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Grin for Thin: November 2014
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Tuesday, 25 November 2014. Anyways I am doing heaps more cleaning today so hopefully will burn more calories. Well I cannot think of much else to write right now. Sunday, 23 November 2014. Just got to eat under 1000 calories today. Somehow I will make this happen. I am charging up my jawbone again so I can keep track of my movements. I graduate in a year and I would love to be under 100kgs even if its 99.9kgs I need to lose 40 kgs in a year, that's a lot can I do it? Saturday, 22 November 2014. Well I am...
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vice&&virtue: in which things go back to being not good
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In which things go back to being not good. Her name is Valentina. She can't be much older than I am. She looks like she should be seen between the pages of a magazine or on billboards or strutting down a catwalk. Definitely not sitting in this small, plain office. When she speaks, I find myself listening to her accent instead of her words. I can't quite place it. Russian maybe? She's not a Model though. She's my new Psychiatrist. I met my lunch goal 5 out of 7 days. My dietitian is very pleased. Myself r...
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vice&&virtue: the notebook
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Tomorrow is my first day of DBT, and I am panicking because I don't know if I should bring a notebook to write in or not. I was going to ask Molly on Monday, but she had to cancel on me. I could just bring one. But if no one else does, I'm going to feel so stupid. I can feel it already. That horrible shame creeping across my face. I'll feel the same way if I don't bring one and everyone else does. I had an appointment with the treatment center doctor last night. Oh, so, overeating? Now I'm both offended ...
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vice&&virtue: say you'll remember me
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Say youll remember me. My sentences are trailing off, skipping down rabbit holes. I am trying to write something because I want to write more, but I keep losing my thoughts. My thumb burns from holding the lighter wrong. Typical. Do you ever think about that girl who was obsessed with Hitler? I tell my fingers. What am I trying to say? God, I just realized this is sounding like a suicide note. But I am sad. Hopeless is the word I used in therapy. Many, many times. They say. Go here. It, but it doesn't.
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vice&&virtue: October 2014
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These words, down on paper. I never stop writing. I write as often as I breathe. There are pages and pages of words stuck in my head. I organize them into neat sentences and paragraphs, but my fingers never move. I am somewhere outside myself, watching, writing. I am writing the story of myself. Not always. Sometimes I am the protagonist. Sometimes the antagonist. But there are the times when I can't bear the weight of my own story, so I step aside and write. I want to give you an art project. My co-work...
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Grin for Thin: November 2012
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Sunday, 25 November 2012. Friday, 23 November 2012. Thursday, 22 November 2012. So fat I could die! This song describes my feelings for my ED. I know I am sick and I don't care. No matter what happens in life and who leaves me I always have my ED waiting for me. I take comfort in that. So will be going out dancing tomorrow so that will be fun and at least I know I should burn off everything I consume tomorrow by doing that. PS Has anyone on here experimented with negative calorie diets? Diary Of A Messed...
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Grin for Thin: May 2015
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Thursday, 28 May 2015. Well that is all I have for now. Wednesday, 27 May 2015. Tuesday, 26 May 2015. TOTAL (Cals in - out). Monday, 25 May 2015. I brought a new house plant today, it makes me feel happy and delicate, which I know sounds weird but it just does. I love plants and would like a property where I could have different types of gardens. Like an English cottage garden, Japanese garden and an epic fruit and vegetable garden. Sunday, 24 May 2015. Sorry for the downer post everyone. Last nights din...
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Grin for Thin
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Saturday, 25 July 2015. Well thats me for now. 26 July 2015 at 14:01. Haha, Im glad Im not the only one who blogs while exercising :P 30 minutes is definitely more than just at least something. Congrats on hitting another goal! 26 July 2015 at 15:54. Thanks Bella 😊. Its not much for me I usually sepend no less then an hour ar the gym. Ill try and put in a decent effort at the gym after classes today. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Just another soul struggling with body image and weight! Watermark t...
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vice&&virtue: living
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I miss writing here. I miss all of you lovely people. I'm tired of being afraid because it feels like all of my meaningful words have evaporated. I'm tired of being afraid that all I have left is superficial and shallow. I lost my job at the end of April, and it felt like a deep, cleansing breath of fresh air. This is the part where it would be easy to say, "and they all lived happily ever after.". But in real life, the chapters keep going. I get to work with people I want. To create. But I still lay...
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Grin for Thin: July 2013
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Friday, 26 July 2013. Thursday, 25 July 2013. Well I have to go get a blood test and ecg in the city soon so better go get ready. Wednesday, 24 July 2013. Tuesday, 23 July 2013. Well I better go and start studying. Monday, 22 July 2013. Well lost 3kgs so far so not a bad start. Made a whoops yesterday and misread the calorie count on a food item so ended having my 800 calorie day on my 600 calorie day. So today I will have my 600 day lol it is now the 2,4,8,6 diet for me. Well better go get ready poo!