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raindrops on roses: 22.05.2012
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Tuesday, May 22, 2012. The past few days seem to have just lasted forever, i find myself hanging around, watching the clock waiting for the next time i am 'allowed' to eat, which is never much anyway. restrictive, small 'meals' (snacks). I don't really know where to go from here. if i keep going the way i am, i will end up back in hospital, but i know that won;t be for a while because i won't let it happen, or, i can turn this around and quit doing what i am doing and quite frankly, wake up to myself.
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raindrops on roses: 12.11
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Friday, December 23, 2011. 2 days until the big day! I'm actually kind of, sort of feeling a little bit festive which is so ODD for me, but i'll just go with it for now, how weird haha! Read that. . If only it were that easy! My gp appointment went quite bizarrely. I was in his room for roughly 2 minutes TOPS, had my obs done etc. And then we spoke of admission and he said he would get onto my psychiatrists' rooms to attempt to bring my appointment forward. So i let, not knowing how to feel. I have anoth...
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Struggle | K-tea Time
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It's time to take control of my life, and live being healthy and happy! It’s K-Tea Time! November 13, 2010. Thank you so much for the good luck wishes on my last post. You all never fail to amaze me with the support you always give whenever I need it! This may be triggering so please don’t read if you think it may hurt you). I hate to be so negative and to admit that I am hurting this bad. But I really need support. There is a tiny little bit of me deep deep down that knows I still want to get be...8230;...
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Running towards Recovery: Visible (Holiday) Progress
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And there was a new voice which you slowly recognized as your own, that kept you company as you strode deeper and deeper into the world, determined to do the only thing you could do - determined to save the only life you could save. Tuesday, December 25, 2012. 3 Christmases ago I started dieting. 2 Christmases ago I was recovering from anorexia, but still severely restricting. Last Christmas I binged until I wanted to puke. I am a happier person; I am a better person. I love who I am. Keep up the good an...
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About | Discoveringsoph's Blog
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This is where I come up short. I am Sophie, a 17 year old currently drifting through life in unpredictable England. I enjoy reading, riding my bike, singing and JuJitsu. 3 responses to “. August 26, 2010 at 5:28 pm. Thanks for stoping by my blog! I will have to start following yours, I am sure we can offer eachother support (and em.commiseration at times? Plenty of time to turn your “mess” into your “message.”. SO jealous of your bike, Lady. November 24, 2010 at 1:23 am. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. You a...
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Guilt | Discoveringsoph's Blog
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Where have you been? June 19, 2011 · 11:17 pm. Following a meal plan, guilt. Not following the meal plan, distressed family, guilt. Having a better weekend, guilt. Having a bad weekend, Ruining it for everyone, guilt. Gaining weight, guilt. Not gaining weight, disappointed family, guilt. Dressing nicely, guilt. Not dressing nicely, feeling worse, guilt. Dealing with some guilt by dressing nice. Where have you been? 4 responses to “. June 20, 2011 at 6:28 am. Im so sorry love! Keep ur head up! 8220;You se...
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Where have you been? | Discoveringsoph's Blog
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July 17, 2011 · 5:43 pm. Where have you been? I haven’t fallen off the end of the world, time hasn’t stopped and the end of the world is not close. I don’t think I could recap everything that has been happening recently, nor would you have the time or patience to read it. I went away for a week without my parents. A whole week with 7 of my best friends, full of sunshine and laughter. Who am I now? 7 responses to “. Where have you been? July 17, 2011 at 6:29 pm. July 17, 2011 at 6:39 pm. You need to do it...
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Discoveringsoph's Blog | Just another WordPress.com site | Page 2
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Newer posts →. June 8, 2011 · 11:42 am. Clouds mapping how I feel-the darkness taking over the light. Yes But is the life I am living right now any less scary? I want to be the best doctor I can possibly be, I want to have insight and empathy, strength, courage and determination. And it all must come from inside. The gorgeous dog I am walking. Love you all x. May 29, 2011 · 11:16 pm. End of an era. My leavers party bag. Lost my revs 'virginity'. 8220;I’m tired of being what you want me to be. Caught in t...
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Blank | Discoveringsoph's Blog
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Where have you been? August 18, 2011 · 11:27 pm. I didn’t get into University. My world is crashing. I am off to an inpatient facility in a matter of days. Yes, Life feels hopeless. Where have you been? 4 responses to “. August 19, 2011 at 2:03 am. Love😦 im so sorry. its not hopeless at all. you just have to take it one day at a time. please message/email me any time okay? You’re going to be fine xoxoxoxox. August 19, 2011 at 2:21 am. And it is about to get 100% better. That is a promise. Moves 'n ...