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Mind of a producer: 12/19/2004 - 12/26/2004
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This is just me.what i think.my thoughts. So its Christmas, Kwanzaa, hanuka season/day/week. Feels good to have a day off.Bahumbug! As I said in the last post, I lost the magic. I want to be happy seeing people open my gifts, the ones I got elbowed and stomped for in the mall. But, something inside me seems to stop me from smiling. I know they like it, I like that they like it, but now i feel like its to vanilla/robotic. To make someone happy is to buy them the gift of the year! Nope its not sad! Homeles...
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Mind of a producer: So I'm Insubordinate
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This is just me.what i think.my thoughts. In sub or di nate. Not submissive to authority. Me not submissive to Authority? I'm not your doggy. I have a job that I signed on to do but beyond that you NEED to pay a brother for the extra shit. I'm a hard worker but dammit you cannot expect me to work harder on my own dime. So they think I'm being insubordinate. NOPE . I'm DOING MY JOB. Wednesday, January 25, 2006 at 3:51 PM. Nothing in life is free. 7:30 PM. Stick it to the man 11:30 PM. 149; New Blog. 149; ...
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Mind of a producer: 01/16/2005 - 01/23/2005
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This is just me.what i think.my thoughts. No one walks alone. Yet why do I feel like I do? How can you live in a world full of millions, billions of peope and still lonely? Its weird that the fish you think are in the sea actually are all floating belly up to you. You see things as though you need glasses but refuse to go to the eye doctor. Is it my fault that the bigger picture is more important to me than the pettyness of life? Saturday, January 22, 2005 at 10:25 AM. Falcons over Eagles 24 - 10. Eagles...
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Mind of a producer: Love this post
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This is just me.what i think.my thoughts. FROM THE WONDERFUL BLOG OF. http:/ youtoldharpotabeatme.blogspot.com/. 10 Stupid things . Couples do to mess up their relationships.I was skimming through this book in the store (cuz I forgot to bring my check card to buy it). Dr Laura says in her book that this derives from fear of rejection. Dr Laura breaks it down to "my freedom and rights to do what I want supercede your feelings. Dr Laura Making a big deal out of small stuff. Walk away 'fo I slap you, please?
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Mind of a producer: 01/30/2005 - 02/06/2005
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This is just me.what i think.my thoughts. Today I realized something. I am nothing like the next person. As a human you learn from your peers. But not many of us can get away from being our peers. We walk around looking, studying, analyzing our peers. The only outcome is utter assimilation. Why do we do this? We find something we like and we try to make it part of us. But what we are isn't what we see (atleast not all the time). Are you willing to give up your identity for temporary happiness? 149; 02/06...
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Mind of a producer: 12/26/2004 - 01/02/2005
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This is just me.what i think.my thoughts. 1) People.I know I know "THAT'S SUCH A GENERAL STATEMENT" but its the truth. I haven't had too many times when I was so fed up with people, but today is an exception. I don't know what it is. People rant and rave about what they have as if they are they are mocking me to tell me, "ha ha you ain't got what I got" , my only reply is "I don't care". But I do! Easy go smoke a cig, get laid, workout.all temporary solutions.hey I got one.GET MY OWN SHIT! View my comple...
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Mind of a producer: Fantastic Voyage
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This is just me.what i think.my thoughts. Friday Feb. 10th. I get off the chinese bus (fung wah) with my peoples in new york. I get a call. its a friend of a friend, a lawyer. He loved my music. Wants to do legal work for free how ill is that? Went to record with a long time Friend. Politiced with an engineer who has done things for Michael Jackson, Vanessa Williams, and a couple others. Wants me to come engineer in his studio. What? You don't have to say nothing but a word. I'm there! Back all hurting l...
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Mind of a producer: SO you WANT me TO mention YOU
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This is just me.what i think.my thoughts. SO you WANT me TO mention YOU. Its funny how people want to be inclusive to things that you do but don't put enough in for all that to go down. When you blow you gonna hook me up right? When you get on don't forget about the little people ". The fact that you have to say that shows your insecurity about out relationship. If you didn't put in on this you won't get nothing out of it. I wanna help as many people as I can. But my life support comes first. You have an...
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Mind of a producer: you've changed......
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This is just me.what i think.my thoughts. Justa lil joke between the two of us. Its funny how joking always seems to breed a hint of truth in it. or makes it seem like there is truth. You have changed. If I know you then I know you've changed. Remarkably so, if I might add. I remember first talking to you and. we got ahead of ourselves and we still do to this day. lol. I remember our first serious talk, our first "SEXUAL" talk, our first completely goofy talk. I've seen your drunk. Love you. 2:26 PM.
