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Thursday, November 27, 2003:. By now I should know. That in time things would change. So it shouldn't be so bad. So why do I feel so sad. How can I adjust. To the way that things are going. It's killing me slowly. Oh I just want it to be how it used to be. Cuz I wish that I could stay. But in time things must change. So it shouldn't be so bad. So why do I feel so sad. You cannot hide the way you feel inside I realize. Your actions speak much louder than words. So tell me why oh. By now I should know that.

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Saturday, August 02, 2003:. I was happily chewing on my wonderful cookies in that lil' sweet sack. chomp chomp chomp.glorious melting of chocolate in my mouth.that's what makes my morning! The morning white light was upon my face; it's funny i don't hide from it's glare today. Looking out the window, i see the same old streets, same old bus-stops and sometimes same old faces that board the same bus. Funny how the agenda is similar yet the purpose is so vastly different. Suddenly, i just felt so empty.

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Wednesday, August 06, 2003:. It's wednesday today. how fast time flies. Three days just gone just like that. All i can remember was whiny voice slapping my bottom three times today in a bid to show she's close to me or something. What's with affection with my ass man. She had really got the nerve. Atta girl, u gotta stop thinking, your brains are fried to cripsy bits*. Do you remember me? 6 years, 6 long years of friendship, all gone down the drain. You went crazy.u flung the cup with soda laced with...

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Friday, October 03, 2003:. PMS of the First Degree. Every once a month, i'd be abnormal and totally not myself. I snap at ppl and things that obstruct my way. Maybe it's because the chair that i kicked will not snap back at me. Apologises to those who suffer during this period. I do not know if my 'condition' is self-induced or simply created by my mind. There's so many things kept in my heart. Perhaps it's like a day off for my messed up life. I worry worry worry. Worry about my future. To simply say wh...

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_ reverie _: September 2004

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Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that frightens us. As we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fears, our presence automatically liberates others. Tuesday, September 28, 2004. Read muh gurl's entry last nite. Couldnt stop cryin' after that. Muh gurl's corner (the abstract). My life is simple. I am a simple person.

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_ reverie _: April 2005

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Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that frightens us. As we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fears, our presence automatically liberates others. Friday, April 29, 2005. Now i've got the cadbury song in my head. Re-wound by .enigma. at 5:16:00 PM. Understanding life in all its complexities. What obsolete skill are you?

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Thursday, December 25, 2003:. Nic's calling from Germany and I'm having a White Christmas! No i'm not dreaming all those snow is like sugar icing on mountains or brown pie.hahahah. Im having a pretty cool vacation, considering the price of being "cool" is getting stressed in return. Being the tour guide in a foreign country is a rejuvenating experience for me. Funny how the aim for this vacation is to run away from the real world - the stress, the ismS. I miss home, miss all of ma frens, etc etc etc.

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Friday, October 10, 2003:. I may be 2 days late, but here it is. Thank you all for a wonderful birthday celebration! It was wonderful to be remembered. Thanks guys for yr supa useful gift! Interesting choice, i really appreciate it! Thanks to all who msged me; you all brighten up my day! Thank you dear for yr generousity in being postively lavishing on me. Thanks bea n moi! Thanks to my family who went home before i reached home. Thanks to my parents who didnt scold me;thanks for the cake. L 02/01/2004 -...