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Layout Fallen Angel Designs. Sunday, August 27, 2006. August has come and as its last days poured down and left me cold, i felt the warmth, as if you cried and i swam in a river of your tears. I can hear the Beachboys, and Oasis, as I relive the days when you were around. You were sculpted to be an almost perfect being, your career, your humor, your sensitivity. But you left, and laced me with doubt. Do i respect you? You made her light up, yet, she was the other woman. What am I to make of you? He has a...
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Layout Fallen Angel Designs. Wednesday, February 28, 2007. I remember feeling all depressed reading about Dorian Gray and Lord Henry. I KNOW its all fiction but the author had some great insights to love, deceit, warmth, innocence, and cold. His life was by itself, a story of love, deceit, warmth, innocence and cold. Its no wonder his book was so precise. Those are the kind of books worth reading. In fana's words. "I'm just saying BAHHH.". Erdi last confessed at 4:32 AM. Tuesday, February 27, 2007. I am ...
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Layout Fallen Angel Designs. Friday, February 24, 2006. He feeds on my sanity,. A murderer i long to crucify. Stabbing me slowly,. I'm almost numb to this. I present him with satisfaction,. For he longs to see me bleed. I gave him my pride,. And he grins wickedly. I prayed for the chains to be broken,. So i can run free. Yet now that its broken,. I fear i cannot run. I beg the evil to take me in his arms,. And i am worthless now. For i gave up all,. For the one who despises me most- erdiana. For we are c...
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Layout Fallen Angel Designs. Thursday, March 30, 2006. Quite a while ago, my little cousin was asking me why i didn't want to play with her. i answered, 'i'm sad' to see how she would react. she replied, 'you want me to make some milk for you? I wish it was as simple as that, my little darling. But then again, milk sounds good. coke sounds better. A child's mind: 1) i want the car FULL STOP. An adult's mind: 1) i want the car ride. BUT 2) is it convenient for you? Need sleep. laters. For example, the oth...
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Layout Fallen Angel Designs. Thursday, November 29, 2007. Because, i'm breaking down, and i can't do much about it. i need a pair of strong hands to lift me up, so don't beat me down. and then again, i find myself staring out at the moon, and painting a mental picture of a happier day. 22 years, and that wish of being happy hasn't been granted. yet. Erdi last confessed at 12:04 AM. Get awesome blog templates. Like this one from BlogSkins.com.
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Layout Fallen Angel Designs. Thursday, April 27, 2006. Since i've been indoors in the daytime, for what seems like ages now, i've been re-reading my old novels, and i've just finished 'the five people you meet in heaven' for the 7th time. could use a couple of new books from borders, but i shan't distract myself. my exams are in a little more than 3 weeks time. There's a reason why they call it fiction. Erdi last confessed at 1:45 PM. Tuesday, April 25, 2006. Fear of not being scared. John used to sing m...
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Layout Fallen Angel Designs. Friday, December 29, 2006. So my resolution for 2007, no emotional barriers. its all about the material. Fuck 06, lets not get fucked by 07. Erdi last confessed at 12:35 AM. Monday, December 25, 2006. Then again, everyday was like christmas back then. my cousins and i had a massive collection of polly pockets. we made sure the tiny dolls were standing upright before we closed the little box. nowadays the kids just swallow them. sad. Pick up the paper and the trash. The though...
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Layout Fallen Angel Designs. Tuesday, May 30, 2006. An ode to my insatiable hopes. Far away in what could be so picturesque. Look up in the painted skies for what you desire. Cry to the ground when its all just a pathetic dream. The swollen fists thats beaten up to too much failure. The heavy eyes thats cried out to too much disappointment. The shattered heart that has stopped pumping with more adrenaline. You're just a lifeless body stumbling, waiting for a rebirth. So the rush and adrenaline comes back.
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Layout Fallen Angel Designs. Wednesday, January 31, 2007. Twofortyone probably in dreamland, and i'm here with a pair of socks and a jacket to keep me warm, in a not-so-cold weather. i should be studying, and just as i was about to post something up, i realise, i really should be studying now. And i swear if i hear anymore about panadols, vitamin c and the doctor, i will shoot myself in the head. ;). Erdi last confessed at 3:35 PM. Tuesday, January 30, 2007. Just you and me. Monday, January 29, 2007.
