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not a blog: kist

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Sunday, December 21, 2014. The world fluctuates around me, as the machine keeps making those weird noises. my eyes get dark, as i lose my balance and i've been out of balance for a while. All this time, i knew it somehow. something somewhere misplaced. too much caring until now, for the things that didn't matter one bit. friendship. I won't care for you. i won't. i won't grow old in the place that damaged me this much and i most certainly won't die there. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).

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not a blog: the depth of self-delusion

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Saturday, November 22, 2014. The depth of self-delusion. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Show your love by subscribing and know when theres a new post. I can't seem to like capital letters. View my complete profile. The depth of self-delusion. Does she take it in the ass?

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not a blog: November 2014

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Saturday, November 22, 2014. The depth of self-delusion. Tuesday, November 4, 2014. Does she take it in the ass? Cause we all do sometimes. This was a common question back in the 90s or whatever. and i'm basing this on the assumption that most countries of the world are equally sick as turkey. I know i promised to complete my story but there were obstacles on the road, and if you know me a little, i suck at avoiding those. anyway, like anyone cared about the beginning of all things to end.

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not a blog: June 2014

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Tuesday, June 24, 2014. A change of seasons. There were no houses, there was nothing to claim. when you took a walk for hours, it would end up all the same, yet different. new. there was a constant change for the better and when you felt like lying on the greenest of grasses, the trees were kaleidoscopes. Thursday, June 19, 2014. Dead eyes see no future. what's dead is her heart i guess, rather than her eyes. they were the liveliest eyes i've seen in my entire life, so they better not die.

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not a blog: hello world

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Thursday, September 18, 2014. Long time no see. i kind of missed this place. my girly diary that no one reads, but still a pretty big deal for me because at times this is the only place that i can be myself. Honestly i'm not having the greatest of times lately but whenever i happen to see the light at the end of the tunnel, it turns out to be a freight train coming my way. and each time i become more hopeless. hetfield anyone? Yes it can. it exists right at the spot of a supposed bridge that connects...

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not a blog: troublemaker

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Friday, February 20, 2015. I believe i'm a magnet of stupidity. i'll go one step further and say i attract stupid like positive attracts negative. well, all in all these are all conspiracies. I sometimes think that my life is a movie, which i'll get to see when i die with all the people i've known all my life watching it beside me. i'm sure they will be like "what the fuck? Take now for example: who in their right mind sits in a darkened room all by himself on a friday night writing this shit of nonsense?

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not a blog: July 2015

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Friday, July 31, 2015. Hello blog. it's been a fucking while. it's good to see some people are still reading even though there wasn't anything new to read for the past 5 months. Maybe you noticed that my homepage is gone. it's gone because i decided not to pay for it anymore, the money they asked for it was ridiculous. however, i still have the domain. domain is a funny word. I have a terrible history with obligations. Fucking judgmental people. they are everywhere. don't they have a life? I'm gonna let ...

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not a blog: honor thy father

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Friday, July 31, 2015. Hello blog. it's been a fucking while. it's good to see some people are still reading even though there wasn't anything new to read for the past 5 months. Maybe you noticed that my homepage is gone. it's gone because i decided not to pay for it anymore, the money they asked for it was ridiculous. however, i still have the domain. domain is a funny word. I have a terrible history with obligations. Fucking judgmental people. they are everywhere. don't they have a life? I'm gonna let ...

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not a blog: does she take it in the ass?

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Tuesday, November 4, 2014. Does she take it in the ass? Cause we all do sometimes. This was a common question back in the 90s or whatever. and i'm basing this on the assumption that most countries of the world are equally sick as turkey. That's not the point however. now i feel like an author who ran out of ideas and can't produce anything good anymore. well, that might be the case but i haven't ran out of ideas, it's just that time chases my ideas away from me. I would love to say "shady's back bitches!

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not a blog: the beginning of all things to end - part I

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Friday, October 18, 2013. The beginning of all things to end - part I. Have you ever regretted anything. He asked me as we sat there and sipped our half-way beers. " don't worry, there are plenty of them. no need for baby sips, eh? I know, i know.". I replied. "just taking it slow tonight. you know? Yeah, whatever. as long as you keep going, it's fine. His dog was sleeping on the ancient carpet. where the fuck did he get all these stuff? Are you waiting for someone? He asked unwillingly. but i knew i...