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August 25, 2012 at 3:18 am ( Uncategorized. Lately I feel like everything I do is just. Feels like the thing I do best, is disappoint people. Maybe just one in particular but there are definitely others who get lumped into that category. What I want most right now? I want my dad to be okay. I want my friends to know I love them, despite my hiatus from well, everything and I want him *him* to know that I just want his happiness. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Subscribe to my blog!
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it’s beginning to hurt. | Living Daydream
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It’s beginning to hurt. February 24, 2012 at 5:48 am ( Relationships. Funny how certain words can pierce through what you were certain was an otherwise durable exterior. Words linked together…like… “i don’t trust you.”. 8220;I’d rather work through it by myself.”. I don’t see the need to explain why the first sentence in quotes hit so hard, but maybe the. I don’t trust you. 8221; See the problem? Sometimes I get scared. Scared of what will happen if I ever reach my real breaking point. Everyone h...Hmmph...
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another rant. | Living Daydream
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February 24, 2012 at 3:02 pm ( Uncategorized. I spend a bit of time there, it seems. Maybe this is why people keep describing me as “patient” and “understanding” because they peek into my window and there I am. Chilling on this nice little piece of iron, just swinging my feet, whistling to myself. Consider me. Reoccurring theme. I’m just… I’m tired. I don’t want to have to sit silently back here waiting for a schedule to open up, or for someone to not act as if they dread find...Leave a Reply Cancel reply.
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underwater | Living Daydream
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May 22, 2013 at 3:04 am ( Uncategorized. I find that I ask that question almost more than any other, ever, whether out loud, or in my own head. I feel so misunderstood. How is one supposed to get their needs met if they can’t be understood? How do I even begin to explain what I want, or what’s necessary if you can’t first just. Lately, I feel like I’m underwater, carrying on a full conversation with someone who is clearly on dry land. My words are muffled, unclear, maybe unimportant? I’m not being heard.
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reignited | Living Daydream
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February 24, 2012 at 3:13 pm ( Uncategorized. This book makes valid points. I’m ready to put its advice into action. Stay tuned🙂. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Facebook account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Google account. ( Log Out.
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Firsts… | Living Daydream
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December 19, 2011 at 7:05 am ( Uncategorized. I’m finding it hard to find the words to adequately express what I’m currently feeling. I do this balancing act of acknowledging and recognizing that one is human, while still feeling my own humanity in all of its errancy and fragility. No matter your choice of handling the situation, none of us can deny that whether significant or trivial, we are affected. Buried or confronted, they, your experiences happened. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Subscribe to my blog!
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Want | Living Daydream
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October 7, 2012 at 2:49 am ( Uncategorized. I want to be happy. I want those I love to be happy. I want to have a *big* part in making them happy. I want to *know* I’m making them happy (guessing, hoping, wishing, praying… Isn’t good enough). I want to be loved. Adored. Desired. Lusted after (yes. I’m woman enough to admit it). Respected. Pampered. Babied. I want you here. Maybe I should just be silent. Or invisible. Never was all that great at blending into the background, but I’ll try my best. Create a...
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realization | Living Daydream
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November 29, 2012 at 5:20 am ( Uncategorized. Know what I realized tonight? I have a hard time telling people how I feel, and yet, I place a HUGE importance on expressing my feelings and revealing my thoughts. So much is this a priority, that I do it often, and go to great lengths! To not frustrate the person with my (seemingly) silly concerns and worries. I need to figure out where that trepidation begins… and ends. I feel misunderstood all.of.the.time. all the time. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Splendid...
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need. | Living Daydream
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November 8, 2012 at 5:12 am ( Uncategorized. I need to be kissed. Passionately. Pressed up against a wall. Out of the blue, breath taken away, eyes slammed shut. Completely lost in the moment. Kissed with everything that is you… lips, tongue, noses touching, rubbing…. Woke up just now, out of a deep slumber as if something was chasing me…. the need is great. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). Build a web...
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a random rant: settling | Living Daydream
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A random rant: settling. September 30, 2011 at 5:47 pm ( Relationships. I feel like I’ve said this a million times, but it’s on my mind, so I’m saying it again. I know who I am. I know what I deserve. I know how hard I work. I know how real and rare my heart is. I will not settle for being anyone’s good enough. I will not settle for being settled on. Don’t misunderstand me. No one, and I do mean no. one. Would be settling to be with me. So let’s keep this general. I believe that we can have what we want.
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