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The Sarx Rebellion: May 2012
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Thursday, May 10, 2012. Slaying Giants in 6 Steps. I received this email today, from the Founder and CEO of C28/NOTW. I thought it would be good to share with you all as an encouragement for whenever life gets difficult. When was the last time you were at your very end? Jehoshaphat took to change his circumstances! 1, Jehoshaphat sought the Lord. ".Alarmed, Jehoshaphat resolved to inquire of the LORD,.The people of Judah came together to seek help from the LORD".". Our battles are God's battles. God ...
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The Sarx Rebellion: April 2012
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Sunday, April 29, 2012. God, Why Me? I often look at my life and wonder why You have chosen me. I mean, I have never done anything extraordinary or too meaningful. I'm not a good person by any means and I don't set myself in position to change the world. The life I have made for myself is utterly chaotic and yet You still choose to bless me? I can say that I don't now, or ever will understand Your interest in me. I do not deserve a single blessing from You. What could possibly be so special about me?
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The Sarx Rebellion: May 2013
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Monday, May 13, 2013. Happy Mother's Day to the best mother I could ever ask for! On this day, I wish to give thanks to my mother for giving me guidance all throughout my life! To the best mother in the world, I hope you are able to enjoy this day. You deserve it! In 1999, I was nearing the end of my 3rd grade year. It had been a particularly difficult year for me. You see, this had been my first year at a new school. There were very few people I liked, and even less that I considered friends. The next c...
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The Sarx Rebellion: September 2014
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Wednesday, September 3, 2014. Decisions, Decisions, Decisions. So here I am, after 3 AM, on the third night of September with a big decision to make. A decision that will impact me greatly, one way or the other. But before I get into that, allow me to backtrack for just a moment. It's completely volunteer and won't help pay the bills. However, God provides. You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself any direction you choose". Dr Seuss Oh, The Places You'll Go! Stand...
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The Sarx Rebellion: It's Time I Give Up
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Saturday, July 28, 2012. It's Time I Give Up. I was just watching a show that had a family with strong family bonds. Even though I didn't have that growing up, I know I can make sure that it will be present in my home when I have a family. Then I started to think about my family.the one I don't have. As I was thinking about the fact that I don't yet have a family to raise, I realized that I don't even have a career at the moment that could support a family. So long, old me. Hello, you2.0. Im so proud of ...
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The Sarx Rebellion: Mother's Day
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Monday, May 13, 2013. Happy Mother's Day to the best mother I could ever ask for! On this day, I wish to give thanks to my mother for giving me guidance all throughout my life! To the best mother in the world, I hope you are able to enjoy this day. You deserve it! In 1999, I was nearing the end of my 3rd grade year. It had been a particularly difficult year for me. You see, this had been my first year at a new school. There were very few people I liked, and even less that I considered friends. The next c...
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The Sarx Rebellion: November 2011
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Tuesday, November 8, 2011. I am ready for the war of the ages. I stand, sword in hand, behind the only One I ever wish to lead me into battle. Holy battle rage! I seek the leadership of no man. I am already dead to this world and I have nothing left to fear. I've pledged my allegiance to the Lord. Holy battle rage! Protected by the full armor of God, no weapon formed against me will prosper. I have the power to end your existence within me. Holy battle rage! We fight this day for the glory of our King!
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The Sarx Rebellion: From Affliction to Redemption
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Monday, September 10, 2012. From Affliction to Redemption. Today is Suicide Awareness Day and also marks 6 years after my baptism. The two go hand-and-hand for me. After a while, the weed helped less and less. Getting drunk and high only numbed my pains for a few hours. During my times of sobriety I wanted nothing more than to die. I thought, "Why continue living if it's only going to bring me pain and depression? My grandmother passed away in April of 2007. With my world shattered, I gave up prayer&...
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The Sarx Rebellion: July 2012
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Saturday, July 28, 2012. It's Time I Give Up. I was just watching a show that had a family with strong family bonds. Even though I didn't have that growing up, I know I can make sure that it will be present in my home when I have a family. Then I started to think about my family.the one I don't have. As I was thinking about the fact that I don't yet have a family to raise, I realized that I don't even have a career at the moment that could support a family. So long, old me. Hello, you2.0. I created this ...
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The Sarx Rebellion: September 2012
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Monday, September 10, 2012. From Affliction to Redemption. Today is Suicide Awareness Day and also marks 6 years after my baptism. The two go hand-and-hand for me. After a while, the weed helped less and less. Getting drunk and high only numbed my pains for a few hours. During my times of sobriety I wanted nothing more than to die. I thought, "Why continue living if it's only going to bring me pain and depression? My grandmother passed away in April of 2007. With my world shattered, I gave up prayer&...