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InErKs' Box...: July 2013
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Nobody understands who I really am and I don't really care. View my complete profile. Monday, July 29, 2013. A little too late. I was feeling downhearted. and then Pink's "True Love" started playing on the radio. As in it played probably less than ten seconds after the conversation was cut. I listened to the lyrics. Sometimes I hate every single stupid word you say. Sometimes I wanna slap you in your whole face. There's no one quite like you. You push all my buttons down. At the same time, I wanna hug you.
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InErKs' Box...: April 2014
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Nobody understands who I really am and I don't really care. View my complete profile. Friday, April 25, 2014. Sometimes I think the universe is a non living thing which only becomes alive because scientists describe it with a thousands of mind boggling theories. They even use too many technical terms. and that's how the universe transforms into something that is existent and active. But really, is the universe as animated as it seems? Basing on the entries this past two years, I kept writing that I felt ...
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InErKs' Box...: October 2014
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Nobody understands who I really am and I don't really care. View my complete profile. Thursday, October 23, 2014. Ghost of the past. I am feeling melancholic. It was probably because of the book that I just finished reading. I did not like the way it ended. I found it tragic. It made me cry in a not so good way. I hate it when that happens. Now I'm regretting that I pushed myself to finish it. I feel so broken. So I'm blaming the book for my feeling sad. Yeah. it is the book's fault. I wish tomorrow will...
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InErKs' Box...: August 2014
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Nobody understands who I really am and I don't really care. View my complete profile. Saturday, August 09, 2014. Be still my heart. You have yet all the time to set free all your desolation. When you and I graze these dry lands. We'll savor all the pin prickles. Both vast and minute in intensity. We'll brave the unknown. Tear glands in check. Frozen hands protected from the heat rapidly turning to cold. Nothing much I can do for you now. For the suffering I brought upon you. It will be alright.
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InErKs' Box...: August 2013
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Nobody understands who I really am and I don't really care. View my complete profile. Monday, August 05, 2013. My only saving grace. I admit that I am not a holy person. I remember wanting to become a nun way back when I was younger, but I admit, I really did not know back then what I really wanted. I saw myself being a nun while taking care of sick people. I wanted to be a nun/nurse. I know it took years and so many lessons for my faith to mature, and it was hard to pray meaning all the words instead of...
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InErKs' Box...: June 2013
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Nobody understands who I really am and I don't really care. View my complete profile. Friday, June 28, 2013. That's where I am now. still. I had to think to myself why he thought most of the things I remembered seemed insignificant. It's just the way I am. So what if I can still remember the way he moved when we met down the hall. how my fingers had this spin-the-pen reflex when I am anxious because he was looking my way? Links to this post. Friday, June 21, 2013. I guess what some people say is true tho...
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InErKs' Box...: September 2013
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Nobody understands who I really am and I don't really care. View my complete profile. Thursday, September 19, 2013. A time to close my eyes. The truth, I find, is one the most scariest things in life. Sometimes it is a saber that tricks you into thinking that it would not pain you when it strikes. When it does hit you more than once, that would be the only time you'll realize that it still hurts, no matter how blunt you think it is. But for now. since everything just feels so crazy and I feel like cr...
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InErKs' Box...: July 2014
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Nobody understands who I really am and I don't really care. View my complete profile. Saturday, July 26, 2014. Current time: 4 minutes to 6 in the morning,UAE time. Naturally, I cried. The scene awoke a sensitive issue inside of me. How can dogs be so loyal? I honestly believe the owner could have gone for more than two years and nothing would have changed. The dog will faithfully wait. Buti pa ang aso marunong magantay. I,myself,feel like I could not wait anymore. Wait for what,you ask? I am waiting for...
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InErKs' Box...: December 2014
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Nobody understands who I really am and I don't really care. View my complete profile. Saturday, December 06, 2014. I guess despair, like happiness, could also come like a thief in the night. It is just so unexpected. Maybe because it's December and I am away from my loved ones. Or it may be because it's December but in this place I couldn't feel even a tiny spirit of christmas. Tonight is one of the saddest nights of my life. Today one of the loneliest days too. Links to this post. Life According to them.
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InErKs' Box...: Ghost of the past
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Nobody understands who I really am and I don't really care. View my complete profile. Thursday, October 23, 2014. Ghost of the past. I am feeling melancholic. It was probably because of the book that I just finished reading. I did not like the way it ended. I found it tragic. It made me cry in a not so good way. I hate it when that happens. Now I'm regretting that I pushed myself to finish it. I feel so broken. So I'm blaming the book for my feeling sad. Yeah. it is the book's fault. I wish tomorrow will...
