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My Online Journal: October 2011
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Monday, October 17, 2011. The Story of PBoD. A fluffy bunny flopped his ears and ate. Nothing paid him mind as he frolicked amongst innocence and flowers. The darkness of the dirt didn't bother to contrast with the whiteness of his fur, because he was just so freaking cute. When your tail hole is a sumptuously swaying cottonball, you've got the whole world wrapped around it. By the would-be rescuer. The hook, I mean, the hoe! Well the hoe fell on the snake and the snake died. Hope you enjoyed it. Sociolo...
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My Online Journal: September 2011
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Wednesday, September 28, 2011. Let's Reverse Gender Roles for a bit. Keep in mind you haven't even asked the girl out yet, but LOL it's no big deal, right? What happens to those emotions and investments you made in preparation for her wishes? Links to this post. Wednesday, September 14, 2011. The latest movie perhaps? When was the last time you played as a rescuer or someone to be rescued? How many toys meant for pure fiction do you own? Links to this post. Saturday, September 10, 2011. Yesterday the ele...
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My Online Journal: Almost Forgot
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Sunday, February 19, 2012. Four years ago I was called to the front gate ("ECP1" - Entry Control Point) of Bagram for a VIP escort. I saw her standing there in a position I'll never forget. Ravaged? Why did I help strap her down? Why didn't I disobey my orders? Some memories deserve to be forgotten, no matter the cost. There are no words to respond with. February 19, 2012 4:39 AM. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). San Diego, CA, United States. View my complete profile.
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My Online Journal: Note
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Monday, October 08, 2012. The situation has gone beyond critical. "Suicidal ideation" was just the initial stages. I guess this is one of the many suicides notes I've already written in my mind tonight. I'm sorry is all I can think to say. What can describe this? Seek help they say. Well, fuckers, what haven't I tried yet? Any drug cocktail mixed with some type of group/individual in/out-patient therapy I haven't done? Did a new edition of the same book come out? November 08, 2012 9:00 PM.
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My Online Journal: The Story of PBoD
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Monday, October 17, 2011. The Story of PBoD. A fluffy bunny flopped his ears and ate. Nothing paid him mind as he frolicked amongst innocence and flowers. The darkness of the dirt didn't bother to contrast with the whiteness of his fur, because he was just so freaking cute. When your tail hole is a sumptuously swaying cottonball, you've got the whole world wrapped around it. By the would-be rescuer. The hook, I mean, the hoe! Well the hoe fell on the snake and the snake died. Hope you enjoyed it.
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My Online Journal: March 2013
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Saturday, March 16, 2013. Bull-fucking-shit. That's when I started laughing out loud, which was only just behind the smile that I wanted to have on when I first heard the news about the baby. They looked at me like I was nuts. Sadness instead of purposelessness. That an actual real event. Was sucking the energy from you, slipping motivation from under your feet, gnawing away at your self-esteem that you should be doing something about this but are unable to. How simple to understand! Links to this post.
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My Online Journal: October 2012
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Monday, October 08, 2012. The situation has gone beyond critical. "Suicidal ideation" was just the initial stages. I guess this is one of the many suicides notes I've already written in my mind tonight. I'm sorry is all I can think to say. What can describe this? Seek help they say. Well, fuckers, what haven't I tried yet? Any drug cocktail mixed with some type of group/individual in/out-patient therapy I haven't done? Did a new edition of the same book come out? Links to this post.
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My Online Journal: Bad Therapy is Bad
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Tuesday, November 13, 2012. Bad Therapy is Bad. I was told all of these things by my therapist today. There is so much more fucked up shit that he told me as advice, not to mention the emotional support I gave him to deal with his grief from his wife. It's funny that people are told to tell suicidal people to "seek help" when the help available is so full of shit. Think positive! You'll only not believe unless you choose to, then it's your fault. Fix yourself, you can do it! San Diego, CA, United States.
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My Online Journal: Happy Times
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Thursday, April 05, 2012. It's a shame I cannot trust their love because they don't understand me. If you're like me, no one will ever know you better than you know yourself. But you are not like me and you never can be, figure out your identity and let it ride out into maturity. Happy times will find you easy as anyone you see. Point being, you'll never live a life like me. And fuck, I'm awesome. I just a wrote a haiku. ;). Yes you are awesomely unique! April 24, 2012 7:50 PM. View my complete profile.