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I'm trapped and need out.: January 2011
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Monday, January 3, 2011. I won't apologize for my lack of updates over the past few months, because it's just that I've just been busy and happy, nothing interesting to report. But the past week or so has been monumental. Today, January 2, 2011, I came out to my mother. That was when I made a plan:. When Mom got home, we ended up talking about various things as I waited for the right moment. It didn't come until after we both ate dinner and watched Extreme Makeover: Home Edition. PW: No, nothing's wrong.
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I'm trapped and need out.: October 2009
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Sunday, October 25, 2009. Thoughts of the Future. Yesterday, I was in the car with my Mom. She was taking me back to my apartment after spending a few hours at her place. We weren't really talking much. It wasn't an awkward or uncomfortable silence. We were just tired. Then, in my head, I started thinking about how I should come out to my Mom. Mom, we need to talk. You're not going to like what I'm about to tell you, but there's nothing you or anyone else can do to change it. Posted by Phillip Wilde.
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I'm trapped and need out.: Hello, all.
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Thursday, June 16, 2011. WARNING: This post is very long and possibly depressing. It also talks candidly, but not at all explicitly about sex. My last post was about a generally positive experience. This one not so much. Just over four weeks ago, May 17 to be exact, Lomond and I broke up. Amicable, but that doesn't make it suck any less. So here's what happened:. I held it together well enough that night, listened to some sad music. Then as I was about to go to bed, he called me having a very hard ti...
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I'm trapped and need out.: A milestone
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Monday, January 3, 2011. I won't apologize for my lack of updates over the past few months, because it's just that I've just been busy and happy, nothing interesting to report. But the past week or so has been monumental. Today, January 2, 2011, I came out to my mother. That was when I made a plan:. When Mom got home, we ended up talking about various things as I waited for the right moment. It didn't come until after we both ate dinner and watched Extreme Makeover: Home Edition. PW: No, nothing's wrong.
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I'm trapped and need out.: March 2010
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Monday, March 29, 2010. A return and some pleasant news. Well, it's been a while, hasn't it? In the postscript to my last post. I alluded to something having happened. Well that happened and quickly fizzled out. Let's just call the guy "Pendejo" and move on. Anyway, January rolls around and I join a different, much more reputable dating site, one that measures compatibility and all that crap. No, not that one. From the unnamed Baptist university. And an MDiv. Not Another Teen Movie. My Name Is Earl.
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I'm trapped and need out.: It's hardest at night.
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Sunday, July 17, 2011. It's hardest at night. One year ago today, we were in New York, celebrating our half-anniversary with cannoli, prosecco, and purple orchids. Two months ago tomorrow, he broke up with me. Lately, I've been watching a lot of Sex and the City. Album As a result, I have lost five pounds in the past month, have a few new favorite movies, and know how to knit socks. I've also enrolled in a teacher certification program, which I should be able to start by the end of next week. Yes, nights...
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I'm trapped and need out.: June 2011
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Thursday, June 16, 2011. WARNING: This post is very long and possibly depressing. It also talks candidly, but not at all explicitly about sex. My last post was about a generally positive experience. This one not so much. Just over four weeks ago, May 17 to be exact, Lomond and I broke up. Amicable, but that doesn't make it suck any less. So here's what happened:. I held it together well enough that night, listened to some sad music. Then as I was about to go to bed, he called me having a very hard ti...
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I'm trapped and need out.: Basic update
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Sunday, May 23, 2010. I haven't posted in a while, but there really hasn't been much to say. Lomond and I are still going strong and quite happy with each other. Faire is going well. It feels good to be back. Lomond and I are going to New York for a week in July. We found an amazing deal on a hotel on the Upper West Side. He and I are also going with some friends to the Austin Pride in June. First pride for both of us. So yeah, things are going pretty well. Posted by Phillip Wilde. This is my blog, in wh...
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I'm trapped and need out.: Can I just say something?
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Sunday, August 21, 2011. Can I just say something? I want to jump this guy's bones. His name is Bastian, he calls himself the Wohnprinz and he lives in Lübeck, in northern Germany. I've been subscribed to him on YouTube for months, ever since he was featured on an episode of Buck Factor, but this video pretty much pushed me over the edge. He wears Lederhosen and puts on a Bavarian accent, and for some reason, I find that incredibly sexy. Posted by Phillip Wilde. You write vividly. I can sympathize, e...
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I'm trapped and need out.: November 2011
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Wednesday, November 9, 2011. That for me, it isn't over. People always say that it's hard to get over your first love, but I thought I would be further along by now. That was just a day after I realized just how not over him I am. So here's the story. And that's when the evening went downhill. Making out was nice. It made me feel alive. But as we started taking our clothes off to do stuff. My attraction to him waned. That was only the second time I ever did stuff. But I'm not there yet. I am a 23-year-ol...