Without Adderall. You worthless drug addict. My Queer Poetry Blog. The Beautiful Heartbroken Soul of Jupiter. My story with bipolar disorder. Follow too polar on WordPress.com. October 31, 2016. October 31, 2016. Blogging less lately, it means I’m doing alright. Most of my blogs are done to allow me to vent. There is no need to vent when I’m doing alright. Oh well, I guess feeling absent is better than anxiety. I think. What is nuvegil for?
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bipolar – too polar
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Why do you hate yourself? Focus on your worthless life. One Year Without Adderall. You worthless drug addict. My Queer Poetry Blog. The Beautiful Heartbroken Soul of Jupiter. My story with bipolar disorder. Follow too polar on WordPress.com. September 23, 2016. September 25, 2016. I spent yesterday fighting the desire to die, all day. It didn’t stop. I’d push it away and a few minutes later it’d come back louder. To fight that desire I wrote a list of reasons I want to live. 6 Blogging is often a struggl...
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You worthless drug addict – too polar
https://toopolar.com/2016/11/26/you-are-a-shitty-worthless-drug-dependent-depressive
Why do you hate yourself? Focus on your worthless life. One Year Without Adderall. You worthless drug addict. My Queer Poetry Blog. The Beautiful Heartbroken Soul of Jupiter. My story with bipolar disorder. Follow too polar on WordPress.com. You worthless drug addict. November 26, 2016. December 1, 2016. Take more medication. It will help. Take more than prescribed, it will help. They don’t get what this feels like, they would do the same. They don’t know the burden. Do you want another yesterday? Yeah, ...
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bad day – too polar
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Why do you hate yourself? Focus on your worthless life. One Year Without Adderall. You worthless drug addict. My Queer Poetry Blog. The Beautiful Heartbroken Soul of Jupiter. My story with bipolar disorder. Follow too polar on WordPress.com. Drug addict faggot die. February 25, 2016. February 26, 2016. I’ve been reassigned to a new office at work. This office is pretty isolated. You know what is fun? The amount is all Adderall. The amount I took? Been doing good and then of course I allowed a gap i guess...
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adderall – too polar
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Why do you hate yourself? Focus on your worthless life. One Year Without Adderall. You worthless drug addict. My Queer Poetry Blog. The Beautiful Heartbroken Soul of Jupiter. My story with bipolar disorder. Follow too polar on WordPress.com. One Year Without Adderall. March 3, 2017. March 13, 2017. Haven’t posted in a while. I started writing this post and just noticed the date. One year and one day ago I stopped taking Adderall. It became normal. Early in my prescription I realized if I took an Adde...
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Kill yourself – too polar
https://toopolar.com/2016/11/25/i-want-to-kill-myself
Why do you hate yourself? Focus on your worthless life. One Year Without Adderall. You worthless drug addict. My Queer Poetry Blog. The Beautiful Heartbroken Soul of Jupiter. My story with bipolar disorder. Follow too polar on WordPress.com. November 25, 2016. December 1, 2016. Peak of Nuvigil, always a bit of anxiety. It helps so much most of the day, but is brutal for a brief period. I want to kill myself. I want to die. I want to place that gun in my mouth and —. No I don’t. Beating depression, really.
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adhd – too polar
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Why do you hate yourself? Focus on your worthless life. One Year Without Adderall. You worthless drug addict. My Queer Poetry Blog. The Beautiful Heartbroken Soul of Jupiter. My story with bipolar disorder. Follow too polar on WordPress.com. One Year Without Adderall. March 3, 2017. March 13, 2017. Haven’t posted in a while. I started writing this post and just noticed the date. One year and one day ago I stopped taking Adderall. It became normal. Early in my prescription I realized if I took an Adde...