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They're telling me it's time…. It has been a long time since I’ve blogged. I make no apologies. My last blogs were senseless wanderings and wonderings about searching for God in the midst of sin, discovering myself, and a despairing sense of uncertainty about everything–made tangible by a lack of employment. I spoke about my fruitless desire to write something worth reading. Here’s my update:. I’m still uncertain. Okay? I’m not unhappy. It might be that accepting my ignorance was the key; it mi...You are...
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Words About Me | epi_speaks
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They're telling me it's time…. I don’t have secrets anymore. i have nothing to weigh me down anymore. i hope someone might notice the difference in me lately. they don’t. i move on, anyway, unburdened by what others aren’t. or can’t. or won’t. I’ll speak the truth if you ask. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. Join 39 other followers.
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all of the things | epi_speaks
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They're telling me it's time…. All of the things. And maybe they’re right, because if I wasn’t a foster kid once, I could walk away. If I wasn’t a foster kid, I’d be on a couch sipping a warm PBR with friends, but now I’m rambling, so I’ll stop. It’s just… I’m tired. July 23, 2013. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. Laquo; Previous Post.
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epi_speaks | they're telling me it's time… | Page 2
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They're telling me it's time…. October 25, 2012. So why, then, do so many feel so alone? If we can have a record of almost everything we’ve ever said, if we are one click away from contact with almost anyone, why this shadow of pervasive loneliness? There’s more to say, but too much to do…. October 23, 2012. I’m just writing this because i said i would. I’m very tired but i’ve stopped sleeping. i hate this time of year. October 21, 2012. Here’s what i want you to know. I’m lying (is it laying? Yesterday,...
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Christian Evangelism | epi_speaks
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They're telling me it's time…. Preaching To The Choir…. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Facebook account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Google account. ( Log Out. Notify me of new comments via email. Join 39 other followers.
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I keep coming back to this… | epi_speaks
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They're telling me it's time…. I keep coming back to this…. Praying with my little boos tonight, I pleaded with them to turn to God now. I asked them not to wait. I told them… if I could be where you are… If I’d only known. My cries were those of desperation. I can’t undo my past, but surely… surely, I can play a role in changing someone else’s future? November 28, 2012. One Comment to “I keep coming back to this…”. November 28, 2012 at 9:05 pm. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Wine a...
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lonely valentine’s day posts confuse me… | epi_speaks
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They're telling me it's time…. Lonely valentine’s day posts confuse me. I’m not sure why I should be lonely today. With a full heart safely in its ribbed cage. A body that wants for nothing, save a touch. Or impossible knowledge that it’d never age. Giving back the growing number of days wasted. In youth, in gleeful ignorance, thinking. Oh, tomorrow will come in its own time. Today I’ll spend merry eating and drinking. If I were meant to be lonely, shouldn’t I always be so? Days unlived, essentially?
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July | 2013 | epi_speaks
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They're telling me it's time…. Month: July, 2013. July 23, 2013. All of the things. And maybe they’re right, because if I wasn’t a foster kid once, I could walk away. If I wasn’t a foster kid, I’d be on a couch sipping a warm PBR with friends, but now I’m rambling, so I’ll stop. It’s just… I’m tired. Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email. Join 39 other followers. 90 Days w/o Shopping. Hyperbole and a Half. RT @ Tony McFadden.
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Happy birthday to me. | epi_speaks
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They're telling me it's time…. Happy birthday to me. Now, my birthday is in 9 minutes. I’ll sleep knowing that I’m safe. Loved. Cherished. Protected. By a God who loves me. By a God who has given me sisters that share my eyes, and my smile, and my twitchy dance, and my… awesome? Taste in music. By a God who has given me a community that doesn’t let me hurt alone. And by a God who gave me a family who CHOSE (and chooses) to love me. November 29, 2012. One Comment to “Happy birthday to me.”. This is one of...