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The Painted Music: 3/1/14
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Friday, March 21, 2014. The Thought Of You. Please do not try to kill yourself anymore. for it kills my soul every time you tried to. Please do not use blades to release your anxiety and frustrations. Please. don't. don't hurt yourself anymore. Isn't being loved a gift that we don't deserve in our lifetime? And isn't suffering life's lesson to make us grow wiser? You keep wanting to die. You are so persistent to die. And if you can be so determined to die, you can be be so determined to live, too. The Th...
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The Painted Music: 4/1/15
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Thursday, April 30, 2015. The Biggest Joke Is On Me. I am at my lowest point of my life. No one to listen to my sighs and aches. No one to encourage me to be stronger tomorrow and to be better than today. No one to wipe the tears away from my eyes every night. No one to stop me from hurting myself and drowning myself in booze and blades. I am bitter. I am full of anger. Because of you. Your betrayal to me. Your broken words. Have all left me devastated and a wreck beyond recognition. When you love a diff...
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The Painted Music: 6/1/15
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Monday, June 8, 2015. The other day, you laughed at something funny I said, and the way you laughed, that smile of yours, that dimple that resonates with it, and your dancing eyes, and all of that imagery was forever etched in my head that when I went home all I did was to relieve that moment over and over again. You make me feel so beautiful. You make me grow like the sun shining on the plant. You make me see a future with you together. That all I ever wanted to do, was to love you with all of me. There...
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The Painted Music: 12/1/14
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Monday, December 1, 2014. I wish I could rewind time. To have just one day more with you. To have snow fights with you again. To be loved by you. To talk to you for ages on the phone. To look forward to seeing you. Basically, I missed you. Like a lot. Those were the best days of my life. Never thought I could be so happy on earth. Because now, I am hardly ever happy. So I am going to sleep and hope I live in such a dream. I used to write poetry every time I think of you. I used to play alone in school.
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The Painted Music: The Biggest Joke Is On Me
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Thursday, April 30, 2015. The Biggest Joke Is On Me. I am at my lowest point of my life. No one to listen to my sighs and aches. No one to encourage me to be stronger tomorrow and to be better than today. No one to wipe the tears away from my eyes every night. No one to stop me from hurting myself and drowning myself in booze and blades. I am bitter. I am full of anger. Because of you. Your betrayal to me. Your broken words. Have all left me devastated and a wreck beyond recognition. Jon ALi's BlogJon AL...
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// | Ever Grey
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August 5, 2012. I really hate it when people give me so many comments about a book. If the book is good then it’s good; if it’s not, then it’s not. I don’t want to hear a whole list of description to how bad or how good is it. All I want is for you to shut up so I can read it. I hate it when people tell me that I can’t do something and I really want to prove them wrong, but I hate it even more when their words, actually bring me down. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Next Post →.
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The Painted Music: 4/1/14
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Wednesday, April 30, 2014. When every part of your life and every inch of your heart and every thought in your head is telling you to stay where you are because you're not sure if you're ready to give up the things that make you feel safe, that's when you need to break out. That, is a scary thought. And when you stay where you are and you find that you get worse because the things you thought make you safe don't anymore - that, is a scarier thought. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). CNY food in Melbourne.
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Ever Grey | ..the messy bits.. | Page 2
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April 26, 2012. Please, someone, shut the voices in my head. Like the bodiless heads you see sometimes in circus sideshows, it is as though I have been surrounded by mirrors of hard, distorting glass. When they approach me they see only my surroundings, themselves, or figments of their imagination indeed, everything and anything except me. 8212; Ralph Ellison, Invisible Man. It’s so sad, to see that there is nothing real anymore. People, they just walk pass you. You’re not there. April 15, 2012. I hope y...
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Silently Like River-Flows..: July 2009
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Friday, July 10, 2009. Ur Wishes Warm my Heart! Bubei ToccateFugse her mum her gang LOL! 7 July Tuesday :. 8 July Wed :. Bubei Toccate again LOL. My Aunt] Swee Foong. Primary High Sch classmate] [SMS]. Primary High Sch classmate] [SMS]. Pik Ying, Bi Ying, Jin Fem, Suk Man Others Aural I Classmate. SMS] [Actually we meet at morning 10am , he forgt LOL! Stephen, Wen Dee, Johan, Kevin, Andrew, Rachel, Guang Liang, Tian Yi Wai Kit Oscar Chern Yau, Wu Ji, Eddy, Ganesan, Qi Shen, Yi Fen [ is tat she there?
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The Painted Music: 5/1/15
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Monday, May 18, 2015. Thank You, And Sorry. But I think I can't be with you. What is this feeling that I am having? I doubt if I like you. I doubt if I do like you to that extent. I think I was only using your presence as a means of comfort to me. And I think I should stop seeing you already. I need to disappear. To be gone far away. Far from you. Far from the people who I hate to pretend to be nice to. To save my only heart. Tuesday, May 5, 2015. So here I am with my heart on my sleeve. There's a thing ...
