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The Unbridled Rantings of a Jaded Idealist: October 2008

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The Unbridled Rantings of a Jaded Idealist. Self-indulgent, anonymous ramble. Wednesday, 22 October 2008. The loneliness came first. Ironic, isn't it? Introspection has taken over these days. My head has filled up with questions -. Will I be a good mother? Will I be able to breastfeed? Will my child love me when he becomes a teenager? Will he move far away and leave me here with the life I have set up almost solely for him? The darker questions are harder still. Have I done this too soon? My body and my ...

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The Unbridled Rantings of a Jaded Idealist: September 2008

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The Unbridled Rantings of a Jaded Idealist. Self-indulgent, anonymous ramble. Tuesday, 16 September 2008. From this Blog to God's Ears? Disclaimer: This blog is about religion. Maybe not religion, perhaps more about faith and power and families and all of the baggage that comes along with religion. I just think all things God need a warning these days. The fact that I believe the previous statement probably says more about how I feel about religion than this blog ever could. If I had a friend who was ope...

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The Unbridled Rantings of a Jaded Idealist: Adding 'Mother' to my List of Titles

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The Unbridled Rantings of a Jaded Idealist. Self-indulgent, anonymous ramble. Tuesday, 14 April 2009. Adding 'Mother' to my List of Titles. My absence can be explained in a word; or rather in a name - Milo. The fear can be overwhelming if explored too fully, and so instead I try to push it as far out of my mind as possible. 14 April 2009 at 21:01. I was amused that straightaway all your good intentions went west! 15 April 2009 at 13:49. 24 April 2009 at 22:51. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). I am an ...

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The Unbridled Rantings of a Jaded Idealist: February 2009

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The Unbridled Rantings of a Jaded Idealist. Self-indulgent, anonymous ramble. Wednesday, 25 February 2009. Is he afraid that a terrible diet and a lifelong battle with obesity will be the end of him? Does he think he is no longer of any use to his daughters now that they have grown up and built lives that he wasn't able to give them as children? And what about my mother - what fears are keeping her awake? Does she worry that her children will never forgive her for past indiscretions? But perhaps the thin...

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The Unbridled Rantings of a Jaded Idealist: Foundations

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The Unbridled Rantings of a Jaded Idealist. Self-indulgent, anonymous ramble. Wednesday, 12 December 2007. I suppose I should give background, everything makes more sense in a context. It is difficult to know what things about yourself are relevant to not only you, but to the rest of the world. Perhaps one might learn more about me through what I choose to reveal than the revelation itself. You write so eloquently. I look forward to reading your journey. 25 September 2008 at 20:36. Just Eat your Cupcake.

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The Unbridled Rantings of a Jaded Idealist: On being defensive

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The Unbridled Rantings of a Jaded Idealist. Self-indulgent, anonymous ramble. Wednesday, 25 February 2009. Is he afraid that a terrible diet and a lifelong battle with obesity will be the end of him? Does he think he is no longer of any use to his daughters now that they have grown up and built lives that he wasn't able to give them as children? And what about my mother - what fears are keeping her awake? Does she worry that her children will never forgive her for past indiscretions? But perhaps the thin...

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The Unbridled Rantings of a Jaded Idealist: December 2008

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The Unbridled Rantings of a Jaded Idealist. Self-indulgent, anonymous ramble. Monday, 15 December 2008. No long posts today. Just an acknowledgment. Today would have been Grace's. The baby I miscarried in April, due date. I have been dreading it weepily for weeks now, wondering exactly how one deals with such a day. Better to let it pass without incident? And feeling guilty if I have a moment of happiness on this day of quiet remembrance. Links to this post. Monday, 1 December 2008. The first factor is t...

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The Unbridled Rantings of a Jaded Idealist: November 2009

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The Unbridled Rantings of a Jaded Idealist. Self-indulgent, anonymous ramble. Thursday, 5 November 2009. Cliches are cliche for a reason - But that doesn't make me feel like less of an ass for using them. Ladies and gentlemen, I think that I am content. I think that I am finally satisfied. And buoyed myself with the comfort of self-awareness. Since then I have had plenty of happiness in my life, but until now I remained fairly convinced of the "epiphany" I had that night. But to quote the Monkees. If you...

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The Unbridled Rantings of a Jaded Idealist: The Un-birthday

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The Unbridled Rantings of a Jaded Idealist. Self-indulgent, anonymous ramble. Monday, 15 December 2008. No long posts today. Just an acknowledgment. Today would have been Grace's. The baby I miscarried in April, due date. I have been dreading it weepily for weeks now, wondering exactly how one deals with such a day. Better to let it pass without incident? And feeling guilty if I have a moment of happiness on this day of quiet remembrance. Happy birthday, grace. 15 December 2008 at 20:15. This post brough...