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My broken heart...: January 2009
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Tuesday, January 20, 2009. 2008 is now just a memory, weather it be good or bad everything is now just a parcel of our life, a part that completes the cycle of good and bad and a memory that will last forever. Every year we are given a blank paper, and as the year progresses we write our life through our experiences in it, some will be written in pure black ink and will be remembered forever and others will be forgotten and will just be a blotch of ink in our paper. I know i am still trapped in the middl...
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My broken heart...: April 2009
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Tuesday, April 21, 2009. I haven't tasted any alcohol today, I don't know if that's good news or what, but i just cant keep off thinking about what happened last night. Was that some kind of sick joke? I came home early today trying to ward off that silly incident and remembered i haven't had dinner yet. I opened my cup board only to find it empty, I really have to go shopping tomorrow or ill end up in another restaurant for my dinner. Tuesday, April 21, 2009. Monday, April 20, 2009. I was on the bar wit...
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My broken heart...: Bottoms up my Friend...
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Thursday, April 16, 2009. Bottoms up my Friend. I'm back into drinking again, and this time there's no such thing as moderation, it's more like drink all you can, drink as fast as you could, the faster you get drunk the faster you sleep. Preach about things alcohol will do to my health, I already know that but i need to forget and the fastest way to forget is to get drunk and sleep soundly as possible. It is so easy for you to say, "Get a Life", but do you have a guide on how? Bottoms up my friend. In vi...
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My broken heart...: February 2009
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Saturday, February 28, 2009. I just lost an Angel. I want to talk to her and ask why she has to leave, but i don't know how, I have so many questions but i know all these will remain unanswered. I just hope she is happy wherever she may be. I hope she is waiting for me, . I just lost an angel but i know that same angel is watching over me. Saturday, February 28, 2009. Saturday, February 7, 2009. Goodbye Lulay, My bestfriend. Am i too bad that people i love and care have to leave me? I want to dedicate th...
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My broken heart...: May 2009
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Monday, May 4, 2009. Well, no more drinking over the top. Footiam said, "Hey, what happen last night seems like fun. If only you don't have too much vodka and know what happened! And well, yeah i guess that makes sense. But i am still clouded with guilt and shame, i am not that kind of guy and i think changing ones view on some things is not easy as it seems. But i am getting ready to make one more try, and hope i wouldn't be too scared to make a move. Wish me luck. i need it! Monday, May 04, 2009. A fri...
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My broken heart...: Direction...
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Sunday, April 19, 2009. Another week gone and wasted, and another one about to start, but i am still having a hard time coping up with the headache i had from too much drinking vodka last night. I usually don't have any hangover after drinking but i remember i had different mix of alcohol last night and that should have cause my head to ache. But that's alright, i had been asleep all day, but the problem is will i be able to sleep tonight. Sunday, April 19, 2009. April 19, 2009 at 8:56 PM. View my comple...
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My broken heart...: for me..
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Tuesday, April 21, 2009. I haven't tasted any alcohol today, I don't know if that's good news or what, but i just cant keep off thinking about what happened last night. Was that some kind of sick joke? I came home early today trying to ward off that silly incident and remembered i haven't had dinner yet. I opened my cup board only to find it empty, I really have to go shopping tomorrow or ill end up in another restaurant for my dinner. Tuesday, April 21, 2009. If you had rice, you could have made stir fr...
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My broken heart...: wish me luck...
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Monday, May 4, 2009. Well, no more drinking over the top. Footiam said, "Hey, what happen last night seems like fun. If only you don't have too much vodka and know what happened! And well, yeah i guess that makes sense. But i am still clouded with guilt and shame, i am not that kind of guy and i think changing ones view on some things is not easy as it seems. But i am getting ready to make one more try, and hope i wouldn't be too scared to make a move. Wish me luck. i need it! Monday, May 04, 2009. I had...
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My broken heart...: happy yet empty
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Sunday, June 14, 2009. Life is full of happiness, you don't have to look far and wide, you just have to open your eyes so you may see. Laugh out loud, have party all night, be happy, but is the happiness reaching your heart? Or it just simply pass and never touches it? Happiness is not just laughing, partying with girls and having lots of sex but with pleasures of the heart and by the hearts pleasures in order to feel true happiness. Am i making sense? Sunday, June 14, 2009. June 16, 2009 at 11:02 AM.
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My broken heart...: November 2008
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Thursday, November 13, 2008. The emptiness in my heart is growing faster and heavier. I don't know how to stop it and i don't know if it will end. I think i tried all things to make it stop and live again, unfortunately the emptiness is slowly drowning me. The past few months was great. I learned to go out and had some party. I even smiled and laughed my heart out, but then it stopped living again. I am feeling lost and empty. I feel as if there's no more hope. As if my heart is saying "I've seen that!