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Saturday, October 18, 2003.
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Wednesday, July 16, 2003. It is Wednesday and I sit at the computer in the library thinking of decisions and the choices I never make. Today can be recounted in so many ways, but the ways that matter to me are the worst ways for me as well. A change, a shift, a paradigmatic scaling of brain cells into territories of the others and then I might be ready to read myself again. You have come to discover what you want;. What i want is not to want what isn't mine.'. Tuesday, July 15, 2003. You think too loudly...
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Tuesday, September 09, 2003. I walk on familiar ground as the tune becomes recognisable. I close my eyes and walk forward, because I know exactly where each step takes me. I breath the air, the sickly-sweet scent of ginger-grapefruit, because I need it to live. It seems paradoxical, somehow, that living is the end, the coda, the little bit more after the clashing of cymbals [or symbols], of this blog. Suching, my dear, if only you had a penis. Haha I'm kidding. Nyeh nyeh,. Shi bin ce corrunt! Understand ...