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Wednesday, July 30, 2014. Once again you have sent me a gift. Tuesday, July 30, 2013. On your Sixth Birthday, you sent me a gift. Monday, July 15, 2013. In 15 days, it will have been 6 years since I held you in my arms. Today every one of them feels like a lifetime. Thursday, August 2, 2012. Where were you then? Monday, July 30, 2012. Now we are five. I want my son here with me. Every year I turn to the sunrise. I sit in silence. I hold my breath and wish that I was holding you. Sunday, July 29, 2012.

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Wednesday, July 30, 2014. Once again you have sent me a gift. Tuesday, July 30, 2013. On your Sixth Birthday, you sent me a gift. Monday, July 15, 2013. In 15 days, it will have been 6 years since I held you in my arms. Today every one of them feels like a lifetime. Thursday, August 2, 2012. Where were you then? Monday, July 30, 2012. Now we are five. I want my son here with me. Every year I turn to the sunrise. I sit in silence. I hold my breath and wish that I was holding you. Sunday, July 29, 2012.

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Sunday, July 29, 2012. At the beginning, I often wondered where I would, who. I would be all these days later. I would read blogs of women who had lost children years in the past and find them completely overwhelming. I wanted the grief to be something I survived, past tense. But, I know now that it does not work that way. The grief and sorrow I feel about losing, holding and burying my son does not change. It is a constant. What changes is me. And there are days, like today, that it is. 5 years later.

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Afterwards: August 2009

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Thursday, August 20, 2009. I'm still learning how to be Owen's mother. I'm sorry to say it has not come naturally to me. I struggle to find a way to make him part of our lives in a current way. To somehow confirm to myself that he was here and that his life and death mattered. That he was more than just loss. Thank you to Carly of To Write Their Names in the Sand. This beautiful image. As she knows only too well, sometimes words aren't adequate. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile.

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Afterwards: December 2008

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Tuesday, December 23, 2008. An Elephant Never Forgets. The other day, it happened. Something that I've been dreading for some time, but also somewhat expecting. It happened with someone I am very close to. We were standing around,chatting amiably as I juggled Eden in my arms while doing several other things. She remarked laughing, "You can tell she's your third baby, can't you? Fourth" I replied softly, sort of half under my breath. She said, looking at me blankly. My heart sank. View my complete profile.

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Thursday, August 2, 2012. Where were you then? Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Where were you then? Women Who Get It. Its a strange world.

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Wednesday, July 30, 2014. Once again you have sent me a gift. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Women Who Get It. Its a strange world.

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A Little Bit Lost: April 2009

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A Little Bit Lost. Very lost actually.after my darling boy was born still at 29 weeks. Saturday, April 18, 2009. A drawing.from a photo.the one that I got for Xmas.of my most beautiful beloved first son Noah. I have never before showed you an image of my sweetheart. Then a photo of Morgan at about 2-3 weeks old.we (my husband, parents etc) could not believe how similiar they are. They look so peaceful and sleepy. My god even now. I just skip the sad bits and pretend all is good. Is there anybody OUT THERE.

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A Little Bit Lost. Very lost actually.after my darling boy was born still at 29 weeks. Tuesday, November 2, 2010. Time flys when you miss someone. Another year missing, wondering, wishing. Happy 3rd birthday my beautiful boy. No words just tears. Happy 3rd Birthday little Noah man. So much love to you Ange, as you pass another year without him. November 3, 2010 at 9:42 AM. Remembering Noah with you today. Im so sorry for the loss of your special child. November 3, 2010 at 12:59 PM. The story so far.

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Missing Micah: December 2008

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How very softly you tiptoed into my world. Almost silently, only for a moment you stayed. But what an imprint your footsteps have left upon my heart. Wednesday, December 17, 2008. Imagine now how terrified i was when I stood in my work washroom yesterday with a positvie 'First Response' pregnancy test in my hand . Just for the record we have not been trying but we haven't been the best at the not trying either and i guess after 1 year and 2months.well.you know. YesAm I scared out of my mind? I have read ...

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a charmed life?: March 2010

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Do not judge by mere appearances; for the light laughter that bubbles on the lip often mantles over the depths of sadness, and the serious look may be the sober veil that covers a divine peace and joy. Wednesday, March 10, 2010. The end of the line. It kinda feels like the end of the pregnancy line, if you know what i mean. i'm there; i've arrived. And YES, there will be pictures.but probably not soon. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. The end of the line. Or so we thought.

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a charmed life?: January 2010

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Do not judge by mere appearances; for the light laughter that bubbles on the lip often mantles over the depths of sadness, and the serious look may be the sober veil that covers a divine peace and joy. Friday, January 1, 2010. It's been so long that i almost forgot my sign-in. seriously, i sat here and mentally tried different words until i remembered. it describes the best state i could've hoped to achieve with a dead baby. And ran off screaming across the cemetery. her other daughter ran off after ...

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What do you say? | Grief is a journey...

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Grief is a journey…. 124; Comments RSS. What do you say? Posted on February 7, 2008. What do you say to the child that you were never supposed to see die? What do you say to the child that today is STILL supposed to be with you. What do you say to the child that you honestly believe saved your Father’s life. What do you say to a miracle. I wish someone knew, because I sure don’t. Laquo; Baby #2, or #4? On February 7, 2008 at 3:43 am. On February 7, 2008 at 3:45 am. On February 7, 2008 at 11:28 am. Forget...

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Grief is a journey…. 124; Comments RSS. Posted on March 8, 2008. It’s been a really tough week for reasons that I was going to get into with this post, but this afternoon I found out some heartbreaking news about a blogger that I read. I found Natalie. Here’s a candle in the hopes that she and her family can heal from this. 124; 1 Comment. Still Passing Open Windows. The Unlucky 20 Percent. Create a free website or blog at WordPress.com.

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