illuminatingsadness.blogspot.com
Illuminating sadness: Being an agoraphobe has it's advantages. Or how to lose friends in 8 months
http://illuminatingsadness.blogspot.com/2010/10/being-agoraphobe-has-its-advantages-or.html
Tuesday, October 19, 2010. Being an agoraphobe has it's advantages. Or how to lose friends in 8 months. Again I sit at a loss for words. I've lost my baby and my ability to speak, apparently. Or if they now think I am a total freak. (I am, but that's a different post). I can't talk about how imaginary she feels. Where is the proof that my Daughter existed? It sits in a blue urn. In a box filled with obituaries, and tiny buntings. In my heavy, broken heart. That's all I have. Land of suck and suckier.
survivingbaby.wordpress.com
Positive Reinforcement | Surviving Baby
https://survivingbaby.wordpress.com/2008/11/12/positive-reinforcement
Confessions of an Aspiring Mommy. November 12, 2008. I will concieve, carry and deliver a healthy, living baby concieved with love by Hubby and I. This is will up on my blog until it happens. Her name is Zoey and she was born screaming on 12/28/10. Filed in November 2008. 21 Responses to “Positive Reinforcement”. November 12, 2008 at 9:18 pm. There’s power in those words! November 14, 2008 at 1:56 am. 8230;and you WILL…and, ah, so will I! November 16, 2008 at 2:23 am. November 17, 2008 at 4:38 pm. Hi-I f...
mommicked1.blogspot.com
mommicked: Worth
http://mommicked1.blogspot.com/2012/12/worth.html
Saturday, December 15, 2012. The sun came up today and I can hardly believe it. Yesterday a bunch of kindergartners went off to school. In the morning, they were all C. By the afternoon, 20 of them were lost forever, just like R. It's just like that, a tightrope that runs right through the divide between joy and despair and you never know when you'll fall off the wrong side. I understand the concepts of grace and humility. I know that we will all die someday and that knowledge is what ought to unite ...
mommicked1.blogspot.com
mommicked: five years...and one day...later
http://mommicked1.blogspot.com/2012/08/five-yearsand-one-daylater_27.html
Monday, August 27, 2012. Five years.and one day.later. Hell is other people. Isn't that what the author said? I've heard it expanded- hell is other people at breakfast. Now, there's a sentiment I can get behind! Last week Seth Mc.Farlane tweeted that, in the ninth circle of hell, you have to watch other people eat cereal for all eternity. All of the hair on my back is standing on end just thinking about the slurping and crunching. I might join twitter just to get more insight on this issue. But dead daug...
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mommicked: August 2012
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Monday, August 27, 2012. Five years.and one day.later. Hell is other people. Isn't that what the author said? I've heard it expanded- hell is other people at breakfast. Now, there's a sentiment I can get behind! Last week Seth Mc.Farlane tweeted that, in the ninth circle of hell, you have to watch other people eat cereal for all eternity. All of the hair on my back is standing on end just thinking about the slurping and crunching. I might join twitter just to get more insight on this issue. But dead daug...
foreverelliotsmommy.blogspot.com
ForeverElliotsMommy: January 2010
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This is my journey of losing my first born son, Russell Elliot, born to early at 23 weeks and 2 days. And about a hopefully brighter tomorrow. Sunday, January 31, 2010. Blankets and Tags for OSU Pastoral Care. Thursday, January 28, 2010. Bad Blogger AND FREE STUFF. I had a total meltdown at 1:30am Tuesday, not fun.I was laying in bed and didn't even have the strength to hide from DH this time.then I felt bad for wailing so loud I woke him up.not sure what brought it on. Now, I know there is a good chance...
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mommicked: April 2012
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Monday, April 9, 2012. C has taken to singing "All the Pretty Horses" at night as she falls asleep. I lie next to her in bed and sing along in a funny voice to keep myself from melting into a puddle. Goooo to slee-eep little bay-bee.when you waaaake, you shall have, aaaaall the pretty, little, horse-ses. If this were an old-fashioned, pen-and-ink journal, you'd see little smeary teardrops all over this page. You can play with them again after your nap, for Pete's sake! When I hear it, I picture dozens of...
safeinthishouse.blogspot.com
safe in this house: Happy Birthday George
http://safeinthishouse.blogspot.com/2010/05/happy-birthday-george.html
Safe in this house. Wednesday, May 19, 2010. Thinking of baby George and his Mommy. And family today on his birthday. May 19, 2010 at 6:45 PM. Happy Birthday to baby George! Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). I can't always explain how I feel, and I can't always say that what I feel makes sense. I speak most often from my heart, not my mind. Jodi Picoult, House Rules. Better to be without logic than without feeling". Blessed are those who mourn,. They shall be comforted.". One often calms one's grief.