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36 turn on a dime | ambivalent obsessions
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Musings from an emotional vampire. About the freak that is me. Mixin’ it up old school. 37 physical pain →. 36 turn on a dime. March 2, 2010. Holy fuck this is madness. Just writing that little bit there has exhausted me, i’m so tired i could fall asleep right now.). Why did i care so much? I’m an idiot. it’s just facebook. i need to take a break from it so i think i’ll leave one last miserable post and try my best not to go there. will my paranoia climb or dissapate? Will curiosity get the best of me?
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38. sleepy | ambivalent obsessions
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Musings from an emotional vampire. About the freak that is me. April 27, 2010. I am over the hump, the worst of this episode. i think. i am tired, worn out, exhausted. right now i want to sleep more than anything but my house is making strange noises. it is pouring rain outside and something keeps hitting a window? Staying up again because i hear noises, some real, some imagined. This entry was posted in anxiety. Things that make me feel like crap. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here.
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ambivalent obsessions | musings from an emotional vampire | Page 2
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Musings from an emotional vampire. About the freak that is me. Newer posts →. 31 one month and 5 drafts later. July 26, 2009. I can’t seem to finish any posts lately. I start something and end up running into one of several brick walls that are in my life right now. Lack of writing mojo (somtimes I really hate that word – it’s a bit too overly used Hollywood – but it’s all I can think of) . I’m not sure if it is the meds or if I’m just having writer’s block. My child needs my attention. So… pretty ...
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37. physical pain | ambivalent obsessions
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Musings from an emotional vampire. About the freak that is me. 36 turn on a dime. 38 sleepy →. March 7, 2010. Complaints. as usual. This entry was posted in bipolar i. Things that make me feel like crap. 36 turn on a dime. 38 sleepy →. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out.
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mixin’ it up old school | ambivalent obsessions
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Musings from an emotional vampire. About the freak that is me. 36 turn on a dime →. Mixin’ it up old school. February 27, 2010. That’s the old school part. the mixin’ it up part sucks ass. big time. I have a ton of digestive issues – sorry). patterns of numbers give me comfort in times of pain. How could i do this? I needed to go to the hospital but that thought scared the shit out of me. what drugs would they give me? Would they make me talk? This entry was posted in bipolar i. 36 turn on a dime →.
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so anyway…. | ambivalent obsessions
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Musings from an emotional vampire. About the freak that is me. Mixin’ it up old school →. February 23, 2010. Another year, another mixed state episode. oh yay, what joy. not. Yes thank you for entertaining my kid while I go hide in my quiet space for 2 – 3 hours. Yes, that would be because I am a crazy lady, not because I am working or anything. Anyway, I’m in a full-blown mixed state, bipolar i and we are discussing triggers related to my ocd (tendencies? This entry was posted in bipolar i.
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33. back again | ambivalent obsessions
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Musings from an emotional vampire. About the freak that is me. 32 fighting & falling. So anyway…. →. September 19, 2009. Why am i still freaking here? I just turned 40. fuck. i hated and still hate everything about that. i always thought that i would be dead by the time i was 34. either that or i would live until i was over 100 like my grandmother is right now. weird choices eh? I have no idea what to do. This entry was posted in bipolar ii. And tagged bipolar ii. 32 fighting & falling. 36 turn on a dime.