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What I Wrote at 4am on New Years Day. | Free Your Soul
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My life, my thoughts. everything I cannot say out loud. What I Wrote at 4am on New Years Day. January 13, 2015. I’ve been away for a while… →. One thought on “ What I Wrote at 4am on New Years Day. January 14, 2015 at 4:40 am. I have been here, mixed up in thoughts like this. 💗 It will get better. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out.
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The Calm | Free Your Soul
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My life, my thoughts. everything I cannot say out loud. December 3, 2014. December 3, 2014. Going Back →. 11 thoughts on “ The Calm. December 3, 2014 at 1:43 am. Do you have anyone you can talk to? December 6, 2014 at 6:55 pm. Yes, theres people I can talk to, I’m just not good at expressing how i feel. December 3, 2014 at 2:03 am. Reblogged this on Are. You. Mental? Thank you for sharing. Liked by 1 person. December 3, 2014 at 2:51 am. Liked by 1 person. December 3, 2014 at 9:29 am. Liked by 1 person.
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January | 2015 | kailadanielle's Blog
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8220;She has to do it for herself.”. Monthly Archives: January 2015. January 15, 2015. Two days ago was Tuesday. But wow has so much shifted. Up until Tuesday, I’ve been feeling so dead. Mentally, physically, etc. Loss of motivation, loss of any fight, not an ounce of purpose. No knowing of right and wrong, unable to distinguish my “true” self from my “eating disorder” self. And the weirdest thing was, for a split second, I envisioned myself being healthy. Being free. January 12, 2015. Da boy gave me this.
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Body dysmorphia | kailadanielle's Blog
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8220;She has to do it for herself.”. December 30, 2014. Do you have body dysmorphia? I do But I think I don’t. Or I thought I didn’t, until last night. I don’t view myself as fat- actually, I can see the bones and see I’m underweight. But last night I caught a glimpse of just how severely. I wish I could say it was a wake up call, or that it scared me, sparked a change in me. But it didn’t. I’m still glad though, I guess it helps validate it, make me feel a bit less crazy. December 30, 2014 at 4:37 pm.
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Shift | kailadanielle's Blog
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8220;She has to do it for herself.”. January 15, 2015. Two days ago was Tuesday. But wow has so much shifted. Up until Tuesday, I’ve been feeling so dead. Mentally, physically, etc. Loss of motivation, loss of any fight, not an ounce of purpose. No knowing of right and wrong, unable to distinguish my “true” self from my “eating disorder” self. And the weirdest thing was, for a split second, I envisioned myself being healthy. Being free. 3 thoughts on “ Shift. I love this…and you! Enter your comment here.
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October | 2014 | kailadanielle's Blog
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8220;She has to do it for herself.”. Monthly Archives: October 2014. October 31, 2014. Is it possible to crave something you’re absolutely terrified of? I miss intimacy. I long for it. I picture myself curled up with a man, feeling his warm, rough skin on my cheek and hear his heart beat pulsing. Early in the morning, make up free, his fingers in my tangled hair;completely comfortable. October 29, 2014. Okay, end rant, but I am trying to find a different anti-depressant. I’ve tried a couple and...Okay, w...
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8220;She has to do it for herself.”. January 10, 2015. This week has been absolutely exhausting. Mentally, emotionally and physically. To even attempt to explain it all would be my death blow, so I guess I’ll kinda vent about the things that have occupied the largest part of my brain in hopes it’ll clear out and leave room for more positivity:). 2- My coworker. He’s my best friend and I love him to death but he abuses prescription drugs and he got more and he actually. One thought on “.
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kailadanielle | kailadanielle's Blog
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8220;She has to do it for herself.”. January 15, 2015. Two days ago was Tuesday. But wow has so much shifted. Up until Tuesday, I’ve been feeling so dead. Mentally, physically, etc. Loss of motivation, loss of any fight, not an ounce of purpose. No knowing of right and wrong, unable to distinguish my “true” self from my “eating disorder” self. And the weirdest thing was, for a split second, I envisioned myself being healthy. Being free. January 12, 2015. Da boy gave me this. Through the power of word.
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balancing the chakras | kailadanielle's Blog
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8220;She has to do it for herself.”. January 12, 2015. Da boy gave me this. For example, I was doing a meditation and my “blue section”, (what I call it😋), also known as the throat chakra,. Felt really very clogged and like a waterfall. The main purpose of this chakra is the ability to verbalize and express truth. Through the power of word. Take a look http:/ threeheartscompany.com/chakra.html. And scroll down to blue. (Ps- thanks Em for showing me how to link! Associated Problems: Anorexia Nervosa.
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To-do | kailadanielle's Blog
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8220;She has to do it for herself.”. January 7, 2015. To-do lists are life savers. Seriously. I make a very detailed to-do list everyday, in the exact exact same notebook, in the exact same format. At the top is the date, and “to-do” written in script in a vibrant color, and then divided in half. On the left is “work” underlined, and on the right is “personal” underlined, all in blue. Underneath, a line is skipped, and then bullet points with everything. I’m losing my memory. Im 20. You are commenting us...