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if i were katherine mansfield: 07.05

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If i were katherine mansfield. Poem 2 in progress. Linked, hand to hand across the street. You steer your eyes in fear. That, is where the white van lurks. What's there to fear I ask, you. Drift in a distant zone, how. You surrender before you've even fought. This horror before you lives beyond. Me, look, let you be snatched will I? My power's quiet, beyond you, within me. Keep faith, and watch, me, confront it,. White van, bring it. Insurmountable, hopeless, all in vain,. You know more than me - sadness.

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if i were katherine mansfield: 04.06

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If i were katherine mansfield. How about a morning posting? How about the window open and waking up early and stringing some words together and watching them spark! How about the hidamari-no-tami on my bedside table his yellow round head smiley and tilting side to side? Posted by Adam C at 7:55 AM. My friend asked me. I want to move out, I said. I want to have my own place. I want to live in Vancouver. Something like that. Posted by Adam C at 1:12 AM. Tiny poem and things. However many rainy nights.

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if i were katherine mansfield: 01.06

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If i were katherine mansfield. Was not feeling too well. was about to ramble here about my displeasure at myself and my longing for social connections. was about to pour me orange juice. Instead I just bought 4 CDs online and I feel much better. Posted by Adam C at 1:25 AM. April completes the last scene of. Her first graphic novel, a result of years of dreaming and pulling stories out of herself. April can see the kinds of praise. Neo ranger22: send me ur pic. Neo ranger22: send me a real one. Neo range...

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if i were katherine mansfield: 02.06

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If i were katherine mansfield. Whereas yesterday I couldn’t finish it in twelve hours. It’s okay. It’s past. What ever will be will be Is that green flower? The lady said to the man, frustrated, she had to wipe the counter. Posted by Adam C at 12:41 AM. Pea and no man. Sing us a song you piano man. Why do they do that? Is it the timing? For my second test and it occurred to me that it was V-day. What is the theme of. What about the girl who walked in with flowers? And here I am I have school next morning...

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if i were katherine mansfield: 09.05

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If i were katherine mansfield. I didn’t even know I could walk out in society, have a job, face people, kids, let alone making a difference. I had no fucking idea. So how was I supposed to plan that I’d go to teachers college upon graduation and in my undergrad years plan it so that I’d get high grades so they’d accept me for teachers college? No way. There was no way. I was not prepared. Breathe in. Breathe out. I didn’t know I would want to be a writer, a teacher. Catcher in the Rye. Make me read it an...

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if i were katherine mansfield: 03.06

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If i were katherine mansfield. I don't know anymore. There's nothing in my head today. I get caught in aesthetics and I admire people who can write short sentences that are good. Short sentences that are good. Never have I felt more confident about my writing yet. now I'm thinking about Gabriel and Linden and Martin and the way Gabriel walked out of that hotel he said good night to the man holding his door. Posted by Adam C at 11:01 PM. A new day every day in HK. It's not the end of the world.

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if i were katherine mansfield: 08.05

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If i were katherine mansfield. Posted by Adam C at 2:36 AM. Posted by Adam C at 12:35 AM. Dear me so tired now. The strawberry sauce was very sweet. I want to sleep now. But I want to write too. Today I saw a man walking on a rope. I saw a Shakespeare comedy while sitting on the ground. The night was warm. I walked with friends along the street filled with colourful shops, the sunset before us a bright orange. What more do I possibly want? Posted by Adam C at 1:24 AM. Posted by Adam C at 12:20 AM. I know...

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if i were katherine mansfield: 12.05

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If i were katherine mansfield. 深信幸運是在我手裡 今天我能高飛 只想你也替我開心 感覺樣樣都得意. 一樣是舊日的我 今天笑意甜絲絲 聲音裡也帶一點光彩 感覺是特別的美. So last night was spent mostly with me and myself, and it's happened so much in the past year, this kind of set-up, me and myself. It sounds so bad to say I'm lonely and I don't think I am. I can be alone and not be lonely. Are you ok? They say to me. Who's they? Sometimes I write things in here that me cringe. 曾嘗遍失意時 卻找到快樂匙 那裡會知 就是自己 原來是個幸運兒. 誰人亦有得意時 這刻最特殊 滿有信心 默默地說 幸運是個小諷刺. Posted by Adam C at 10:53 AM.

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if i were katherine mansfield: 05.06

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If i were katherine mansfield. The centre of my body flattened. I need to buy some new clothes. I need to talk to people. I need to sleep better. I need to take better care of myself and not feel tired so much. Ah, there, that’s what I need. It makes me think if there’s someone out there as crazy as me. We shall fall in love. Posted by Adam C at 12:00 AM. I’m a good teacher. That’s all I’ll say. I’ve known this for awhile, but today, I had it confirmed to me, yet again. I'm so blessed. Kick save, Nabokov.