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something interesting: 03/01/2009 - 04/01/2009
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Saturday, March 28, 2009. Straining my eyes to see through the pouring rain. In a metal box hurtling down the freeway at 75, but not 80. Crooked shirts and shoulders. Mix tapes in french. The warmth of his body next to mine. Sweet scissors stabbing at my sanity. That intoxicating scent spreads my heart so thin. Links to this post. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Washington, United States. View my complete profile. When despair for the world grows in me. Rests in his beauty on the water,.
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something interesting: 03/01/2015 - 04/01/2015
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Saturday, March 07, 2015. The rollercoaster that God forgot to finish laying the track for". FUCK how I love that right now. If I could rewind to say THANK YOU for GETTING me, I would. If I could rewind to be that person again, in that time again, I would. In a heartbeat. Life just keeps going though. Sometimes I really do wish I could at least direct the god damned train car a little. At least. Seriously. We will all survive this, right? Links to this post. Has this hell been passed on forever? When des...
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something interesting: Starting a garden....
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Sunday, June 12, 2011. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Washington, United States. View my complete profile. When despair for the world grows in me. And I wake in the night at the least sound. In fear of what my life and my children's lives may be,. I go and lie down where the wood drake. Rests in his beauty on the water,. And the great heron feeds. I come into the peace of wild things. Who do not tax their lives with forethought of grief. I come into the presence of still water. It's all about ME.
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something interesting: The submarines are clapping in the dark. Or maybe it's just my neighbor.
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Saturday, March 07, 2015. The submarines are clapping in the dark. Or maybe it's just my neighbor. My mother is an alcoholic. My grandfather was an alcoholic. I wonder if his parent was an alcoholic too? Has this hell been passed on forever? I don't drink. Mostly. But I'm an alcoholic too. I know it plain as the nose on my face. Plain as I know the sky is sometimes blue. Mostly it's grey here, but that's just par for the course right? I hate golf, but still it exists. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).
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something interesting: 04/01/2011 - 05/01/2011
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Thursday, April 21, 2011. Links to this post. Things change, and then they change and change and change. Im struggling for work-life balance and failing, desperately, miserably, hopelessly. My job is good, the weight it demands is not. I want to live on acres and acres. I want to build a simple meaningful home with my hands, with my mind, with my soul. I want to plant a garden, preserve a harvest, sustain my family with fruits of my own labor, from my own dirt and clean flowing water. Links to this post.
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something interesting: 10/01/2008 - 11/01/2008
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Sunday, October 12, 2008. Links to this post. Sunday, October 05, 2008. Im in a deep dark murky place tonight. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Washington, United States. View my complete profile. When despair for the world grows in me. And I wake in the night at the least sound. In fear of what my life and my children's lives may be,. I go and lie down where the wood drake. Rests in his beauty on the water,. And the great heron feeds. I come into the peace of wild things. It's all about ME.
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something interesting: We have sprouts!
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Friday, June 17, 2011. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Washington, United States. View my complete profile. When despair for the world grows in me. And I wake in the night at the least sound. In fear of what my life and my children's lives may be,. I go and lie down where the wood drake. Rests in his beauty on the water,. And the great heron feeds. I come into the peace of wild things. Who do not tax their lives with forethought of grief. I come into the presence of still water. It's all about ME.
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something interesting: 06/01/2011 - 07/01/2011
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Friday, June 17, 2011. Links to this post. Sunday, June 12, 2011. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Washington, United States. View my complete profile. When despair for the world grows in me. And I wake in the night at the least sound. In fear of what my life and my children's lives may be,. I go and lie down where the wood drake. Rests in his beauty on the water,. And the great heron feeds. I come into the peace of wild things. Who do not tax their lives with forethought of grief.
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something interesting: 11/01/2008 - 12/01/2008
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Wednesday, November 12, 2008. Respect is a funny thing. You can't ask for it, or what you get isn't real, isn't genuine. Where does that leave you when you have EARNED it but still don't get it? It leaves me feeling trapped, with no way out but simply walking. Links to this post. Thursday, November 06, 2008. Today has been the longest day ever, and I'm really ready for a nap. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Washington, United States. View my complete profile. And the great heron feeds.
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