stefswindell.blogspot.com
Continually Seeking Him: Today is the Day.
http://stefswindell.blogspot.com/2014/10/today-is-day.html
Tuesday, October 14, 2014. Today is the Day. One of the things I am thinking about today is that half my life involved this man that now will no longer be connected to me. Yes, we will forever share kids and be in each other's life, but WE no longer will exist. It is strange. The person you have done life with for so long, to break that connection, it is a strange feeling. Yes, we were usually unhealthy and dysfunctional, but it is all we knew. It was US. I can't go back, and honestly I don't want to.
stefswindell.blogspot.com
Continually Seeking Him: Our lives on paper.
http://stefswindell.blogspot.com/2014/09/our-lives-on-paper.html
Monday, September 22, 2014. Our lives on paper. Today has been a hard day. Making final decisions regarding my life and my kids life is hard. Having our lives on paper sucks. Before this divorce, we were "free" to live a way we wanted without it told to us by the law or recorded on paper or a judge to sign off on. That is now all changing. And it sucks. This isn't natural. It is not the way God intended families to live. I hate it. Does that change the fact that it's happening? It may not be something im...
stefswindell.blogspot.com
Continually Seeking Him: Update On My Beautiful Mess.
http://stefswindell.blogspot.com/2014/10/update-on-my-beautiful-mess.html
Wednesday, October 1, 2014. Update On My Beautiful Mess. Things are pretty much the same. Divorce is not final yet, although we are getting very close. We have agreed on everything, just need to have signed papers delivered and court date set. Its a bitter sweet time, obviously. It is necessary, yet tragic. Life is messy. Have I said that? Well, it is. But it is a beautiful mess. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). I am a 37 year old (ouch! And a follower of Jesus Christ. Today is the Day. T - 24 hours.
stefswindell.blogspot.com
Continually Seeking Him: 2 weeks later...
http://stefswindell.blogspot.com/2014/10/2-weeks-later.html
Tuesday, October 28, 2014. Well it has been 2 weeks to the day since I got divorced. To say I have mixed emotions would be an understatement. The death of a family is hard. Hard. Nothing I ever wanted. But here it is. In the past. Raising kids alone is hard. Trying to heal their hurts when going through this myself is difficult. I miss the life of a wife and mom. Taking care of the house, errands, being a helpmeet. Focusing on my spouse and kids. Not if I met my goals, have enough parties boo...We are ca...
stefswindell.blogspot.com
Continually Seeking Him: Better
http://stefswindell.blogspot.com/2014/09/better.html
Monday, September 15, 2014. I feel like lately, things are getting better. Although I am almost scared to say that, just in case life happens and it crumbles again. Inevitably, that will happen, but I refuse to sit and wait for that with worry and fret. Instead I choose joy, growth, and friendships. Things are still hard. Nothing has gotten easier, per se. But I have gotten better. This is a beautiful thing. I have had moments of crying, screaming, asking why, ranting, feeling incredibly lonely and weary...
stefswindell.blogspot.com
Continually Seeking Him: 12/01/2012 - 01/01/2013
http://stefswindell.blogspot.com/2012_12_01_archive.html
Monday, December 3, 2012. My Scentsy (and LIFE) Story! I have felt a nudge to write my Scentsy story lately in hopes to help some that are thinking of joining AND to give GOD the glory, once again, for orchestrating it all in our lives. A week or so later, I hosted a Scentsy party. The consultant and her Director came and my house smelled fabulous! I loved the product, the problem was, NO ONE showed. So a little bit later, one friend showed up and ordered and that was it. Now, I need to stop here and int...
stefswindell.blogspot.com
Continually Seeking Him: Weekend of FUN.
http://stefswindell.blogspot.com/2014/10/weekend-of-fun.html
Tuesday, October 7, 2014. This past weekend was nothing less than amazing. I had a friend come in from out of state to stay with me. Thank goodness because it was only the second weekend without my kids and it is HARD to be here alone. I am not a fan. So Donna, my BFF from OK, came down Friday night and stayed until Sunday evening. It was a much needed weekend of FUN! After picking it out and coming home to put it on, we felt MUCH better in my room. It was peaceful. New. That evening we spent with my bes...
stefswindell.blogspot.com
Continually Seeking Him: 09/01/2014 - 10/01/2014
http://stefswindell.blogspot.com/2014_09_01_archive.html
Monday, September 22, 2014. Our lives on paper. Today has been a hard day. Making final decisions regarding my life and my kids life is hard. Having our lives on paper sucks. Before this divorce, we were "free" to live a way we wanted without it told to us by the law or recorded on paper or a judge to sign off on. That is now all changing. And it sucks. This isn't natural. It is not the way God intended families to live. I hate it. Does that change the fact that it's happening? It may not be something im...
stefswindell.blogspot.com
Continually Seeking Him: 11/01/2012 - 12/01/2012
http://stefswindell.blogspot.com/2012_11_01_archive.html
Thursday, November 15, 2012. We have had our shares of ups and downs, but in the end.this man is funny. Wherever he is, he makes people laugh. They love his raw honesty and sense of humor. I may not appreciate it as much as I used to, lol.but I am so glad I married a man who is funny. Life would be boring if not! The kids are beyond thrilled that he is home, sober, and loves them! Years ago.in the midst of our struggles, God had a plan. I thank God that He pulled us through that time. Although it cal...
