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bi.jou.te.rie.: January 2015

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Friday, January 02, 2015. I had a wonderful 2014, Alhamdulillah. And I am sure you did too. May we be blessed in every way possible and be not a burden to anyone around us. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). I love maps and cats. English lit. Mencari perubahan ke arah yang baik. All photos are from my personal collection. Header credits goes to best buddy Jenggae. View my complete profile. I am Jet Fuel Shop. Simple template. Template images by gaffera.

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bi.jou.te.rie.: January 2014

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Friday, January 24, 2014. One too many farewells. Six years later and my roots have grown pretty deep in the work that I am doing. Today, two of the most important person in my career are leaving and like a bird in an empty nest, I feel abandoned and helpless. I did not give him the farewell I had planned out days before. To thank and appreciate him for his support and faith in me. All of it left, by the clock striking 6. Don't get too excited. Don't become a stranger. Sunday, January 12, 2014. We don ou...

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bi.jou.te.rie.: July 2014

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Tuesday, July 22, 2014. Sambung kisah makan bawah meja. I am 30 and I finally can read and make sense of what He was saying in His book. This ramadhan I still ate under my table when I could, although minus the good company I had last year when I did it in Menara Citibank, I still enjoyed my unbroken tradition of eating something silly with a warm drink. The only poetry book I ever needed was with me all along. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Sambung kisah makan bawah meja.

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bi.jou.te.rie.: Your Ramadhan

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Wednesday, July 22, 2015. Oh wow how time has passed me by. Ramadan, bittersweet and anxious at the same time. How will I fair, with Mika, with you onboard for the whole 30 days. This is a first! You are agitated and tired. Can't survive a day without eating heavily during sahur. And man, you are so cranky when its close to sundown. I am amazed. This month alone I bought seven pairs of fancy footwear. Iya saya suka. for a mother, life is never really about you. July 22, 2015 10:25 AM. I am Jet Fuel Shop.

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bi.jou.te.rie.: November 2014

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Tuesday, November 25, 2014. We were in Pontianak, and literally the kitchen was as big as the living room. There were corners that I never set my tiny foot on (or so I shall continue to believe - well actually I asked my parents about the kitchen over the weekend) the dark corner was closest to the toilet that I never dared stepped foot into. Happy birthday my boy. Mama knows you love cake! Wednesday, November 05, 2014. Bending over backwards - for you. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile.

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bi.jou.te.rie.: April 2014

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Friday, April 04, 2014. Y is for you. How I keep my sanity and self worth with every breath and everytime I hold a pose through each count. It has helped me alot, you should try it if you are the curious one. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). I love maps and cats. English lit. Mencari perubahan ke arah yang baik. All photos are from my personal collection. Header credits goes to best buddy Jenggae. View my complete profile. Y is for you. I am Jet Fuel Shop. Simple template. Template images by gaffera.

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bi.jou.te.rie.: May 2014

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Sunday, May 18, 2014. To be King, and still happy. Recently I saw myself get out of my own zone of comfort by choice and it was purely to please somebody else. How often do we do that - throughout the day, to please the managers, to please our co-workers, to please basically everyone that is least deserving of such gratitude from our weak soul? I love you so much. Please let me see the true meaning of life, and still feel this happy in the life after. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile.

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bi.jou.te.rie.: April 2015

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Thursday, April 16, 2015. One of the trees. I am tired, of holding on to things that do not matter. I used to get confused with meditation and self empowerment and chanting and praying. All of them seemed greyed out to a dark corner which I knew, if unprepared - I could easily get lost into. I do a lot of yoga, a lot (in my books) up till today at 21weeks. I tried, really. Tuesday, April 07, 2015. Sometimes the heart calls for the most humanly basics - rest, love, respect. I never understood why it is su...

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bi.jou.te.rie.: Why so quiet?

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Wednesday, May 20, 2015. This is a first. I am bothered by your absence. By the lack of news. By the worry it has resulted me in. This is new for me. I don't normally mind. I have faith and I know. But I stretch my bedtime in case you would buzz. I usually go for weeks, and I know. My body is tired every day, from lack of sleep, from anxiety of wondering when you will call. My mind is exhausted, from thinking of clever ways to manipulate my own flesh and blood into giving me trouble-free mornings.

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bi.jou.te.rie.: July 2015

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Wednesday, July 22, 2015. Oh wow how time has passed me by. Ramadan, bittersweet and anxious at the same time. How will I fair, with Mika, with you onboard for the whole 30 days. This is a first! You are agitated and tired. Can't survive a day without eating heavily during sahur. And man, you are so cranky when its close to sundown. I am amazed. This month alone I bought seven pairs of fancy footwear. Tuesday, July 14, 2015. Oh wow. I wanted to write earlier but this got stuck in the process. I'm a mothe...