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The Sugar Mattress: June 2013
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Sunday, June 30, 2013. He pulls his weight, and then some. Despite having been raised by the two most clueless parents on earth, he is shaping up to be a respectful, thoughtful, and patient man. Maybe he's not a straight A student.that's because he doesn't fit into such a broken, militant school system. Maybe he uses a swear word now and then.that's because he realizes that the power of words is much greater than their censorship. He's a typical teenager. And he isn't. He's a goddamn miracle. The people ...
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The Sugar Mattress: November 2014
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Monday, November 3, 2014. My Great Mommy (Guest post by Kelsey). Our daughter has decided she has things to say, and looks forward to hearing the things you have to say about the things she has to say. I has a proud 3. My mommy is the best person I know. [Except when she's mad.Then she is the second best person I know.] I love her. We have awesome times together. And on my 6th birthday,When we went to "Chukey Cheese". Instead of a bacon and eggs breakfast, we had pepproni pizza.It was a fun time.
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The Sugar Mattress: April 2015
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Friday, April 3, 2015. Nothing to read. Just an interesting picture. I don't have anything to say, other than I find the physical manifestations of mental illness to be fascinating. This is me, two days apart. I hope you're all well and safe. Wednesday, 4-1-15 Friday, 4-3-15. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Click here to find me on Facebook! I'm all marshmallowy, and my damned tiara doesn't fit well at the moment. A very extroverted introvert.an extremely bottled up free spirit. View my complete profile.
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The Sugar Mattress: July 2014
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Tuesday, July 8, 2014. This post contains detailed descriptions of episodes of anger and self harm related to Borderline Personality Disorder. A short, but graphic example of the thought processes and actions that accompany my specific episodes. There are no photographs or videos attached, just text. Please keep yourselves safe. I am doing the same. 3. Something small. Some perceived injustice that lights the flame. And then it happens. SANCTION. SANCTUARY. SECRETARY. TERRA COTTA.". Clang clang zip. ...
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The Sugar Mattress: October 2014
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Wednesday, October 15, 2014. Boyfriend. He does not yet have a name here. I don't want to name him here just yet. Let's call him "William." After my grandfather and my uncle, who are two of the most warm-hearted and loving people you'll ever know, with just a splash of wicked humor and a lot of reserved spunk. He listens to me recount the events of my life, and most often shakes his head in disbelief. "Jesus, what did they do to you? You've overcome so much.". And in this past year with him, I have begun...
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The Sugar Mattress: January 2015
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Tuesday, January 6, 2015. August 11, 2014". I'm having a shitty week, full of symptoms that won't go away. I am suspicious and irritable, and I have reached that miserable point where I hate everyone, including myself, and I am convinced I will never leave my house again, because having panic attacks in public is total, total bullshit. And then I stopped. I don't need to do that. I'm better than that. I don't belong in that shit pile. I never did. Five months, fuckers. Pieces. Pieces of cake. I am a dick.
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The Sugar Mattress: Nothing to read. Just an interesting picture.
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Friday, April 3, 2015. Nothing to read. Just an interesting picture. I don't have anything to say, other than I find the physical manifestations of mental illness to be fascinating. This is me, two days apart. I hope you're all well and safe. Wednesday, 4-1-15 Friday, 4-3-15. May 29, 2015 at 9:16 AM. This picture speaks volumes (and is stunning at the same time). Its literally worth a thousand words. May 29, 2015 at 10:03 AM. Thank you, Cary :). Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile.
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The Sugar Mattress: My Great Mommy (Guest post by Kelsey)
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Monday, November 3, 2014. My Great Mommy (Guest post by Kelsey). Our daughter has decided she has things to say, and looks forward to hearing the things you have to say about the things she has to say. I has a proud 3. My mommy is the best person I know. [Except when she's mad.Then she is the second best person I know.] I love her. We have awesome times together. And on my 6th birthday,When we went to "Chukey Cheese". Instead of a bacon and eggs breakfast, we had pepproni pizza.It was a fun time. Etherea...
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The Sugar Mattress: March 2014
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Thursday, March 13, 2014. So much fuckery has kept me away from my precious keyboard, and busy with shitty tasks that turned writing into kind of "a thing I do when I need to remember to buy more toilet paper.". I'm getting a divorce. Our two-decades-long relationship is finally over. And it's wonderful. And I hate it. And every possible emotion in between. I miss him. He was not good to me, and he'll tell you that. Or maybe he won't. Today I think he might. And I don't miss him. And I met someone. View ...