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Mars's chocolate bars: October 2006
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Thursday, October 19, 2006. In a few days, this sem will be over. In a few days, we can already relax. In a few days, we won't be seeing each other for a while. I have been in my most miserable life ever since damned Milenyo hit the country. I have been in my most vulnerable stater since God decided He wanted my Nanay to be with Him already. I have been in my most lost day since I've realized I wouldn't - couldn't see her anymore. I have been grieving. I have been looking forward to have my sembreak.
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Mars's chocolate bars: May 2005
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Sunday, May 08, 2005. Matagal na rin tayong hindi nagkikita. Matagal na panahon na rin tayong hindi nag-uusap. Siguro nakalimutan mo na'ko. Siguro binura mo na ako sa iyong isipan. Ano nga bang nangyari at nagkaganito tayo? Ang pathetic no, hanggang ngayon hindi ko alam. Hanggang ngayon iniisip ko pa rin. Hanggang ngayon apektado ako. Nakakaasar nga eh, kasi alam ko ikaw,. Wala ka nang pakialam. Sana katulad mo rin ako. Sana matutuhan ko ring gawin ang mga ginagawa mo. Sabihin mo nga sa akin,. Posted by ...
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Mars's chocolate bars: January 2006
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Sunday, January 22, 2006. To the Earth about your Moon. I love the Earth. It is colorful. He is my brother. But these days, I can sense that the Earth is having troubles inside himself. It is still the same cheerful and reliable Earth. The same "demi-god". Yet I can sense his loneliness. I can feel his pain. Why are you lost Earth? Don't you know that much of the beings of the Galaxy loves you? So what if your Moon doesn't care about your feelings? So what if the Moon is not aware of your importance?
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Mars's chocolate bars: June 2005
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005. Sa ating muling pagkikita. Ang buhay nga naman. Akala ko magsasalita ka na naman. Akala ko magsasalita na naman ako. Akala ko mapapangiti mo na naman ako. Akala ko ikaw uli ang kaharap ko. Pero hindi. Ang babaeng kaharap ko ay tahimik. Hindi makatingin sa akin. At ang babaeng kaharap ko ay lumihis ng daan - nang walang sinasabi. Himala. Oo nga, hindi ka nagsalita. Oo nga, hindi mo ako napangiti. Pero may isang bagay na nananatiling totoo. PLUMP ka pa rin. =p. Pakibaba ang kilay ko.
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Mars's chocolate bars: November 2006
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Wednesday, November 08, 2006. Old Photos, New Memories. I have this habit of looking through our old photographs at least once every week. I LOVE looking at old pictures. They give me that feeling of happiness and nostalgia. Last night, I rummaged through our boxes again and found pieces of old photos that I haven't seen before. Old pictures of my lolo and lola. Nanay, eventhough she really wanted to study, sacrificed and only finished grade two. But Tita said that she was impeccable at Math. Aba, talaga...
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Mars's chocolate bars: August 2005
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Monday, August 15, 2005. Icons of self indulgence. Just what we all need. Never was and Never will be. Have you no shame don't you see me. You know you've got. Look here she comes now. Bow down and stare in wonder. Oh how we love you. No flaws when you're Pretending. But now i know she. Never was and Never will be. You don't know how you've Betrayed. And somehow you've got. Where will you hide. Lost in your lie. I know the Truth. I know who you are. And i don't love you anymore. And somehow you've got.
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Mars's chocolate bars: December 2005
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Thursday, December 15, 2005. I saw one of Ashton Kutcher's movie a while ago, The Butterfly Effect. At first I was apprehensive, I know that it is a serious drama movie and I don't know if I can appreciate Ashton in heavy drama scenes. You know, I'm so used to him doing practical jokes on celebrities and not taking anything seriously - well, i don't know, maybe Demi's an exemption. Anyway, my desire to watch the movie overcame my doubts on Ashton's acting ability. And you know what?
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Mars's chocolate bars: July 2006
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Friday, July 14, 2006. The Commodity of Grief. Pinoys love drama so much. This is what i've realized as i looked at the pattern of successful shows on television. Watch a soap opera and you'll see that their formula is to cry their stars dry. It didn't matter if the story is crap and unrealistic, as long as the star can produce never-ending supply of tears, the producers can assure themselves a lot of commercials. Watch game shows and they'll give you the same story of their ill-fated lives.
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Of life and an angel: Sharing the pain
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Of life and an angel. I now dedicate this blog to my daughter, Anya, who is an angel who passed by our world. Wednesday, December 02, 2009. As of now, this is still my dream. Create the social landscape of spina bifida in the country - get the numbers, have support groups, do a paper . . . I hope our dear Lord will guide me through. This is for you Anya. What mommy does is for you. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Subscribe in a reader. Of life and an angel. View my complete profile. A letter of thanks.
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Mars's chocolate bars: September 2006
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Saturday, September 23, 2006. What you'e made of. Sometimes I can't help but wonder how God made us to be what we are. And sometimes I also wonder how can we be sure that it is for us. Obviously, I cannot bombard anyone just to ask this, (anyway, this would probably be a silly questions for them)and I don't want to torture my friends and family for they know how "difficult" I can be. So I tried to come up with answers to my own questions. People say that you are in charge of your own life. True. Somethin...