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There is only perception: Mona Lisa smile
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There is only perception. Monday, November 25, 2013. I never thought I would be here now. That I would still,. I was the littlest one. Bounced from mom to mom, with one half of a dad. I never thought I would be here now. So many years of self inflicted pain. So many homeless nights. So sure I was. Sure that I was not,. Not able to instill the chaos of my life into my very own offspring. And yet I sit with my baby boy on my lap,. Picture day, that day when people smile and share. And pride is normal.
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There is only perception: 9 - 11
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There is only perception. Saturday, December 21, 2013. I travel again the headlines Bold. And towers of above gound cemetaries drained of its residence. And water still in the streets. The airport alive with other peoples concerns. And I see travelers, four. Evenly split life experienc and no experience. Their energy tense with hunger and fatigue. Food choices too great they split one elder taking one son. They return into view only one meal between the four. The energy more tense. I love you too.
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There is only perception: hand to hold
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There is only perception. Tuesday, November 26, 2013. The other turns right. And the sun sets for the last time. We will last forever. We believed what was said. We watched so many sunrises separated. But always watch the sunsets together, holding hands,. Looking to each other. Even when miles and time zones prevented us from touching,. Through the ether we were together at the end of each day. One career lead a path to the right. The other career leaned to the left. And the heat of the summer. I write w...
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There is only perception: November 2013
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There is only perception. Tuesday, November 26, 2013. The other turns right. And the sun sets for the last time. We will last forever. We believed what was said. We watched so many sunrises separated. But always watch the sunsets together, holding hands,. Looking to each other. Even when miles and time zones prevented us from touching,. Through the ether we were together at the end of each day. One career lead a path to the right. The other career leaned to the left. And the heat of the summer. Sure that...
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There is only perception: July 2013
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There is only perception. Sunday, July 14, 2013. And he is never really home. His little girl says "Daddy, can I watch TV in your room with my friends if I promise to not go into your closet? She not knowing exactly what he does in there but knows that when he is is in there, he does not want to be bothered. Not knowing what the glass straws with black stains are. Or the glass thing with dirty water. Not knowing what causes the layer of dust and ash that is different from the normal dust in the house.
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There is only perception: June 2013
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There is only perception. Sunday, June 23, 2013. And to split into pieces. Work as a team to divide. What was insurmountable now dinner. Eating an elephant - -. Large is now small. Rip paper - -. Sometimes bulging from top encroaches onto bottom. Discomfort from the obvious split. A belt too tight - -. On edge of safety. A teenage late night - -. Glancing look turns to partial stare. Partial stare becomes locked gaze. Turned body to hide the obvious. Try's not to be obvious. Saturday, June 22, 2013.
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There is only perception: August 2013
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There is only perception. Friday, August 23, 2013. And the man reads about health and fitness and success and wealth and family. He is so learn-ed. He does give advice both freely and when asked for. But in either case. The advice falls onto deaf ears of. And the one talking. The ex-convict behind the counter sees the kids across the street in prom attire and comments "pretend dress up". And he throws at me the words "this night aint worth a hill of beans,". The foursome, with two competing conversations.
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There is only perception: Bad parents
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There is only perception. Thursday, May 21, 2015. So I want to go back and chase them down and make them let me go,. So I can let them go. Its like I am half awake and half asleep as i feel the evil in my room. Pushing on my heart as if trying to push it out through my back. Then I become aware of the energy. The pure evil that is upon me. And I feel trapped and frozen and can not move. Helpless to defend myself. I lay there while life is slowly sucked out of me. Loud enough to wake the dead. Simple temp...
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There is only perception: 3:am
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There is only perception. Saturday, July 25, 2015. The patriarch of the family, organized this impromptu. Early-morning, family outing of coffee and scones,. Your distant wife, and somewhat distant 15 year old son, sit across from you. And your,… sm-a-ll , 10 year old boy, has fallen asleep next to you on the couch. Work responsibility causes the need to leave this moment of family closeness. So, you carefully lift the sleeping boy to your shoulder. And to the car, the family walks. So you slow,. Althoug...
