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Ambiguously Clear: April 2009
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Thursday, April 30, 2009. Concession.out of desire or being wounded? I'm going to start changing names to protect innocent people. For this story, I'm "seeing" James and am being e-mailed by Paul. I get an e-mail from Paul the other night, asking how I've been. I give the short story: school, work, family, and politely ask how he's been. His response entailed a request for a date when school is out. My first thought? To be involved with Paul. Or because I'm just a little bit hurt by James's pseudo-denial?
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Ambiguously Clear: November 2008
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Saturday, November 1, 2008. Happy people: an observation. I wonder if they're as happy as they look. I wonder if I ever look that happy. I wonder if I ever am. I remember feeling the way they seem. So then is it just possible, but just not current? I know I'm not supposed to compare myself to other people. I know how hard it is not to though. Maybe I'm not as bad off as I think I am. I mean, I have to work at it, but I have. Enough of this. I just made brownies, and I'm going to have tea and brownies.
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Ambiguously Clear: October 2009
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Sunday, October 4, 2009. I'm not ready for this. I know Justin, or Cory, or someone will find my "new" blog, and should this post be on it, controversy would ensue. Mrs L hugged me three (or was it four? There was nine years of longing in this evening. It showed in the anxiety of making me dinner, the entire 37-paged dialogue he wrote (that we read together), and each and every time he touched me. The point of this rant? But shit, if Liz was right this whole time would I have to invite her? Im not ready ...
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Ambiguously Clear: October 2008
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Friday, October 31, 2008. What a day and it's only 9am! I leave the apartment, walk the 100 feet to the end of the block and turn the corner. As I approach the next street, a school bus turns off of it and two girls scream out of a back window "Happy Halloween! Without a thought, I waved and screamed it back. I wasn't really expecting myself to respond, so I was a little taken aback when I heard the words and the cheeriness come out of my mouth. Kind of, at least.). I thought. Just one exit. It was an ab...
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Ambiguously Clear: the "good days" keep on comin'
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Sunday, May 31, 2009. The "good days" keep on comin'. Let's see, I got maybe all of three hours of sleep last night, after taking a three hour nap (through the Yankee game- falling asleep in the second inning and waking up for the post-game wrap up), but I woke up, had some freshly made pancakes (thanks, dad! And coffee, then spoke with Verizon to see my options for getting off Chris's phone plan (has it been 5 months? So it turns out Gary and Lisa are celebrating something of someone's tomorrow at the B...
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Ambiguously Clear: Done hiding.
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Tuesday, August 25, 2009. I'm not hiding anymore, but I'm no longer posting to this site either. You can find me at WordPress. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. DIY BEDAZZLED BASEBALL CAP ALA ILOOK! BAHAN:* *STEP BY STEP:* 1. Buatlah pola potongan buah semangka menggunakan acrylic merah, hijau, dan hitam. . This is your very first post. Click the Edit link to modify or delete it, or start a new post. If you like, use this post to tell readers why you started t. Sad news this w...
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Ambiguously Clear: Screw it.
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Wednesday, June 3, 2009. So much for my farewell, yeah? I don't care at the moment who reads this. I've been drinking some wine, and I'm going to write one of my Daily Spark journals. Task: "What was your most humiliating junior high experience? Write a short, possibly funny, description of it.". Oh eighth grade, you amuse me. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). The real good bye? All good things must come to an end. View my complete profile. DIY BEDAZZLED BASEBALL CAP ALA ILOOK! The New Man in Charge.
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Ambiguously Clear: all good things must come to an end.
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Monday, June 1, 2009. All good things must come to an end. Dear everyone that reads this,. Those of you that have understood me, and know how I work, and can read everything I've written accurately, thank you. You've made my blogging experience worthwhile. Those of you that asked me questions when I was difficult to understand, so you could keep my life straight in your head, thank you too. I'm fascinated that you were interested enough in the first place, let alone enough to make a clearer picture.
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Ambiguously Clear: The real "good bye"?
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Friday, June 5, 2009. The real "good bye"? Let it go,. Let it roll right off your shoulder. The hardest part is over. Let it in,. Let your clarity define you. We will only just remember how it feels. Our lives are made. In these small hours. These little wonders,. These twists and turns of fate. Time falls away,. But these small hours,. These small hours still remain. Let it slide,. Let your troubles fall behind you. Until you feel it all around you. And i don't mind. If it's me you need to turn to.
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Ambiguously Clear: June 2009
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Friday, June 5, 2009. The real "good bye"? Let it go,. Let it roll right off your shoulder. The hardest part is over. Let it in,. Let your clarity define you. We will only just remember how it feels. Our lives are made. In these small hours. These little wonders,. These twists and turns of fate. Time falls away,. But these small hours,. These small hours still remain. Let it slide,. Let your troubles fall behind you. Until you feel it all around you. And i don't mind. If it's me you need to turn to.
