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Pink Plaid Briefs: June 2011
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Friday, June 17, 2011. I have the ability to feel lonely in spite of the fact that my life is so full of wonderful people. I am single and have been that way for many years. The last couple of years of my drinking I had cut myself off from other people to a great degree. I had good reason to feel alone. I had a few friends left, but I had to limit contact with them for fear of alienating them with my attitude and my endless issues and dramas. It has been a sustained effort on my part to stay connected to...
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Pink Plaid Briefs: Dear, Sugar
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Sunday, November 11, 2012. Well hello you sexy thing, you. I have been think about you constantly. You pop into my head countless times throughout my day. Life without you is so bland. Powdered, granulated or cubed you are my master, I am your toy. When I am weak I go to the vending machine where love is for sale. I leave feeling so ashamed, hoping no one saw me lurking, lusting and finally snatching you for a cheap thrill, a tawdry high. Hold that thought,. Dr kold kadavr flatliner, MD, the sub/dude.
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Pink Plaid Briefs: January 2011
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Friday, January 21, 2011. Missing my parents became a part of my everyday life the day each of them left this planet. In the beginning the grief was shockingly painful. I did not know that I could be so miserable. Each of their deaths affected me differently. There would be no greater reward in heaven than to see that. Miss you Joyce and Jerry. Wednesday, January 19, 2011. Does this blog make me look fat? Not only am I shallow, but I am gay and shallow. So, I will continue to seek a little spiritually ev...
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Pink Plaid Briefs: First, I Fail
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Thursday, June 16, 2011. First, I Fail. The failure to handle difficulties on my own has led to many good things in recovery. My faith grows stronger every year in the process of surrender, reaching out for help and then taking action that has worked for me in the past. June 16, 2011 at 1:14 PM. Recovery is always an endeavor into ones faith and existence it would seem. June 16, 2011 at 3:11 PM. Good on you for reaching out to get more support when you need it. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Tales o...
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Pink Plaid Briefs: In Good Company
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Friday, June 17, 2011. I have the ability to feel lonely in spite of the fact that my life is so full of wonderful people. I am single and have been that way for many years. The last couple of years of my drinking I had cut myself off from other people to a great degree. I had good reason to feel alone. I had a few friends left, but I had to limit contact with them for fear of alienating them with my attitude and my endless issues and dramas. It has been a sustained effort on my part to stay connected to...
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Pink Plaid Briefs: May 2011
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Tuesday, May 31, 2011. So far, I have only had two friends that returned to drinking and seem to be doing fine. How many leave recovery never to return, and live happily-ever-after? I will never know. These thoughts run through my mind over and over as the years go by. The thoughts persist even though I have found nothing but friendship, love and laughter with these people. There are a lot of things in the process of recovery that keep me sober, I think that the relapse of my fellows may be one of them&#...
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Pink Plaid Briefs: A Hangover of Sorts
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Tuesday, June 14, 2011. A Hangover of Sorts. Well, that didn’t make me feel any better. I was just sure that those five pieces of fried chicken, a pint of Blue Bell ice cream and 100 minutes of Ashton Kutcher would do the trick. Once again, I was so wrong. That is the way my best thinking tells me to survive an evening of self-created insanity. I am just thankful that this morning my hangover is from, animal fat, sugar and self-pity rather than the hooch. June 14, 2011 at 8:41 AM. June 14, 2011 at 2:57 PM.
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Pink Plaid Briefs: A Confession
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Wednesday, June 15, 2011. While I did not Tweet a wiener on Twitter, I am a lesbian blogger in Damascus. I am actually a young girl from Syria and have been posing as an aging, neurotic gay blogger-dude in the United States to draw attention to the plight of self-obsessed, effeminate recovering alcoholics in the West. Nahhh, only kidding. But, I did have three Snickers and four packages of Peanut M&Ms yesterday. That’s the bad news. The good news is I did go to the gym this morning and ...First, I Fail.
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Pink Plaid Briefs: April 2011
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Friday, April 29, 2011. I have been told by some that I am not as bad as I make myself out to be. Granted, the people that usually say this to me are not in a 12-step program. Frankly, I do eat it up when they lavish praise on me. I can talk endlessly at meetings about myself, yet when the literature or my sponsor ask me to list my assets and the things I have done right along side my shortcomings, I start to sweat. That does not give me the opportunity to qualify each with an "if", a "but" or an "un...
