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ScoobySnax: The Past: August 7, 2007
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Saturday, October 25, 2008. The Past: August 7, 2007. Originally written August 7, 2007. Okay, so I don't hate myself. I am not a piece of shit. I'm not having sex anymore for a long time, though, either. My therapist kept telling me to go to Al-Anon. Wonder if her advice would have been different if I'd been honest with her about how much I actually drink? The thing with Pheobe is that I refuse to accept the life she has chosen for herself. I accept it no more than anyone I know would accept my life...
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ScoobySnax: Grrrrrrr
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Friday, April 17, 2009. Okay - it needs to be said: I hate living with this roommate. She wants to be dating me because she thinks she's in love with me, so she's constantly whining about how often my boyfriend is there. I tried to ask if it would help if we just spent time in my room after she gets home from work, and she said no. I'm guessing this *still* won't satisfy the fucking roommate. It's not like we're loud - I can say without a doubt that we're anything but! Random Thoughts, Tales, and Musings...
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ScoobySnax: The Past: August 5, 2008
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Saturday, October 25, 2008. The Past: August 5, 2008. Originally written August 5, 2008 (*totally* drunk). I quit therapy. It was taking a serious toll on my pocket book and eating up all of my paid time off from work, and that was putting more stress on me than the therapy was relieving, so fuck that. Not only could I not make him cum, which maybe wasn't my fault due to all the blow he'd been doing all day, I couldn't even keep him hard! Whatever. I feel like a total piece of shit. 4 I am a piece of shit.
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ScoobySnax: The Past: July 25, 2007
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Saturday, October 25, 2008. The Past: July 25, 2007. Originally written July 25, 2007. It is hard to admit that I feel sometimes like I don't know how to live without him. And sometimes that's why I drink - to get honest with myself and feel it and admit it and be sad and cry. You know what's fucked up? Posted by AmyVegas at 10/25/2008 12:21:00 PM. Random Thoughts, Tales, and Musings about Life, Love, Sex, Drugs, the Pursuit of Happiness, and the overuse of commas. St Paul, Minnesota, United States.
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ScoobySnax: Okay I'll say it:
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Thursday, July 16, 2009. Okay I'll say it:. Sometimes I really can't stand having a stupid boyfriend that does stupid things because he is stupid and needs me to tell him what to do CONSTANTLY. I shouldn't have to tell him not. HOW FUCKING STUPID ARE YOU? What part about that was even remotely fucking challenging? But hey, it's all good moron. You just keep right on working at the job you have now for $10/hour and no benefits where you never have two days off in a row and couldn't go on a vacation if...
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ScoobySnax: The Past 5/28/07: Memorial Day
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Sunday, March 16, 2008. The Past 5/28/07: Memorial Day. Originally written 5/28/07, Memorial Day:. ANGER ANGER. ANGER. PAIN AND ANGER AND GRIEF AND MORE FUCKING ANGER! Oh yeah. Found this little gem I'd forgotten about when I was getting drunk and reading my book tonight. Life can be as bitter as dragon tears. But whether dragon tears are bitter or sweet depends entirely on how each man percieves the taste." Dean Koontz, "Dragon Tears" (book). Posted by AmyVegas at 3/16/2008 11:08:00 AM. My ex-roommate&#...
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ScoobySnax: The Past: August 9, 2007
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Saturday, October 25, 2008. The Past: August 9, 2007. Originally written August 9, 2007. I just miss having someone to really talk to. I miss having a best friend. I miss having someone I can tell everything to and not be judged. I miss having someone to be close with. Posted by AmyVegas at 10/25/2008 01:04:00 PM. Random Thoughts, Tales, and Musings about Life, Love, Sex, Drugs, the Pursuit of Happiness, and the overuse of commas. St Paul, Minnesota, United States. View my complete profile. My other ex-r...
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ScoobySnax: The Past: October 1, 2007
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Saturday, October 25, 2008. The Past: October 1, 2007. Originally written October 1, 2007. Missing Vin is an emptiness inside me that doesn't go away. I cry so much more often now. I used to have to be drunk for that, but now I don't. Posted by AmyVegas at 10/25/2008 01:26:00 PM. Random Thoughts, Tales, and Musings about Life, Love, Sex, Drugs, the Pursuit of Happiness, and the overuse of commas. St Paul, Minnesota, United States. View my complete profile. Death’s Door - Greg died, but his archives remain.
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ScoobySnax: The Past: November 1, 2007
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Saturday, October 25, 2008. The Past: November 1, 2007. Originally written November 1, 2007. And a ton of other things. I twisted him around and pushed him into a wall and he was laughing at me and saying something like, "Careful! Then he looked like Chandler from Friends. I let go of him and he said, "I did it to leave you" and I said, "You're lying! Then He said, "I love you.not anymore" and I replied, "That a lie, too! I was not drunk last night. Posted by AmyVegas at 10/25/2008 01:27:00 PM. My ex-roo...