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Being Bea: The numbers game.
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Oversexed, overthought, underfucked. Tuesday, 25 August 2009. I've been keeping track of how (in)frequently V and I have sex for some time now. It's not just for libido-tracking purposes, it's also because we are supposedly trying to conceive a child. The statistics are weird. My maths may be off. Since I began keeping count (February) we have had penis-in-vagina sex 14 times in 168 days. The average would appear to be once every 12 days. How can this be? At a generous estimate (and assuming I am healthi...
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Being Bea: August 2009
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Oversexed, overthought, underfucked. Tuesday, 25 August 2009. I've been keeping track of how (in)frequently V and I have sex for some time now. It's not just for libido-tracking purposes, it's also because we are supposedly trying to conceive a child. The statistics are weird. My maths may be off. Since I began keeping count (February) we have had penis-in-vagina sex 14 times in 168 days. The average would appear to be once every 12 days. How can this be? At a generous estimate (and assuming I am healthi...
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Being Bea: Resetting the clock.
http://iambea.blogspot.com/2009/04/resetting-clock.html
Oversexed, overthought, underfucked. Saturday, 25 April 2009. Fucked and fucked good and proper. Last night I asked him if we could have some kind of sex today. He says "Yeeeesss" with the mock-irritated tone of a henpecked husband being nagged to mow the lawn. I asked if he realised that it had been three weeks since we'd been intimate in any way. He had no idea. Then things got a bit crazy - hair-pulling, face-fucking crazy, the best kind of crazy there is. Damn. Oh, the sweet relief! Yes, when he can ...
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Being Bea: It all comes down to what you're prepared to live with.
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Oversexed, overthought, underfucked. Thursday, 18 June 2009. It all comes down to what you're prepared to live with. When I cry, he sits passively, then promises to change, promises action. It's all lip service. He never actually follows through with the plans. There's always some excuse. I am on the very verge of asking him to leave. He knows it, and still he does nothing. I'm running out of options, and I can't control what he does. 22 June 2009 at 18:15. 24 June 2009 at 19:30. 31 July 2009 at 04:08.
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Being Bea: April 2009
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Oversexed, overthought, underfucked. Saturday, 25 April 2009. Fucked and fucked good and proper. Last night I asked him if we could have some kind of sex today. He says "Yeeeesss" with the mock-irritated tone of a henpecked husband being nagged to mow the lawn. I asked if he realised that it had been three weeks since we'd been intimate in any way. He had no idea. Then things got a bit crazy - hair-pulling, face-fucking crazy, the best kind of crazy there is. Damn. Oh, the sweet relief! He's the only man...
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Being Bea: Hah! Hormones.
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Oversexed, overthought, underfucked. Wednesday, 22 April 2009. Having just read my last post, from just a minute ago, I can't help but wonder - how likely is it that starting my period just a few hours ago has had some effect on how I feel? I'm not pregnant. That sucks. But a fresh, clean womb, a fresh, clean start. Mm-hm. Interesting. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Fifty Shades of Grey: Chapter 25. Breaking Up is Hard to Do. Things my mother never told me. Back, for now. Sex with the Wife.
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Being Bea: Jealousy. And, probably, total irrationality.
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Oversexed, overthought, underfucked. Saturday, 16 May 2009. Jealousy. And, probably, total irrationality. V has become addicted to Twitter. So have I, truth be told, but my addiction is nothing like his. A few weeks ago he had an idea to use it as a kind of self-marketing tool, to get to know, charm and eventually ingratiate himself with the local Twitterati prior to starting his business - drumming up a little network. She does "hang out" on Twitter with some of V's career peers, so I suppose there is t...
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Being Bea: May 2009
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Oversexed, overthought, underfucked. Saturday, 16 May 2009. OK, I take it back. They have just had an exchange which can only be construed as indisputably flirtatious. Jealousy. And, probably, total irrationality. She has nothing to do with V's career area. She's not funny. She doesn't say anything intelligent or insightful. She tweets meaningless drivel every two minutes, most of it conversational stuff aimed @peoplesheknows. She uses "lol " all the time. He hates lollers. She does "hang out" on Twitter...
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Being Bea: February 2009
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Oversexed, overthought, underfucked. Sunday, 15 February 2009. So the coil is out. We are now officially "trying for a baby", that whiney little phrase which has always made me cringe when I've heard anyone else say it. I laid him down and began to kiss his body, lightly drawing my hand over his cock and balls. He gasped and moaned loudly, but he didn't feel too hard under my touch. Was he faking, or genuinely enjoying while his body failed to catch up to what his mind was doing? By the time we finally f...
