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the daughter of a mentally ill mother: April 2015
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The daughter of a mentally ill mother. Tuesday, April 21, 2015. She must have a spiritual connection with me. a cosmic string tethered between my heart and hers. i received a letter from her today. after worrying that something was wrong, this shows up in the mail:. I developed this address for you as above online. besides that, nosy databases state that you are friends with "XXXXXXX", a neighbor. Well, good for you! All my best,. Letters from her like this make me uneasy. there's a reason i didn't o...
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the daughter of a mentally ill mother: November 2014
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The daughter of a mentally ill mother. Monday, November 24, 2014. The anger with her has dissipated. after so many years of raw, unmitigated rage, i am left with a peaceful hollow feeling. it has been a weird journey, and i know it's not over. but the girl i was - the one who wrote those blog entries in 2009 - is not who i am now. the woman i am now is much stronger, more resourceful, more compassionate. She said she got emotional about it because it "sums you up so perfectly.". Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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the daughter of a mentally ill mother: April 2014
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The daughter of a mentally ill mother. Sunday, April 6, 2014. Why am i so quick to give my whole heart? To someone who doesn't want it, or doesn't have room for it? I'm pining away for a man that i don't get to have. even if he wants me too. it's incredibly unfair, and all too predictable. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. The Mass Defective (blog). Wife of a Schizo (blog). Awesome Inc. template. Template images by jusant.
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the daughter of a mentally ill mother: July 2014
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The daughter of a mentally ill mother. Monday, July 14, 2014. Happy little normal life. I didn't realize how long it's been. i'm going to chalk it up to the fact that i am truly able to handle things in my life so much easier now. I'm ready for a new story to tell myself. I had a dream about her the other week that was so real i woke up in tears. but it did not destroy me. it did not level me emotionally. i acknowledge the feeling, and moved on with my day. a few years ago, that dream wou...Awesome Inc&#...
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the daughter of a mentally ill mother: my friend's mother died
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The daughter of a mentally ill mother. Sunday, December 28, 2014. My friend's mother died. When these things happen, it's always sad. i never know quite what to say, and i'm never near where my friends are because i live so far from everyone. but this one hurts me. after her mother passed, she put up a message on Facebook that said, "hug your mothers for me, even if they're a pain in your ass.". I get what she meant. but i am not able to do that. What about if she was sick or in the hospital? I can't hug...
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the daughter of a mentally ill mother: July 2013
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The daughter of a mentally ill mother. Thursday, July 4, 2013. Exactly what i'm feeling right now. 8212; The Holiday. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Exactly what im feeling right now. The Mass Defective (blog). Wife of a Schizo (blog). Awesome Inc. template. Template images by jusant.
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the daughter of a mentally ill mother: mirror mirror
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The daughter of a mentally ill mother. Sunday, April 12, 2015. My second niece has arrived in the world. it's a funny thing, this growing up. watching my brother welcome his second child. seeing so much of him in his daughter. wondering what it was like when i was the toddler meeting the newborn sibling for the first time, instead of my oldest niece staring at her new sister in the swing. this cyclical pattern of lives over generations. She will not be here for these moments in my life. The Mass Defectiv...
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the daughter of a mentally ill mother: the deafening, deafening silence
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The daughter of a mentally ill mother. Saturday, September 6, 2014. The deafening, deafening silence. I am having trouble remembering how long its been since i've seen her in person. or heard her voice. it occurred to me that i have to stop and think about how old she is now, and even harder to remember details about her. i have not heard from her in months, and the sound is stifling. And always, the thought lingers, "when will the other shoe drop? This quiet cannot, and will not, go on forever.
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the daughter of a mentally ill mother: tethered.
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The daughter of a mentally ill mother. Tuesday, April 21, 2015. She must have a spiritual connection with me. a cosmic string tethered between my heart and hers. i received a letter from her today. after worrying that something was wrong, this shows up in the mail:. I developed this address for you as above online. besides that, nosy databases state that you are friends with "XXXXXXX", a neighbor. Well, good for you! All my best,. Letters from her like this make me uneasy. there's a reason i didn't o...
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the daughter of a mentally ill mother: March 2014
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The daughter of a mentally ill mother. Monday, March 31, 2014. I had a hard week. After that whole mess happened, work became really hard. some projects are going on, and i was doing a lot of work at home. i'm feeling stressed, and alone in the responsibility. I also have to move in 3 weeks. which i don't want to do. And then, out of nowhere, i had a super-intense conversation with a coworker about my mother. Why should i have to edit my feelings every single waking minute? I'm not always ok. i'm not...
