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Awful But Functioning: July 2011
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And other cynical, profanity-laced yet heartfelt responses to the death of my baby. Friday, July 29, 2011. I am Six(tween), Going on Seven(tween). This pretty much sums it up:. Are they too old for her? I didn't think they were when I bought them," I whispered to Mr. ABF, biting my lip. No, not separately, but together like that . . . ". Yes, she did that herself, and yes, the horse's hair DOES in fact look more well-groomed than her own. This surprises you, why? She burst into tears. Honey, what's wrong?
Awful But Functioning: May 2011
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And other cynical, profanity-laced yet heartfelt responses to the death of my baby. Tuesday, May 24, 2011. A Pessimist is Never Disappointed. Well, um, maybe sometimes. I'm writing about optimism/pessimism, positive/negative thinking, and finding that silver lining in the shit storm. Today, over on Glow in the Woods. Links to this post. Tuesday, May 3, 2011. But, well, eventually I did make that decision, and here I am a whole year later. It's been . . . odd. Truly joyful, but odd. Came very shortly afte...
Awful But Functioning: Birth Day, VII
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And other cynical, profanity-laced yet heartfelt responses to the death of my baby. Wednesday, February 12, 2014. Birth Day, VII. Seven years ago today, I gave birth to a baby girl. That sentence alone is the most surreal thing to write and read. And I joke (through tears) that my hands are full, too full, and god help us all when the small one starts travel sports too because I will remember this crazy as the good ol' relaxin' days of yore. I'm here. But I'm not. Remember me? I did buy flowers as I do a...
Awful But Functioning: Birth Day, V
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And other cynical, profanity-laced yet heartfelt responses to the death of my baby. Sunday, February 12, 2012. Birth Day, V. Goalies can train and learn to jump; but because of that crazy thing called gravity, it's harder to learn to fall fast. Ergo, shoot low. I sent them forth to run in circles and kick wildly and discuss the oeuvre of Justin Bieber. Bella complained the whole time, "But I don't like Fidgets! But until then her angel outfit will remain separate from the shoulder pads. (For the reco...
Awful But Functioning: August 2011
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And other cynical, profanity-laced yet heartfelt responses to the death of my baby. Wednesday, August 31, 2011. Where I save myself an hour and a C-note otherwise spent at my therapist's office. I will be the better, the bigger person. I will channel the general happiness and goodness that I feel most days into feeling better about these people. I will forget it all, wipe the slate clean, and forgive. I will forgive them, all of them, every last. I will find peace with this. I will let this wash over.
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Once In A Lifetime: October 2009
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Once In A Lifetime. Infertility and pregnancy loss from one man's perspective. Monday, October 26, 2009. Yeah, it's kind of like that. Walking the dog tonight, while S. is at class, I pass two little boys playing on Big Wheels. One of them says hello, I say hello back. He asks me if I'm Dennis the Menace. I tell him no. Then I ask him if he's. Dennis the Menace. This appears to stump him. Then he asks me "are you the Daddy of.". No I'm nobody's Daddy.". Posted by Cliff Evans. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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Once In A Lifetime: June 2009
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Once In A Lifetime. Infertility and pregnancy loss from one man's perspective. Sunday, June 21, 2009. For Jacob Rhys and Joshua Spenser, in loving memory on Father's Day. I miss you boys. I miss who you would have been and who you would have become. All I could give you was an end to suffering. Posted by Cliff Evans. Saturday, June 6, 2009. By Cormac McCarthy and a few DVDs. All of which happened to be horror movies. Which brings me to the topic of this post. Almost anything having to do with children fi...
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Once In A Lifetime: May 2009
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Once In A Lifetime. Infertility and pregnancy loss from one man's perspective. Tuesday, May 26, 2009. Mother's Day: A snapshot of different coping styles. CDE: "Jesus, why are you so snappy today? You're like 'hisssss, grrrrr.'". CDE:"Oh, yeah. I keep forgetting.". S: "So yeah, that. Posted by Cliff Evans. You know, like the stuff that gave S. dyskinesia and seizures. So, like, hold on one fucking minute. Is this the trade-off, then? Shit, two of my favorite vices are alcohol and video games, neither one...
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Once In A Lifetime: June 2010
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Once In A Lifetime. Infertility and pregnancy loss from one man's perspective. Thursday, June 24, 2010. Dust: In the wind, and elsewhere. Yeah, I took it a little personally. How could you tell? S pointed out an article in the NY Times. Instead, I get some sentimental crap about a dad who takes his daughter to a baseball game, talks some shit about The Natural. I have no fucking idea what any of this has to do with infertility. It's like reading a Thomas Kinkade painting. Posted by Cliff Evans. Father's ...
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Out with it all. | A Sucker for Gerbera's
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A Sucker for Gerbera's. Some words →. December 14, 2009 · 12:12 pm. Out with it all. I came across the phrase ’emotionally tired’ recently and that’s. Perfectly. If you’ve had a late night you can have a coffee, a nap – you know you’ll get it back together. If your emotions have had a battering well then you are strung out indefinitely and there’s no quick fix. Plus there’s the empathy thing. Do you get this? Of course before Kajsa I felt for people in difficult situations but now I. Some words →. Yes &#...
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Once In A Lifetime: June 2008
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Once In A Lifetime. Infertility and pregnancy loss from one man's perspective. Wednesday, June 25, 2008. How damaged is damaged enough? A few nights ago, I was watching a new episode of Intervention. Dan eventually meets a nice woman, and they have a child together, a boy whom they name Miles. Unfortunately, Miles is born at about 24 weeks and dies of a blood infection after a couple of weeks in the NICU. As Dan points out, the only time he got to hold his son was as he died. Posted by Cliff Evans. I'm s...
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Babymaking 101: Update on peri appointment
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It's not always as easy as you might think. The continuation of her journey as a new mom can be found at her new blog, Everything After. New to the blog? Read the backstory here. Tuesday, July 20, 2010. Update on peri appointment. My obg called and said a consult with the perinatologists would be covered. A follow-up ultrasound would not be. I wish she had left it at that. THAT's what I wanted, I quickly realized. To talk to people that. In any case, this has settled my decision, I am going to do the con...
Life without her: Jul 15, 2008
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Trying to figure out life after the death of my daughter, Kamryn Olivia born still at 20 weeks, February 15, 2007. Tuesday, July 15, 2008. This is going to be a little bit of rambling and) I know I've said this time and time again, but it's not. Why is it that teenage girls have babies just because they think it would be fun and people that want them can't? UGH I'm just so pissed off at the world. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Helping each other cope. AND THEN THERE WERE TWO.
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a charmed life?: September 2009
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Do not judge by mere appearances; for the light laughter that bubbles on the lip often mantles over the depths of sadness, and the serious look may be the sober veil that covers a divine peace and joy. Tuesday, September 22, 2009. In the one life that we've got. Where do we go from here. How do we carry on. I can't get beyond the questions. Clambering for the scraps. In the shatter of the collapsed. It cuts me with every could-have-been. Pain on pain on play, repeating. What of the wretched hollow. She r...
A Mending Heart: February 2010
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My Journey through this process has changed me in ways I never thought possible. Friday, February 19, 2010. There are times when I feel like Crappymom (for lack of a better name), when the house is a mess, one is throwing a tantrum, while the other is inconsolably fussy, and when Dh walks in the door there is no dinner. In these moments too I pause to think about what it would have been like with three. Probably not, but you never know I guess. So thinking like this gets me nowhere. It's just not fucking...
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Party of Six
Thursday, July 29, 2010. Wellthis second round of Do Nothing, Say Nothing didn't go quite the way I expected. I was just sure that this week was going to be fabulous. The kids were going to rock our world, because we weren't going to do or say anything, and they were going to show us how far they have come in the last 6 months. Ummyeah. Right. That fantasy ended pretty quickly. If they say "no," then I say, "What would you be willing to do? However, I figured that since it's DNSN and I can't order them a...
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That is NOT how you do business
That is NOT how you do business. Thursday, April 2, 2009. If I could offer men any advice. If I could offer business men, and men in general any advice, it would be-. Shave the back of your neck! Seriously, if you are working with anyone on a daily baisis, KEEP YOUR HAIR CUT. It grosses me out to no end. Tuesday, March 31, 2009. First Citizens, you get mad props. I was reissued all of my business cards. Apparently First Citizens had a breech, and immediately sent us all new ones. I got this VERY nice wom...
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Awful But Functioning
And other cynical, profanity-laced yet heartfelt responses to the death of my baby. Wednesday, February 12, 2014. Birth Day, VII. Seven years ago today, I gave birth to a baby girl. That sentence alone is the most surreal thing to write and read. And I joke (through tears) that my hands are full, too full, and god help us all when the small one starts travel sports too because I will remember this crazy as the good ol' relaxin' days of yore. I'm here. But I'm not. Remember me? I did buy flowers as I do a...
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Awful Childrens Tales | Tales for and about Awful Children
Skip to main content. Skip to secondary content. Tales for and about Awful Children. Hi, I’m still here. August 15, 2012. I actually have a Children’s Tale waiting to be recorded. I will try to get it on these here internets …. Tales are coming soon. January 4, 2012. There are tales and stories of various styles and origins coming your way. In a manner of speaking. I mean, ….
