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A day downtown with E | March is for daffodils...
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March is for daffodils…. Spring, without her. A day downtown with E. Asymp; 6 Comments. It was a good day. I couldn’t help thinking how interesting it was to spend so much time with just my four year old and how we probably wouldn’t be doing these things with Anja here. These days are special; I only get to have E this way because her sister is not here. Larr; Previous post. Next post →. Thoughts on “A day downtown with E”. February 1, 2013 at 8:56 am. You are right. It is not. February 1, 2013 at 5:14 pm.
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Thinking of You: Alfonso (Alfy)
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It took me almost a full month to type Alfy's story. I don't really remember what was said during our parents' first visit or what I did during the down time that followed. I know there was lots of crying. In the hospital it was easier to be strong for our family. My water broke at about 10:30am. My parents were just getting to the hospital. I asked to see them for a few moments. That was 12 weeks ago, tomorrow, June 29. Tomorrow was his due date. Eventually we had to give him back to the nurses and send...
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Thinking of You: CTK Update & More
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Tuesday, September 8, 2015. CTK Update and More. As I should probably always intro my posts, it's been far too long since I've been here. I feel as though I've been hanging on by a thread for the past two months. My job has become mass chaos as I've trained new staff and am working to bring on another one. I'm essentially trying to pull off the job responsibilities of three people and barely getting by. In my previous post (back in what, June? Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). You don't get over it, yo...
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Thinking of You: November 2014
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Sunday, November 23, 2014. It's been a while. I'm sure you've noticed, I did not finish the Capture Your Grief project. I was gung-ho at first but started to fade. The past month has been a whirlwind in our household. AndI really want to be done with this whole house selling process. It really kind of sucks, in case you haven't been through it. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). 38 weeks and counting. Things Were Going Well Until They Weren't. Searching For Jonah's Heartbeat. Taking a Break from This Blog.
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Thinking of You: April 2015
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Monday, April 6, 2015. Letters to Alfy, 3rd Birthday. Happy 3rd birthday in Heaven, by dear, sweet son. I am missing you so terribly today. I miss you everyday, but today, it touches a place that I cannot describe. My arms ache to hold you. My ears are deaf with silence instead of filled with your laughter. I miss you so much. I hope all of our family is taking good care of you and really have no doubt they are. I love you, soooo much. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Letters to Alfy, 3rd Birthday.
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Thinking of You: April 2014
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Sunday, April 20, 2014. So much for getting a blog post up every week.oh well. Easter has left me very raw this year. Most haven't seen my freshly opened wounds. I don't know how to share them. But they are there, and they hurt, so much. This Easter has drained me, this month has drained me. I don't remember feeling this tired in quite some time, even with a 7 month old at home. On that note, it's off to bed I go. Sunday, April 6, 2014. Instead, we had a picnic at the cemetery. We took Alfy balloons ...
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Thinking of You: July 2016
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Friday, July 29, 2016. I read an article today, another blog post written for Still Standing Magazine, called the "The Secret Competition in the Baby Loss Club.". It helped me understand a bit more what's going on with my own grief and in my own heart currently. I feel as though my miscarriage (my Anna) and my stillbirth (my Alfy) need to be compared to each other, like a competition. Which one was worse. Is one more deserving of my grief than the other? AND I HATE THAT. I HATE THAT TOO. Grief is so conf...
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Thinking of You: September 2015
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Tuesday, September 8, 2015. CTK Update and More. As I should probably always intro my posts, it's been far too long since I've been here. I feel as though I've been hanging on by a thread for the past two months. My job has become mass chaos as I've trained new staff and am working to bring on another one. I'm essentially trying to pull off the job responsibilities of three people and barely getting by. In my previous post (back in what, June? Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). You don't get over it, you just g...
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Thinking of You: Vinny Eating Habits, Kind Of
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Sunday, November 8, 2015. Vinny Eating Habits, Kind Of. This post is all for Vinny. I know I don't share him on here as much as I do Alfy and I would like to dedicate time to both. So, without further ado, here is an introduction as to what my 2 year old has eaten in his short life, sounds boring, but wait for it. Old, dehydrated bugs found on the floor of a room you haven't been in for a while. Dog food (a big fan). Dog treats (the milk bones). White foam from potting soil. You don't get over it, you ju...
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Thinking of You: Our Newest Family Member - Anna June
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Friday, July 22, 2016. Our Newest Family Member - Anna June. Written last Friday, July 15 - Apparently I have commitment fears/issues with publishing info about right away these days.*. I spoke with my doctor yesterday. She had gotten the results back from the genetic testing. I was very surprised to find out that they were able to determine the gender of the baby. The doctors found two X chromosomes, we were going to have a girl, we had a baby girl. Her name is Anna June. I didn't give birth this time a...
