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After the fire, the fire still burns. One widow tries to figure out life after death.her own. Sunday, March 15, 2015. A Not-Very-Good, but Heartfelt, Poem on the Occasion of What Should've Been Your 64th Birthday. I make these offers and concessions. As if I were in a position to negotiate. As if somehow landing on the right combination. Of what I'd settle for. Would unlock the door you're hidden behind. As if something could change now. That hasn't in all these preceding years. To a deaf universe. Sure ...

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After the fire, the fire still burns. One widow tries to figure out life after death.her own. Sunday, March 15, 2015. A Not-Very-Good, but Heartfelt, Poem on the Occasion of What Should've Been Your 64th Birthday. I make these offers and concessions. As if I were in a position to negotiate. As if somehow landing on the right combination. Of what I'd settle for. Would unlock the door you're hidden behind. As if something could change now. That hasn't in all these preceding years. To a deaf universe. Sure ...

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After the fire, the fire still burns. One widow tries to figure out life after death.her own. Monday, June 25, 2012. Who says TV keeps people from thinking? We've been watching the catch-up marathon of the last 4 seasons of Breaking Bad. I figure I'll just wait it out; there's nothing else to do, and I've had 5 years' practice at it. That would scare me off; it's that, once having tasted the high, I'd keep wanting it. Who wouldn't? I read, I think in Eat, Pray, Love. It's all the same, isn't it? I can't,...

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After the fire, the fire still burns: Unexploded landmines

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After the fire, the fire still burns. One widow tries to figure out life after death.her own. Monday, September 8, 2014. You see it in the news all the time, people getting blown up by landmines that have been lying in wait for years and years, long after the conflict has supposedly ended. Stepped on one myself today. No Stop it. Can't think about it. If there's a reason for everything (a philosophy I don't necessarily buy into), why did I have to confront this today? Haven't I done enough to heal? If my...

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After the fire, the fire still burns: July 2013

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After the fire, the fire still burns. One widow tries to figure out life after death.her own. Monday, July 15, 2013. But now, in this one thing, it seems insignificant. As Ive thought about it as this sadiversary approached, I was often simultaneously impressed with myself for putting myself back together so well over this time, and wondering where the time went. How did I get here so quickly? 160; Its probably too much to ask. But if Im doing it wrong, is the wrong in the action or the attitude? 160; ...

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After the fire, the fire still burns: May 2013

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After the fire, the fire still burns. One widow tries to figure out life after death.her own. Saturday, May 25, 2013. 9 years ago I met the man I loved and lost. Nine years ago today, A and I met. E-mailed, really. Neither of us had the faintest inkling of the relationship that would develop between us that day. An anniversary remembered, and marked, by one alone, is one of the saddest things in the world. I watched an HBO movie, Mary and Martha. While I ironed yesterday. In it (spoiler alert!

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After the fire, the fire still burns: July 2012

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After the fire, the fire still burns. One widow tries to figure out life after death.her own. Tuesday, July 17, 2012. The day I found out. 6 years ago this morning, I called the cops in California to confirm the worst. I had left only the hope of ignorance; I was pretty sure he was gone, but somehow, having it confirmed was a zillion times worse. So, you know, progress. . Friday, July 13, 2012. Sunday, July 8, 2012. Has talked a lot about how, when youre no longer actively grieving, and no longer sad al...

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What Happened You Ask? What Happened You Ask? He was so excited to get on his ride that morning that he woke up before his alarm at 6:15am. I know this because his alarm went off the next morning, jolting me into the next day. He didn’t wake me up to say goodbye. Just let me sleep through his nightmare. I can’t believe I was sleeping while his friends were fighting for his life. Deep breaths. Just breathe. Deep breaths. Just breathe. Doug said he never gained consiousness. He said HeeJun shed one tea...

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What Happened You Ask? 7 years ago two State Troopers came to my door and asked me to sit down. I was wearing my Little Miss Sunshine shirt. I never wore that shirt again. They put their big hats on my coffee table. I just stared at their hats while they told me my husband had died in a motorcycle accident in Morganton. 1 Life is fragile and fleeting. We need to focus on loving and encouraging and comforting. Life is so precious. 2 HeeJun is not an angel. 6 I still hate doing the dishes. Come on, Erica!

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What Happened You Ask? 7 years ago two State Troopers came to my door and asked me to sit down. I was wearing my Little Miss Sunshine shirt. I never wore that shirt again. They put their big hats on my coffee table. I just stared at their hats while they told me my husband had died in a motorcycle accident in Morganton. 1 Life is fragile and fleeting. We need to focus on loving and encouraging and comforting. Life is so precious. 2 HeeJun is not an angel. 6 I still hate doing the dishes. Come on, Erica!

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