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The Susie: Rain. (really?)
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Thoughts of a young, widowed mom. Death, cancer, love, motherhood. Wednesday, April 30, 2014. I just want to paint myself. Of a dark dark day. Red and pink myself into. And if my hard is someone else's fantasy. Then give me someone else's hard. Wednesday, April 30, 2014. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Book #2, out now! Always By My Side. SUS INTERVIEW on BlazeTV! ABMS and Military Support. View my complete profile. Sus on BlogTalk Radio. Cousin Love and Blues. Http:/ www.jasongroupp.com/.
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The Susie: A
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Thoughts of a young, widowed mom. Death, cancer, love, motherhood. Thursday, June 19, 2014. Alan Always In My Heart. Adam Right Beside Him. Alan knew he'd someday Appear,. But perhaps because of my broken heart,. Whatever it is or was he planned. To know me,. He knew there was a Little Girl. Who also needed holding. So then came Adam,. With a heart and arms. Gave himself to both of us. As if he always knew. And though the Ache. For October Alan will never go away,. I thank him for Our Adam.
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The Susie: Long. Live. Love. (Soaring Spirits)
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Thoughts of a young, widowed mom. Death, cancer, love, motherhood. Monday, February 9, 2015. Long Live. Love. (Soaring Spirits). Finally made it -. Camp Widow it's called, special place, special people -. Air rich with understanding,. Hallway conversations with unnamed people -. How easily I identify with instant tears. Our hearts are all indelibly linked. Never thought my first visit would be to share my own approach to honoring. But I did it. And it felt good, so good,. While always glancing back.
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The Susie: SpringTime.
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Thoughts of a young, widowed mom. Death, cancer, love, motherhood. Saturday, April 4, 2015. Winter's gradually giving in,. Still straining to chill, fighting for time,. With gasps of raindrops and wind. But Spring will win, any day. Thankfully, we got a dose of sun. A visit to Ca. softened our shoulders,. Lily got to see her Grandpa,. Over eighty years between the two. So much love I feel between them,. She can't know -. But still searches for,. The other night she slipped me a note,. I know that need,.
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The Susie: July Day. (Hanging On)
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Thoughts of a young, widowed mom. Death, cancer, love, motherhood. Tuesday, July 15, 2014. July Day. (Hanging On). Is this about Daddy or what? She said, climbing into the car. Half to herself, as she buckled herself in. And off to an exhibit we went. So grown up, my Casual Child. Just an afternoon jaunt. Not about anyone, really. But in from the outside's hot, close, ocean air. There was a small cool room, with quiet images,. Watching from the walls. And opposite, Patti read to him, graveside, in the sun.
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The Susie: April 2015
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Thoughts of a young, widowed mom. Death, cancer, love, motherhood. Saturday, April 4, 2015. Winter's gradually giving in,. Still straining to chill, fighting for time,. With gasps of raindrops and wind. But Spring will win, any day. Thankfully, we got a dose of sun. A visit to Ca. softened our shoulders,. Lily got to see her Grandpa,. Over eighty years between the two. So much love I feel between them,. She can't know -. But still searches for,. The other night she slipped me a note,. I know that need,.
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The Susie: Cousin Love & Blues
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Thoughts of a young, widowed mom. Death, cancer, love, motherhood. Wednesday, April 23, 2014. Cousin Love and Blues. Lily's Cousins breezed into town. Their dad in tow,. Our house was instantly full. Blankets, pillows, sheets carpeted the floors. For a week our tiny home was crowded with family. Never imagined my brother and I would get to see our children play. Siblings For a Week,. Lily got her fix. Though she could never get enough of those two,. Like adjectives, those two. Hugs and more hugs,. Subscr...
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The Susie: May 2015
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Thoughts of a young, widowed mom. Death, cancer, love, motherhood. Friday, May 15, 2015. Sometimes I need just a bit more light. A boost, a bump, a gentle push. It's usually the sun that saves me, ushers me along. Can't help but make a bee-line toward the gleam -. Love to sit on a stoop beneath it,. Rush toward its shine on the seat of a bus. My own musical chairs. To sit on it,. To be within it. Its warmth reminds me, reassures me,. Mother's Day was sweet. The One that shadows on. The sun is fire. Stead...
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The Susie: August 2015
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Thoughts of a young, widowed mom. Death, cancer, love, motherhood. Tuesday, August 4, 2015. I'd find love again,. It'd happen like this. Away went the dreams. Had hoped for,. She stuck with me, and together, we forge. And now, with Adam,. Makes me smile as I write. Love the company, the play,. The backseat singing,. The take turn arguing,. The no-tech bartering,. The can't sleep annoying,. The mealtime talking,. The hotels and motels,. Lakes and pools,. And aunts and uncles and grandparent sharing.
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The Susie: Four
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Thoughts of a young, widowed mom. Death, cancer, love, motherhood. Tuesday, August 4, 2015. I'd find love again,. It'd happen like this. Away went the dreams. Had hoped for,. She stuck with me, and together, we forge. And now, with Adam,. Makes me smile as I write. Love the company, the play,. The backseat singing,. The take turn arguing,. The no-tech bartering,. The can't sleep annoying,. The mealtime talking,. The hotels and motels,. Lakes and pools,. And aunts and uncles and grandparent sharing.
