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Tuesday, November 29, 2005. Please donate to the amanda fund. Kindly call to make a donation. Haha dammit prom is burning a hole in my pocket. a very big hole. sigh. the prom tix plus after party tix already cost more than 100. plus the 26 bucks to book the room. and then of cos the damn dress. 129. i bought the first dress i tried! But anyway. the optimist in me will still post a christmas wishlist! Wahahahaha. fat hopes from a fat girl. Ipod nano. oh man so chio. Monday, November 28, 2005. Stop everyda...
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Thursday, September 22, 2005. Cat / oversoul. says:. How come happiness is never a straight line but usually a sine curve. Cat / oversoul. says:. I think i am addicted to sadness. I always feel sad even when theres nothing to be sad about. Sometimes i even manage to convince myself that there really is something to be sad about. I dunno why also. I jus cant seem to break out of it. Even tho i want to. Cat / oversoul. says:. Haha sometimes i feel that way also. Cat / oversoul. says:. I cant really be happy.
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006. Woohoo. haha sneaked out of camp to west coast macs yesterday to watch the match and it was well worth it! Haha the atmosphere there was so.hostile. when spain scored all the spain fans cheered like mad then when france missed a chance they were cheering "super lousy! Clap clap) freaking lousy! Clap clap)" some stupid camp cheer la. then cos i wore my new france zidane jersey (oh love! Sunday, June 25, 2006. In the OFFICE on a SUNDAY. Yea read my nick. unbelievable haha....2 Tal...
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006. At least i am a loved piece of shit. Before i begin, a side note: the photos thing is never gonna cooperate so i'm jus gonna take down the entries abt the trip and if u really wanna read about it and see the photos you can drag yourself down to my house and see the scrapbook i made. House yes house. not home. never home. This just so sucks sometimes. cos you cant run away from the way you feel. theres no moving out like how you can move out of an unhappy household. Sigh but at ...
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Saturday, October 30, 2004. I know God has his reasons. I know he has. Aching inside. set me free. please. But His ways are higher the ways of men. S h a w n at Saturday, October 30, 2004. Into Your hands I commit again. With all I am for You Lord. You hold my world in the palm of Your hand. And I am Yours forever. Jesus I believe in You. Jesus I belong to You. You're the reason that I live. The reason that I sing. With all I am. I'll walk with You wherever You go. Through tears and joy. I'll trust in You.
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Monday, May 29, 2006. Up on a wave of happy. We shall hope that this isnt just the manic part of manic-depressive but i am riding up on a wave of happy right now. ( (:. I'm puzzled as to why i am always feeling so down and moody when i actually have so many things to be thankful for. I'm befuddled as to why i always notice little sad things while many happy things bypass my radar. bloody pessimisitc fool i am. I'm baffled as to why i always feel so insecure and scared when someone's actually got my back.
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Saturday, February 25, 2006. Note: the last post was not posted by me.]. Alright. the countdown has begun to my last living day on earth. MASS SUICIDE on WEDNESDAY 030106. stand with me. and we'll discover a world beyond this one. hahah. I actually cancelled my driving lesson for wednesday night in case i "accidentally" crash the car. cos i dont want to die with an old man by my side. Night cycling people abby! I have a great plan for the our/my last day on earth! Eesh i dunno how to post pictures nicely.
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005. Pon sch today. went lavi's house with daryl jess serene and of cuz lavi to play mahjong. haha. fun. den went to play tennis. tennis is kinda hard. very difficult to comtrol the ball lah. always hit until dunno where. tennis looks simple but actually its hard. haha. or maybe i just suck. S h a w n at Wednesday, May 25, 2005. Tuesday, May 24, 2005. Watched acjc choir concert last nite. was looking forward to it. to see how good they really are. S h a w n at Tuesday, May 24, 2005.
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Monday, February 28, 2005. I've been feeling ridiculously happy/light-hearted/cheery/peaceful these days. feels kinda weird. haha. guess its called the peace of God. Heard someone in vj lost her mum to cancer. v sad. i wonder how will i react if i were to lose my mum. she seems to be this eternal figure in my mind's eye. but i know that isnt true. one day she will go home. i just pray that the person will find peace. O wells. bye. S h a w n at Monday, February 28, 2005. Saturday, February 26, 2005. When ...
